“I like these,” he said.
“Thank you.”
He poked his finger through the lace and yanked with his other hand. The lace gave way with a bark of a rip, leaving my underwear with a gaping hole. He stroked me. I didn’t know if I’d ever been that wet.
“I can’t help it. I have to taste you.” He put his face at the inside of my thigh and brushed his tongue on the sensitive skin. His hands stroked, tongue flicking, lips a soft center to the roughness of his face. When he made it to my pussy with a soft suck at my clit, I moaned. “Do you like it?” he asked before he circled my opening with his tongue.
“Yes.”
“Yes what?”
“Yes, suck it. Eat me. Take me with your mouth.”
The string quartet purred outside, and the party hummed along while I begged for a man’s tongue on me. His tongue flicked, finding every want, every emptiness, and filling it with sensation. He sucked just a little then ran the flat of his tongue over my clit until my pussy felt like a bursting balloon.
“Antonio.” My voice squeaked. I was on the edge.
“Come,” he said, looking up at me. “I’m still going to fuck you.”
When he put his lips on me again, his eyes watching me over the horizon of my gathered skirt, I let him fill me. I came hard, lifting my hips as he grabbed my thighs to keep me from falling over. I was beyond cries, beyond words. I was just a receptacle for the pleasure of a tiny percentage of my body.
I didn’t have a second to breathe before he positioned himself above me. His pants were open, and his dick lay against my engorged clit. I reached down. He’d gotten it out and wrapped while he was eating me.
“You’re very skilled,” I said. “And you’re huge.”
He put his fingers in me. I was sensitive and swollen, soaked in desire.
“You’re tight. So tight. Fuck.” His eyes went to half-mast, and he sucked in a breath. “Spread your legs all the way.”
I did, and he guided the head of his dick into me. I stretched when he thrust, a little sting of pain drowned by pleasure.
“You okay?” he asked.
I nodded. I felt as if I had a telephone pole in me, but I wouldn’t complain about it. Maybe I should have asked him to go slow, because he shoved himself in until my expression told him he couldn’t go any farther. He shifted my hips then pushed forward. He found space to fill and drove into me up to the base, pushing his body into me. I put my hands on his face, and he leaned down. We were eye to eye, nose to nose, bodies moving together, the swell of tension returning.
“You’re beautiful,” I said, my thumb on his lips.
He kissed my thumb, running his tongue along the length as he fucked me. We were dressed up but joined in our most vulnerable places. My back hurt where it was pushed against the stone vanity, and my shoulder was jammed into a cabinet. I heard the sounds of the party, and one of my shoes was about to fall off. I felt ripped apart by the size of him.
But I was going to come again, and I couldn’t come with anything inside me. I knew that. It was an indelible fact.
“I’m coming inside you,” he gasped. “I’m going to come so fucking hard in you.”
“Me too.” I didn’t even believe it. “You’re making me come.”
The swirl of feeling dropped away then coalesced, increasing until my limbs stiffened and I put my face in his neck to stifle my cries. The impossible happened. I came just from a man inside me. I pulsed around him, drowning in the power of it.
He thrust hard with a grunt then a moan. I felt the pulse at the base of his dick on my stretched pussy. He was coming. Making that beautiful man lose himself in me felt like a gift. I pushed into him until he slowed, stopped, and kissed my neck.
“Grazie,” he said.
“You’re welcome.”
Slowly, he slipped his dick out of me. It was still rigid, and I felt every inch of it against my raw skin. He tied off the condom and wrapped it in toilet paper as I sat up.
“Stay there,” he said, pressing my legs open.
Was he going to have me again? I didn’t think I could take it. Though I was already feeling twinges of shame and guilt, I wouldn’t have turned him down. He balled up a wad of tissue and pressed it between my legs, cleaning me. The gesture was so much more intimate than the actual sex that I blushed.
“I can’t send you back outside with sex dripping down your leg, now can I?”
Despite the sounds from the party, I’d forgotten that there would be a “back outside.” I’d forgotten about Daniel, his meek request that I come back to him, and the air of forgiveness my attendance was supposed to provide. I closed my legs and sat up.
“I have to get back out there.” I put my left shoe on all the way and popped off the vanity. “Thank you.”
“My pleasure.”
The shreds of my underwear tickled my inner thighs, bunching as only ripped lace could. I straightened my skirt and smoothed my stockings, knowing he was watching me. I didn’t look at him as I went for the door.
He slipped between me and the knob. “Contessa.”
“Yes?”
“Don’t leave like this.”
“How should I leave?”
He kissed my forehead, and I let myself enjoy the tenderness. I didn’t want to rush out, but I couldn’t delude myself into thinking I was fully present, either.
“It doesn’t have to be meaningless,” he said.
“You won’t answer questions about your life, and I’m still in love with my ex. I don’t know how it can be meaningful.”
“I’ll answer one question right now if you kiss me back like you mean it.”
“Why are you doing this? You’re the one who wanted two bodies meeting and no more.”
“Because I can’t walk out of this room like this. You’re like a stranger all of a sudden. One question.”
“The girl. Who was she? To you, I mean? Why did you come here for her?”
“That’s three questions.”
“Pick one.”
“My sister. She’s my sister. Her name is Nella.”
“And?”
He bit his lip and looked down at my face. After a second, I realized he wasn’t going to answer me.
“Excuse me.” I pushed him away, but he shoved me against the door.
“I want my kiss,” he said.
“That was no kind of answer.”
“I answered two of the three. If you only cared about the last one, you should have said so.”
“Lawyer.” I said it like an indictment, and he smirked. I elbowed him, but he caught my forearms and pinned me to the door.
“Your underwear’s already ripped, and if I checked, I bet you’re wet again.”
“Get off me,” I said.
“I should fuck you right now.”
“Go to hell.”
I twisted, but his hands were bruising, and the growing hardness of his dick was enough to weaken my knees and my resolve. “Take your kiss then.”
He did, without hesitation or gentleness, prying my mouth open with his tongue, thick with the taste of my pussy. He pulled away when we had to breathe, and we stared at each other, panting.
“I hope you enjoyed that,” I said. “Now excuse me.”
He backed away from the door, and I went through it before he and his beautiful dick could stop me. The air outside the bathroom felt fresher and thinner. I smoothed my dress again and pulled the pins out of my hair, letting it fall down in a red cascade. It was easier to keep that way.
I felt a weight between my legs. I could easily get my appearance together for the rest of the party. But I couldn’t hide the fact that my cheeks were pink with arousal and my nipples stood on end. My arms still had goose bumps, and I was so wet I felt the moisture inside my thighs. But I walked outside as if it were my house, my party, my world, because that’s what I did. It was easier than math.