The king looked tired. Rejuv had smoothed his skin, but he still had deep discolored pouches beneath his eyes. “I’m glad you did,” he said. “Do you have any idea how many other people have noticed?”
“I’m not sure.” Heris had warned her not to answer this question; she felt a warning flutter in her diaphragm. But this was the king; she had known him from boyhood. Surely she could trust him, though not his ministers. “I would guess that plenty of people know he can act like a silly young ass—but then so do many of them, my nephew Ronnie included.”
“It’s a difficult situation,” the king said, toying with a stylus.
“You did . . . know something.” Cecelia made that not quite a question. The king looked at her.
“We knew something. But—you will forgive me—it’s not something I want to discuss.”
Cecelia felt herself reddening. His tone, almost dismissive, irritated her. She was not some old busybody. Just because she hadn’t accepted rejuvenation, he shouldn’t assume her brain had turned to sand. It was this kind of attitude that made Ageists out of people who simply didn’t want rejuv. He smiled, a gentle smile for a man of such power, and interrupted what she might have said.
“I do appreciate your coming to tell me yourself. It was thoughtful of you; I know you won’t spread this around. And you’re right, we must do something, soon. But at the moment, I’m not ready to discuss it outside the family. In the meantime, let’s talk about you. You have a new captain and crew for that yacht of yours, I understand . . . and you’ve infected the captain with your enthusiasm for horses . . .” Cecelia smiled back, well aware that she had no way to force him to confidences he didn’t want to give. They chatted a few more minutes, then she took her leave.
The king stared at the picture of Lady Cecelia he had taken. She was a good fifteen years older than he; he had taken that picture in his youthful enthusiasm for photography, before he realized that kings have no time for hobbies—especially not hobbies that reveal so much about their interests and priorities. He had grown up a lot since then; the adolescent who had admired her so openly, who had taken that picture and sent her a print with a letter whose gushing phrases he still recalled, had learned to mask his feelings—had almost learned to feel only what suited the political reality.
She had not matured the same way, he thought. She still rode her enthusiasms as boldly as she had ridden horses; she said what she thought, and damn the consequences. She felt what she felt, and didn’t care who knew it. Immature, really. A slow comfort spread through him, as he finally grasped the label that diminished her concern to a childish fretfulness, an undisciplined outburst of the sort he had long learned to forego. Deep inside, his mind nagged: she’s not stupid. She’s not crazy. She’s right. But he smothered that nagging voice with ease; he had quit listening to his conscience a long time ago.
Heris had plenty to do while waiting to hear from her employer, but she could not banish the chill she felt. She had to get all the crew properly identified for Royal Security; not even Bunny’s crewmen, who had been there before, and were only passing through on the way downplanet, could leave the Royal Docks without a pass. Heris put them first in the identification queue, and within a few hours they were on their way downplanet to Bunny’s estate on Rockhouse. Then there was the usual post-docking business: arranging for tank exchange, for recharging depleted ’ponics vats, for lines to the Station carbon-exchange tanks (waste) and water (supply). It would be hours yet before Cecelia’s shuttle would land, before she could reach the king, before whatever would happen could happen.
But the knot in her belly remained; she barely picked at the delicious lunch the two cooks produced. Something would go wrong. She knew it. She just couldn’t figure out what it would be.
By the time Cecelia called, Heris had dug herself into a nest of clerical work. She had almost forgotten why she was so tense. Cecelia called up from the surface, with such a cheerful, calm expression that Heris had to believe everything had gone well. She did not, on a commercial communications channel, mention the prince. Instead, she chattered about refitting.
“I’ve discussed matters with the family, and my sister has agreed not to be offended if I have Sweet Delight redecorated to fit my tastes instead of hers. It really was generous of her to do it before, but as you know, lavender and teal are not colors I’m fond of. We’ve had a dividend payout, from some business, and I can easily afford to redo it. I’ll be up in a few days; you’ll have to move the ship to a refitting dock over on the far side of Major—at least that’s the one I’m leaning toward. Even though I didn’t like the colors, they did a good job last time. I’ll bring the preliminary plans with me, and if you’d supervise—”
“Of course,” Heris said. For a moment her original estimate of rich old ladies resurfaced. How could she think only of redecoration at such a time? But something about Cecelia’s eyes reassured her. Something else was going on than changing the color of carpet and upholstery. “Have any idea how long it will take?”
“A few weeks, last time. Presumably about the same this time, although restocking the solarium may take longer. I’ve missed my miniatures—”
“Ummm . . . but milady, you said you wanted to be at Zenebra for the horse trials . . .”
“I know, but if I have a choice between missing the Trials one time and living with that lavender for the weeks between here and there, and then however long it takes to get to refitting, I’m willing to miss the Trials. And we’ll have plenty of time to make the big race meetings after the Trials. A friend has asked me to look for replacement bloodstock.”
“Ah. I see. Very well, milady, as you ask. If you could tell me when to expect you back . . . ?”
“Not tomorrow or the next day. Perhaps the day after. I’ll put a message on the board for you; I should be able to find my way from the shuttledock to the ship by myself.”
Unwise, Heris thought. Very unwise. But she could have an escort there if Cecelia told her which shuttle she was taking. “If you’re going to delay for redecoration, milady, there are a few other equipment changes I’d like to suggest.”
Cecelia didn’t even ask questions. “Quite all right. Whatever you want. This time let’s do it all, so there’s nothing to worry about for years.”
Heris wondered if she’d gotten a refund from Diklos & Sons—or would it be the insurance? She wasn’t sure just how the refitters would be made to pay for that fraudulent, almost-fatal job they didn’t do, but Cecelia could get solid credits out of them if anyone could. She somehow didn’t believe in the dividend payout—not at this odd time of year. Cecelia probably didn’t realize that midlevel officers could have investment experience too. When Cecelia cut the link, Heris turned to Petris and Oblo.
“You heard that. You know what we need. Go find me the best deals on it, will you? I spent too much of her money buying those small arms on Sirialis.”
“Good weapons, though,” Petris said. He had, of course, tried them out. “Fancied up, but quality.”
“Well, now I want quality without any fancying up. Whatever’s legal—”
“Legal!” That was Oblo, of course. Then he sobered. “You mean, not stolen?”
“I mean legal, as in ‘will pass inspection.’” Heris found she could not maintain the severity she wanted. A grin puckered the corner of her mouth. “All right . . . you know what I mean. Don’t cause us trouble, but get us what we need.”