You don’t take charity. That lesson had been drummed into Harley six ways from Sunday. Where he came from, one way or the other, you learned that lesson. Later he had learned that it wasn’t how the world worked at all, and that sucking up took some people further than talent took others, but that didn’t make it any easier for him to attempt it.
Swallowing his shame, Harley walked up to the drivers’ entrance. He didn’t have a pass to get onto pit road, but the Cup circuit was like a small town where everybody knew one another and Harley had been around long enough to be acquainted with a lot of people. Not just drivers, but owners, haulers, mechanics, spotters. All he needed was for one of them to remember him and to be in a benevolent mood that afternoon. He just hoped that the old acquaintance would be somebody he genuinely liked, so that it wouldn’t feel so much like begging when he had to ask for help.
Just in time he remembered to stuff the embarrassing Winged Three hat in his back pocket. He’d never live that down.
There was always a gaggle of people standing beyond the barrier, cameras in hand, pens and autograph pads at the ready, waiting for a celebrity to walk by. Harley eased his way into the crowd, close enough to the walkway to make himself heard without shouting, waiting for his chance. At least he had kept his license up to date-his NASCAR license, that is, the one that qualified him to drive in any NASCAR competition. Flashing that card ought to get him past the gatekeepers if somebody vouched for him. He tried to remember if he’d got in anybody’s way in his last few races, because being snubbed by a driver holding a grudge was just about more than his pride would take cold sober.
It was still too early for most of the drivers to be going in, but some of them did opt to enter by mid afternoon, either from nerves or from an obsessive need to observe the team’s last minute preparations. There were still some drivers who knew their way around an engine. Ryan Newman, for instance. Harley wiped his brow in the hot sun, and listened to the conversations around him while he waited for his chance.
“Which one is Ryan Newman?” asked a young girl nearby.
“The one that looks like Prince Andrew,” said the older woman next to her.
Harley filed that remark away in case he needed to make small talk with Ryan Newman anytime soon. The woman went on to make other driver celebrity comparisons, some of them quite astute. She said that Ricky Rudd looked like former President Clinton, but Harley couldn’t detect any resemblance there. His fans were the best dressed, though. Whatever that meant. Instead of the tee shirts worn by most other race fans, the Rudd supporters wore snazzy black sweaters, emblazoned with the word Rudd in red, and matching racing pants. But a resemblance to the former president? He couldn’t see it. Kurt Busch and the Keebler Elf, though-now that one registered. He didn’t plan on mentioning it, but Harley figured his chances of being able to talk Kurt Busch into getting him past the guards were even more remote than his chances of winning the race from the grandstand.
Finally, after half an hour of eavesdropping in the breathless heat, a rabbity young man in coveralls headed past. Harley recognized the guy as a former CART driver, who had given up the steering wheel for a job on the pit crew of a Winston Cup driver. Now what was the guy’s name?
Tony Something. That was it. Harley edged up to the restraining rope, with very little resistance from the rest of the crowd. This guy wasn’t a driver, and he wasn’t famous, so no one wanted a picture with him and only the diehards and the anal-retentive would request his autograph. Everybody else had rushed to a spot farther back, because someone claimed to have spotted Rusty Wallace on his way in.
“Hey, Tony!” Harley stuck out his hand, and tried to look casual about the encounter. Desperation wouldn’t get you in. “Harley Claymore,” he said, by way of reminder. “How you doing, man?”
“Can’t complain,” said Tony, glancing about nervously. “Guess I’d better get in there and work, though.”
“How ’bout I come with you?” said Harley. “I’d like to say hello to the boys while I’m here.”
Tony gave him a long appraising stare. “You got a hot pass, Harley?”
Harley’s smile never wavered. “Not on me, Hoss. But you know me. I’m no tourist. I just need to talk to some people.”
The mechanic hesitated, embarrassed by the exchange. Finally, he shrugged and said, “Come on in, then. But if Security throws you out, don’t blame me.” He nodded to the guard and jerked his thumb toward Harley. “Ex-driver,” he said by way of explanation.
The guard, young enough to be just out of high school, looked doubtful, but Harley had already crawled under the plastic rope and was striding past the checkpoint, feigning a deep interest in what Tony had been up to for the past couple of years.
“So how are you feeling these days?” Tony asked him, when he had run out of team and family news of his own. “You wrecked pretty bad a while back, didn’t you?”
“Oh, I’m a hundred per cent again now,” said Harley. “Can’t wait to get back in the game.”
Tony looked at him for just two beats too long, the politest expression of disbelief. Finally he said, “Yeah, well…I reckon you know best, Harley, but, I gotta say, sometimes when a man gets hurt while he’s racing, he loses that killer instinct that a driver has to have in order to win.”
“I’m as good as I ever was. All I need is a chance to prove it.”
“Well, good luck, man. Long as you’re not after my job, I wish you the best.” Tony hurried away then, ready to start his day’s work in preparation for the evening race, and maybe anxious not to be seen with someone down on his luck. Nobody wants to be jinxed on race day. He remembered the story about a driver’s lucky underpants-a winning streak lost because he left them behind in the truck after one race, and the Wood Brothers did the laundry.
The Wood Brothers…the legendary team owners out of Stuart, Virginia…Their list of drivers read like a Who’s Who in NASCAR, and stretched all the way back to the fifties. Harley wondered if it would be any use talking to them…He must take care to be nonchalant in his visiting this afternoon. Any whiff of desperation would doom his chances from the outset.
He began by strolling up and down pit road, making a mental note of who he saw that he knew, so when he had decided which one of them constituted his best ally in getting taken back into the charmed circle, he could work his way back along pit road and then make his pitch to the most sympathetic ear.
He wandered from one team to another, and although a few old acquaintances looked up and muttered hellos, they were busy getting ready for the evening race and nobody had the time or the inclination to socialize with an outsider. Harley kept walking.