“Peter,” Charlie said softly. “If anything feels strange to you, if you think she’s found you, call me, okay? Anytime, day or night.”
“I will.”
But I knew I wouldn’t. If she found me again, she’d kill me.
Because even now, after everything she’d done to me, I don’t think I could kill her.
How can I kill someone I don’t even know?
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
FBI Academy
Sean had e-mailed Lucy nine articles that Rosemary Weber had written during the month that Tony seemed to have been interested in when he returned to the Weber house. Lucy read them multiple times, made a list of names, places, and facts, and nothing jumped out at her as being important. She put them aside in the wee hours of the morning to sleep for a couple hours, and she woke up tired.
“Great,” she muttered. It was defensive driving time, and Lucy was exhausted.
“Up late?” Reva asked as they walked the half mile to the car track.
“Catching up.”
“I’ll bet. I wouldn’t want to study if I had a boyfriend as hot as yours.”
Lucy shook her head but smiled. Reva was predictable, which made her comfortable.
Carter caught up with them. “How you doing?” he asked Lucy.
“Fine.” She eyed him suspiciously. “Shouldn’t I be?”
“You’ve often said how much you were dreading the driving test.”
“This isn’t a test,” Reva said.
“I don’t like driving, but I got a pep talk from Sean.” Lucy didn’t feel apprehensive like she thought she would. In the whole scheme of things, driving didn’t feel as weighty as it had in the past. Though her rape and near death seven years ago had been traumatic and terrifying, the thought of losing her family was in many ways worse. Talking to Sean about the car accident when she was five had helped her come to terms with her fears.
“He’s a good guy,” Carter said.
“Yes, he is,” Lucy agreed.
Her fellow new agents gathered around the driving instructor, Agent Chris Robinson, and listened to his instructions. The course seemed easy enough. They’d be practicing defensive driving, driving through obstacles, and accident avoidance. No high-speed chases or high-end tactical.
Driving would take all morning, but Robinson had it down to a well-oiled system. Two separate tracks were set up to expedite the lesson.
She looked at the others waiting for their turns behind the wheel. Could one of them have killed Tony? Attempted to kill Hans? Lucy had already ruled out a small group of agents who’d been in the lounge watching a movie until 1:30. Gordon, the gun expert, had been there as well, and she’d learned through him that the group of five had walked back to the dorm together. It would have been extremely unlikely for any of them to have rushed off to the construction site and attacked Hans. Oz was part of the group, and Lucy was relieved. One more of her inner circle cleared.
A van drove up to the edge of the driving track and two people got out. One of them was Rich Laughlin. He looked right at Lucy. She didn’t turn away. She’d been upset Saturday after he told her about the hiring panel; now she was simply angry.
He may have planned to try to upset her, but she wouldn’t allow herself to be intimidated.
When it was Lucy’s turn behind the wheel, she felt Laughlin’s eyes on her. She had a hard time controlling her physical tension-her hands clenched the wheel and her jaw tightened.
Robinson said, “Relax, Kincaid.”
“You should know that I was in a serious accident as a young child. I’ve been a nervous driver most of my life.”
He smiled. “No pressure. All I want you to do right now is get to know your vehicle. Drive around the track twice, keeping your speed at a steady thirty miles an hour. Then we’ll run through the drill. The obstacle course is simple; it’s all about control.”
“Okay.”
“You keep looking at your classmates.”
She hadn’t been; she’d been glancing over to find out where Laughlin was. She didn’t say anything.
“Don’t worry about them-it’s just you, me, and the vehicle. Good. Keep going, one more lap.”
By the time she was done with the second lap she wasn’t focused on Laughlin. She listened to everything Robinson told her to do-speed up, stop, avoid, do a one-eighty-and by the time her session was done she felt good about it.
“Not bad for a nervous driver,” he told her. “You did very well on the obstacle course; you have a good eye. You’re still hesitant to speed up quickly, and you need more confidence with higher speeds, but we have time to work on that. Would you object to two extra sessions over the next two weekends?”
“I’d like that.”
“You won’t be the only one. There’s a half dozen of your class I’ll be working with.”
“Great.” She let out a long breath and got out of the car smiling.
“Not bad, Kincaid,” Carter said as he took her place in the driver’s seat.
They had an hour break for lunch after the driving lessons, and Lucy needed to meet with Noah about the personnel files. She grabbed a sandwich to go and went into the main building.
“Looks like you need to go back to driver’s education,” a voice behind her said.
She turned and saw Laughlin.
She glared at him but didn’t say anything. An anger she was unfamiliar with bubbled up, and she worked on containing it.
He stepped close to her, his body only inches away, and said in a low voice, “You may have cut corners to get here, but there’s no way I’ll let you graduate if you don’t perform.”
She clenched her jaw. He was deliberately goading her, just like he’d been silently doing since she’d arrived on campus.
“I don’t know what your problem is with me, Agent Laughlin. I don’t think it’s fair that you’re basing your opinion of me on your problems with my sister-in-law.”
“And what exactly did Kate tell you?”
“Nothing. I can read between the lines.”
He smiled, and that irritated Lucy more. “You think you know everything, don’t you?”
She stared at him. “I know a lot more than you think.”
“Watch yourself, Kincaid.”
It was a threat, over and above what would be called for in this situation, and Lucy’s stomach clenched as she realized maybe she didn’t know what was happening, maybe there was something bigger going on.
Laughlin turned to go and thought he had the upper hand. Lucy said, “There’s a time and place for everything, Agent Laughlin. I will figure out exactly why you hate me.”
Lucy thought he was going to continue walking away, but he stopped and faced her again. “Do you want to know why you shouldn’t be here?” He stepped closer. “Because people like you, people who cut corners, who become martyrs, who think they are somehow owed something, get killed or get their partner killed. Don’t ever forget it. You’re the weak link.”
He walked quickly away and Lucy stared after him. She should be upset, but she was more confused than angry.
Laughlin was projecting. She hadn’t seen it before because she’d been certain he and Kate had an unpleasant past. And that may have contributed to it, but the reason why Laughlin had it out for Kate, and for her, was because he had lost someone he cared about-and blamed them.
This definitely wasn’t about her or Kate, not exclusively. Sean hadn’t found out everything she needed to know.
It was time to call in a favor.
*
Lucy tracked Noah down in Tony’s office, shutting the door behind her.
“I set up my laptop in the corner for you to access the personnel records,” Noah said without looking up. He had his own stack of paperwork.
She sat down and looked at the list of names in the folder. The new agents who were cleared were crossed off. She crossed off Oz, Gordon, and the other three guys who’d been watching movies until late Saturday.
Noah said, “Sounds like you’ve been busy.”
“Hit a lot of birds with one stone,” she replied. She pulled up “Reva Penrose” and started reading. She was looking primarily for inconsistencies-things in her official record that didn’t match what she’d said. Background checks were extensive but not perfect. The further back, the easier to hide potential problems.