"Yeah?" the complainer growled. Then he recognized Moyshe as an outsider who might have something to offer. BenRabi could see excitement rising in him. More companionably, "Sit down. Sit down. Name's George. What's your field?"
"Victorians. Tell me, how does a Starfisher come by... "
A quick, conspiratorial smile flashed across the man's face. "I would've bet you'd ask that, friend. I got lucky one time. I bought this unclaimed trunk when I was on The Big Rock Candy Mountain. Opened it up and, Holy Christ!" George launched a narrative which included the minutest detail of his lucky day. Collectors were that way, and every one had his story.
Moyshe studied him. How had he gotten down onto a Confederation world? Why? Was this another tidbit that should be red-tagged? Did Starfishers make many surreptitious visits to the worlds of their hunters?
"I didn't know if I'd run into any collectors out here," Moyshe said, "but I brought my trading stock just in case. I'm more into stamps than coins. British and American and German. If you know anybody. I've got some good stuff."
"Know anybody? Look around you. See all those birddogs on point?"
I'm a champion fool, Moyshe thought suddenly. I could retire on my collection if I could sell it at market. Hell. I'm rich.
Prize money had a way of piling up. He only used his to support his hobbies.
"Come on, friend. Sit. How many times do I have to tell you? Paul, get the man some coffee." All warmth now, George practically forced him into a chair. Moyshe surrendered. Amy attached herself to its back.
She must be assigned to me, the way she's sticking, benRabi thought. It's not my overwhelming charm keeping her here.
"Like I said, I'm George. Grumpy George, they call me. But I kind of grow on you after a while."
"BenRabi. Moyshe benRabi. I was noticing this stamp here... " He and George swapped stories for an hour.
"I'm glad you dragged me over here," Moyshe told Amy afterward.
"Good. I'm glad you're enjoying yourself." Her tone said she was not having fun.
"What're you doing tonight?" he blurted. He felt as nervous as a youngster trying to make his first date. "About the ball, I mean. One of the Archaicist groups is having that American Deep South Civil War thing... "
She smiled a sad smile. "I don't have any plans, if that's what you mean. But you don't have a costume."
"Is it mandatory?"
"No. You know Archaicists. They'll put up with anything to interest people in their pet periods. That one's already popular. The American ones are here. Our ethnic roots mostly go back to North America. Are you asking me?"
"Yeah. I guess."
"Good." She laughed. "I'll pick you up at eight."
"What? Shouldn't the man?... "
"Not when he's a landsman. The rules. You'd get arrested if you went running around looking for me."
"Oh. All right. What now?"
"There isn't much happening. Unless you want to join the Archaicists, or go to a ball game."
"Let's just circulate." He might pick up something interesting.
They milled in the press, watching several Archaicist performances, Mouse handling the Tregorgarthian youths, a fencing tournament, and the endless chess matches. Life aboard Danion was little different from that aboard a warship on extended patrol. The limits just were not as narrow.
Amy introduced Moyshe to scores of people whose names he forgot immediately. "This is getting to be like an overgrown cocktail party," he observed. "I hated them when I was line. You had to attend. They're the reason I decided to be a spy. Spies don't have to be nice to people they don't like."
Amy looked at him oddly.
"Just joking."
"Your friend is good at everything he does, isn't he?" She had become impressed with the way Mouse had handled the Tregorgarthians.
"When he gets interested in something he gives it everything. He's got a knack for switching on and off to complete commitment."
"And the girls. How does he find the time?"
"I don't know. If I did, I'd be cutting a swath myself."
His answer did not satisfy her. She kept trying to pry something out of him. She wasted her time. He had been in the spy business so long that the information shutdown was reflexive.
"You want to find out about Mouse, go to the horse's mouth," he finally told her.
"I don't think so, Moyshe."
He smiled. Mouse would talk about himself all night, not tell a word of truth, and seduce her three times in the process. "Probably not. We're different, him and me. I'm the type that would rather observe."
Amy linked her arm with his. "Observe for me, observer."
"About what?"
"You came to watch Seiners. Tell me about us. What do we look like to you?"
"Uhm. Happy. At peace with yourselves and the universe. Here's a thing. About laughter. It's different here. Not anything like at home. Like your souls are part of it. Like my people only laugh to push back the darkness. The guy who was doing the comedy routine?"
"Jake?"
"Whatever his name is. The one who told the story about Murph, the guy who knew everybody. He even made me laugh. And you know why? Because he was poking fun at things I wouldn't even have thought about. Or wouldn't have the nerve to criticize. I'm a moral coward."
"Whoa. What're you talking about? What brought that on?"
"I just started thinking about my boss. Very dignified gentleman. When he wants to be. All the big-timers are in Luna Command. Only their dignity is almost always pomposity in disguise. Ever since I was a midshipman I've had this fantasy about being the king's secret agent. I'd go around disguised as Joe Citizen. I'd keep a list. Whenever a civil servant or sales person was obnoxious, I'd put their names down and the king's men would come and get them. I'd also be a sort of wandering clown who made pompous bigwigs expose themselves for what they were. The Bureau would be my first target."
"You have hard feelings against the people you work for?"
Moyshe did not answer. The intensity of Amy's question scared him off. She was too keen, too tense, too eager all of a sudden. "Let's change the subject."
She did not press. A while later she suggested, "Why don't you go back to your writing now?"
"Trying to get rid of me?"
"No! That's not what I meant. Did it sound like that? I'm sorry. I just thought you might feel better now."
He reflected for a moment. "I do. Maybe it'll go better. I hate to admit it, but I've had a good time, Amy. Thanks."
He allowed her to escort him to his cabin, where he immediately attacked his story. It went well.
He hardly seemed to have begun though, when Amy pushed his buzzer. "Moyshe. Wake up," she called from the passageway.
"It's open. Time already?"
In she bounced, charmingly dressed as a southern belle, in lots of pink and petticoats. "Been going good? You've got papers everywhere." She had a Confederate uniform over one arm, and swords and things under the other.
"Smoking."
"I borrowed some things... What's the matter?"
For an instant he had seen her as Alyce. His past hit him like a tsunami.
Her smile persisted, but did not ride her voice as she asked, "Moyshe, what's behind you?"
"Nothing. That costume for me? Give it here and I'll change."
"I've been watching you, Moyshe, Something's eating you. Don't let it. Puke it up. Get it out where you can stomp on it, chop it up, and kill it."
That was the difference between Amy and Alyce. Alyce would never have asked. She would have waited till he wanted to talk.