"What the hell are you doing here?" Kindervoort demanded when they strolled into the coliseum, where he was overseeing some especially poor marksmen.
"Surprise," Mouse crowed. "The game was called on account of rain."
"What's he talking about, Moyshe?"
"It was some kind of dumb exercise. I'm sure you know what it was all about."
"I told him it was stupid."
"Who?"
"The Ship's Commander. He's up to something with you two. I don't know what."
"Remind him that one of the reasons I crossed over was because people wouldn't play games with me here. I'd have a job I knew what it was. I'd have a place in the scheme. Tell him that if the crap keeps up, I hike my ass back to Contact and chain me to a couch. He can put his auction project where the sun don't shine. It's a stupid operation too."
"Calm down, Moyshe. Just go back to your job."
When Kindervoort turned away, Mouse said, "Good to see you stand up on your hind legs, Moyshe."
"It takes me awhile to get fired up."
"Like the man said, let's go to work. We've got a long way to go with these clowns."
The next morning, whispering with motionless lips as they hurried along a crowded passageway, Mouse said, "They used the time to fix us up with a new set of bugs, Moyshe. Very good stuff. Better than anything Kindervoort stocks. The kind that hook into a stress analyzer. They're putting the big eye on us, Moyshe. From now on you'd better play safe, no matter where you are or who you're with."
"What would they be looking for? We don't have anything to hide."
"Who knows? But don't forget that they're looking."
Ten: 3049 AD
The Main Sequence
BenRabi was trying to clip a couple of stubborn, noxious-looking hairs out of his right ear. Amy called, "Ready yet, honey?"
"Half a minute." He had butterflies. He did not want to go. The stalls and arguments had run out, though. He had to meet Amy's family. Such as it was.
He was about to be exhibited to her mother. A prime trophy, he thought. Former landsmen turned Seiner, on his way up. A prize for any single girl.
He had been getting that feeling from Amy. The new was wearing off. The magic was fading. He was becoming an object of value instead of one of emotion.
Was the problem his or hers? Was he reading her wrong? He always misinterpreted women.
"Moyshe, will you come on?"
He stepped out of the bathroom. "How do I look?"
"Perfect. Come on. We'll be late for the shuttle."
"I want to make a good impression."
"Stop worrying. Mom would be happy with a warthog, so long as I was married."
"Thanks a lot."
A flash of the old Amy returned. "Any time."
They rode a scooter out one of the connecting tubes, into the halls of the asteroid. Amy slowed to pass a series of doors with temporary plaques hung on them, reading names Moyshe found meaningless. "We're here."
The plaque said stafinglas. Amy parked the scooter among a small herd nursing charger teats.
"What's that mean? Stafinglas?" Moyshe asked.
"I don't know. I think it's made up."
"That's where your mother lives?"
Amy nodded. "We've got to hurry. They'll start pumping the air out of the lock in a couple minutes. They won't let us board after they start."
Could he stall that long? He decided that would be a petty trick. Much as intuition warned him that the trip was a waste, it was important to Amy. The thing to do was grit his teeth and ride it out.
The shuttle was a small, boxy vessel useful for nothing but hauling passengers. The seats were full when Moyshe and Amy boarded. Dozens of people stood in the aisles. BenRabi recognized a few as Danion crewfolk.
"Lot of relatives of Danion people in this Stafinglas, eh?"
"Yes. The old harvestships are like family enterprises. Three or four generations have served in the same ship. It gets to be a tradition. Almost nobody ships outside their own fleet. They say that's why we're getting into this nationalistic competitiveness between fleets. There's talk about having a computer assign new crews by lot."
Moyshe smiled. "Bet that's a popular idea."
"Like the black plague."
His feet hurt and his back ached before the shuttle reached its destination. It was a six-hour passage. He spent every minute standing.
Stafinglas was exactly what Moyshe expected. An asteroid with kilometer upon kilometer of broad tunnels which served as residential streets. "I'm home," he told Amy. "It's just like Luna Command."
She gave him a funny look. "Really?"
"On a smaller scale." He wanted to tell her it was not a natural or comfortable way to live. Instead, he asked, "You ever been down on a planet?"
"No. Why?"
"Just curious." He could not explain. She did not have the experience to understand.
"Anything else I should know about your mother? I want to make a good impression."
"Stop saying that," Amy snapped. "Stick to literary things. You can't miss. Duck an argument. She's contrary as hell. She'll start a fight just to find out how stubborn somebody is."
He looked at her askance.
"We had some beauts when I was young. Nothing I did and nobody I knew was ever good enough. Talk libraries if you know anything about them. She's librarian for Stafinglas."
The more Amy talked about her mother the less he wanted to meet the woman. He had encountered dragons before. They rolled right over him.
"We're here." Amy stopped at a door, reluctant to take the last step.
"Well?"
Biting her lower lip, Amy knocked.
Four hours later they excused themselves to go out for lunch. Neither spoke till they had drawn their meal trays. As he settled at a table, Moyshe said, "Jesus, do I have a headache."
"Headache? Not here?"
"Tension headache. Not migraine." It had been bad. Much worse than he had expected. The woman was a classic. He glanced at Amy. Want to know what a woman will be like in twenty-five years? Have a good, long look at her mother.
"I'm sorry, Moyshe. I... I can't even make excuses for her. There isn't any excuse for that kind of behavior."
"Uhm. Maybe I'd better get used to it. Maybe she was just saying what a lot of people think. Me and Mouse and the others may have to live with that the rest of our lives."
"You should have fought back."
"Would that have changed anything? No. It would've kept her going that much longer."
Moyshe was still numb. As an Old Earther he had been fighting prejudice since entering the Navy. He had thought he possessed a thick hide. But never had he encountered anyone as virulent as Amy's mother. Outworlders went through the forms of equality, keeping their prejudices subtle and silent. Amy's mother was open and vicious and adamantine about hers. Neither suasion nor force would alter her thinking in the least.
She had disowned Amy before it was over.
"You want to try again?" Amy asked.
He was startled. "What?"
"She is my mother, Moyshe."
He reached across the table, took her hand for a second. "I know." She was doing her brave act to conceal her pain. "I know. I've got one too. And she isn't that much different."
"They want the best for you. And they think they're the ones to decide what's best." Amy gulped several mouthfuls. "Mother never was good at expressing feelings positively. Maybe that's why I'm a little weird. I spent a lot of time with her while I was growing up. She never qualified for fleet duty. That was the big disappointment of her life. Till we gave her something else to feel sorry for herself about."
Amy almost never mentioned her father. All Moyshe ever learned was his name and the fact that he had been killed in an accident here in the nebula. Apparently, despite protestations to the contrary, Amy's mother had found the accident convenient.