I drove under a rickety metal-worked archway bearing the legend: HAWKSWORTH & CO., constructed from old stanchion rods and microwave antennae. From one paradise I passed into another.
I braked and climbed out and stared about me in wonder. I was ten again, a kid awed at the sublime majesty and latent power of the craft arrayed around me. The sight was not without the kick of poignancy, however—and not just the poignancy of lost youth, but the sadness that these magnificent vessels should end up here, some whole, but most nobbled and spavined, stripped and stacked and sorted into utilitarian piles: here a rickety mound of radiation baffles, there a ziggurat of nose cones, and over there a pile of tail-fins layered like pancakes.
Not all the craft had been cannibalised and sectioned, however;there were a dozen vessels intact, looking much as they had thirty years ago, poised on the aprons of starports across the Expansion,ready to bravely explore the infinite.
I wandered around a ten-man exploration vessel squatting on its ramrod haunches, a bulging bullfrog of a thing with swelling engine nacelles and a prognathous nose-cone. I slapped its flank, old paint flaking beneath my palm. The silver and lightning blue livery of the Canterbury Line was still visible in places, excoriated by the void.
The next ship in line took my breath away, for I had possessed a model of this very starship in my early teens. It was a Jansen Mk III deep space exploration probe, still proudly bearing the blue and yellow carapace of the Stockholm Line. I walked its long, streamlined length, trying to imagine the sights it had witnessed, the events of history in which it had played a part—the exploration of planets across the Expansion now settled by colonists ignorant of the deeds and daring of the crews of vessels such as this.
I turned, taking in the entirety of the yard, my eye catching a kaleidoscopic display of familiar sigils and decals.
“Can I help you?”
The question, in the warm afternoon air, startled me.
The owner of the voice was just as remarkable as the vessels which surrounded us.
He was garbed in a grease-stained black onepiece and walked with a lurching limp, his right shoulder ducking with every step. His hair was long, black, and the skin of his face tanned by the fierce heat of Delta Pavonis to the shade of an overdone beefsteak.
The material of his onepiece bulged here and there—along the length of his arms and across his chest—but this I noticed only later.
He advanced, left hand outstretched. “Hawksworth. I run the place.” His right arm hung useless at his side.
“Conway,” I replied. “I’ll shortly be moving to Magenta.” I looked around at the towering examples of a long-gone era. “Some museum you have here.”
He looked at me, assessing my age. “Brings back memories?”
I smiled. “Just a few. It’s as if… as if my past has been pulled out of my head, made metal and lined up for my inspection.”
Hawksworth laughed. “Care for a drink?”
I was surprised by his hospitality, then realised that he probably didn’t get much passing trade this far north.
He led the way across the yard towards a small scoutship which, I realised with amusement, he had turned into an office. We climbed a spiral staircase welded to the hull of the ship and stepped onto an observation platform. Acceleration couches, in lieu of chairs, dotted the deck. He gestured for me to sit down and ducked into the bridge of the craft, a dark hole filled with glowing com-screens.
He emerged a few seconds later with two ice-cold cans of local beer.
He leaned against the rail, surveying his domain, and he reminded me, in that piratical pose, of a superannuated buccaneer scanning the salvage of a long and eventful life.
Only then did I notice the ridge of bolt-like protuberances that lined his arms, his chest and spine.
Before I could think of a way of framing a question, Hawksworth said, looking at me, “I don’t have you down as a pilgrim.”
I smiled. “Thanks. I’ll take that as a compliment. No, I’ve come to Chalcedony to retire. The quiet life…” I finished lamely.
I took a long swallow of beer. It was good, with taste and bite. I could see myself enjoying the occasional drink on the veranda of my villa, overlooking the bay.
“From Earth?” he asked.
I nodded. “Vancouver.”
“Why Chalcedony, and why Magenta Bay?” He smiled, gesturing with his can. “Forgive the third degree. I don’t get many visitors.”
“It’s okay,” I said. I don’t know why, but I liked Hawksworth. There was something big and slow and inspiring in the man, a gentleness of spirit belied by his gargantuan frame. “I saw a holo-doc about the planet. It looked peaceful. Unspoilt. I picked up a brochure and read about Magenta Bay. It seemed my kind of place.”
He looked at me closely. “You weren’t drawn by the Column?”
“Not at all. I’m not religious.” He shrugged. “Only, we get lots of visitors hereabouts. They say they’ve come for the views, the peace—but in reality they’re looking for something. And that something is often, though they don’t know it, the Column.”
I drank, then said, “Not me.”
He gave me a penetrating look. “But you’re running from something, Conway?”
I wondered, for a second, if he were an accredited telepath—but there was no connected minds symbol tattooed on his face to signify the fact.
I glanced at the spars and braces that enclosed his frame, and the white scars that showed at his wrist and jugular, and I looked out over the landscape of derelict dreams and wondered why he had fetched up here, in this place.
“We’re all running from something, Hawksworth,” I said.
He smiled, the grin transforming his rugged face. “Friends call me Hawk.”
Perhaps encouraged, I said, “You flew these things, years ago?” He looked at me quickly, then glanced down at his exposed wrist,and the sealed jack interface that was now just an ugly pucker of scar tissue. He nodded and took a long swallow of beer. “Years ago,” he said, “before the Nevada run.”
I let a suitable interval elapse, then said, “What happened?”
He shook his head. “Later,” he said, and effectively closed that line of conversation.
We sat and drank and enjoyed the view, and he said at last, “So, you’ve found a place in Magenta?”
I told Hawk that I had paid a deposit on a plot of land.
As I said this, an absurd idea hit me. I looked back at the ship on which we sat, made out its interior. “You live on this?” I asked.
“The Avocet is my home,” he said, “and you couldn’t wish for better.”
I looked around the yard, picking out the smaller, complete craft dotted here and there among the wreckage.
“I might be mad,” I said, “but show me around this place. I might be in the market for a starship.”
So we finished our beers and Hawk gave me a conducted tour of his scrapyard.
He talked me through the various intact ships he had in stock, from tiny three man escape craft to big, ungainly asteroid wreckers, and everything in between. As well as giving me their specifications, he was a walking encyclopaedia of their varied histories, their missions, mishaps and mysteries.
“It was a wondrous age,” he said. “Space was an enigma. Exploration was fraught with danger. How many crews lost their lives opening up the way?”
And then Telemass technology came along, and almost overnight these beautiful starships were put out to pasture. A few exploration companies threw in their lot with the Telemass people—they still needed crews to map the worlds they found—but a hundred Lines went to the wall.
“And you found yourself out of work?” I said.
“The end for me came well before Telemass,” he said quickly, and moved on. “Now this one,” he said, standing in the shadow of a Norfolk Line scoutship, “this little pearl has aesthetics and comfort. Come on, I’ll show you around.”