“Harper, can you tell me one thing?”
“I’ll tell you anything, Chase.”
I touched her arm to stop her and waited until she was looking at me with those wide gray eyes. “Have I—have I missed my chance?”
Her brow furrowed. “What do you mean?”
“I mean with you, us. Did I miss my chance?”
My chest tightened painfully when she closed the distance between us and wrapped her arms around me. The night on my parents’ driveway when she kissed me softly before telling me she was staying with Brandon flashed through my mind, and I held my breath and gripped her tighter when she answered.
“I’m sorry that you would even have to ask that. I wish you knew how much I love you, Chase, it’s just been a hard time for me. I didn’t know you were still giving me time; I figured I’d already lost you.” Her voice broke at the end, and I almost thanked God out loud.
“Aw hell, baby. That’s not possible.” I kissed the top of her head and squeezed her tighter to me. “What’s been going on? Is it still because of Brandon? Or did something else happen?”
“We need to go, Harper.”
I dropped my arms and stepped back when I heard my sister’s voice. Once again, I expected Bree to freak out, but she just stood there with a soft smile on her face.
Harper looked up at me and touched my arm softly. “See you.”
“Bye, Princess.”
I watched her walk away from me again, but this time I promised myself it would be the last time. Tomorrow, she would be mine.
I hoped.
Chapter Eleven
I’D GONE TO Los Angeles early in the morning to get everything I needed for Harper’s surprise and barely made it to school in time after dropping it all off at Brian and Marissa’s. I laid the bouquet of orange lilies onto the chair that was propping open the door to Breanna and Harper’s class and stood back, hidden from view. Not more than five minutes later, the girls were walking up. I watched as my princess looked up, then did a double take at the chair. Her footsteps faltered as she walked slowly over and picked up the bouquet. Her body straightened as she turned around and scanned the crowd before picking the note out and moving the bouquet to the crook of her arm while she read it.
When she turned back around to look through everyone again, she had the widest smile on her face, and it took everything in me not to go to her. Bree took the note from her and shook her head slowly before looking around again as well. As soon as they walked into the classroom, I pulled out my phone.
You look beautiful today
Princess: Were you watching me?
Maybe. I finally got to give you your lilies
Princess: You already gave me my lilies a few months ago, remember?
I couldn’t forget that day even if I tried
Princess: Well, you could have given these to me yourself, you know. I would have liked to see you
It was worth it to see that smile on your face
Princess: :) Thank you for my flowers. I love them
What are you doing for your birthday?
Princess: Dinner with your fam tonight, movies at the house after. You’re invited
I’ll see what I can do
I wouldn’t be there. But I sure as hell hoped she loved her surprise.
Since I’d missed it this morning, I went surfing with Brad and Drew before going back over to Brian and Marissa’s to help get everything ready for that night. I couldn’t help but laugh when I saw Brian knee deep in lilies.
“Good look for you, Bri.”
He pointed a bunch of lilies at me and glared. Coming from a man of his size, mass of hair, tattoos, and piercings . . . that shit was hilarious. “Watch it, Grayson! I’m doing this for you!”
“And I appreciate it.”
“Chachi?” Marissa came running into the living room. “Do you think we got enough flowers? We can go scope out some flower shops around town.”
My eyes widened as I looked around their living room. “Uh, Riss. We bought every orange and white lily they had at the flower market. I think we’re good.” My phone rang, and I answered without looking, “Yeah?”
“Hey, sweetheart!”
“Hey, Ma, what’s going on?” Since Mom and Dad had sent me back to my house, I hadn’t seen or talked to Mom much as Harper was usually with her. Hopefully, that was all about to change.
“Well, um, I don’t know if you know . . . because you know . . . well maybe—”
“Mom, just say it.”
“It’s Harper’s birthday, you know.”
I smiled widely. “Oh yeah? Huh. That’s good.”
“Are you rethinking your feelings for her?” She sounded panicked, and I took my phone away from my ear to look at my screen for a second.
“Hell no. What’s going on? You okay, Ma?”
“Oh that’s good . . . that’s real good.”
Seriously, why is she being so weird?
“Well, we’re all going out to dinner tonight for her birthday, and I know she’d love it if you were there.”
“Yeah, look, I’d like to, but I just can’t. I’ll be busy tonight.” If she hadn’t started to weird me out so much, I might have told her my plans; but she just wasn’t acting like my mom.
“I hope you don’t give up on you and Harper, sweetheart.”
“Mom.” I spoke softly into the phone. “I haven’t. I promise. I have things I need to do tonight though . . . all right? If it eases your mind, I’ve decided to stay in San Diego after graduation.”
She blew out a relieved breath, “Oh thank God. All right. Well, if you change your mind, we’re going at six tonight.”
“Six. All right. Love you, Ma.”
“Love you, too, honey.”
We got all the flowers put together before I had to go in for my first of two appointments at the shop; and by the time I was done with the second, I was rushing to get the lilies, so they were covering every surface in the living room and breakfast bar at my parents’ house. I walked into the kitchen in search of anything I could scarf down quickly and a book sitting on the end of the kitchen table caught my eye. I did a double take when I saw the title and froze.
What. The. Hell.
I took a tentative step in the direction of the table, praying my eyesight had just declined significantly, and I wasn’t reading it correctly.
What to Expect When You’re Expecting was there, right in front of me. “This better be a fucking joke,” I whispered to the empty room and noticed the top of a white bookmark peeking out of the top about a fourth of the way through. Taking a deep breath, I flipped to the page and saw that the bookmark was actually an ultrasound picture.
I was going to kill Konrad.
I pulled the ultrasound photo out of the book and let the book fall to the table again as I stared at my niece or nephew. The front door opened, followed by gasps and a low whistle before I heard it shut. I turned and was yelling before I could storm out of the kitchen and see my family. “Are you fucking kidding me? How could you guys keep this from me? Where the hell is he? I swear to God, I’m going to kill him!”
“Chase!” My dad bit back at me, and took a protective step in front of Princess, Mom, and Bree. “Calm down. What is going on?”
Calm down? Calm down? Is he serious? “I saw the books, I saw the effing ultrasound pictures!”
Dad straightened his body and crossed his arms over his chest, one eyebrow raised. “And?”
“And? Dad!” I flung my arm toward the girls, pointing with the photo. “Bree’s knocked up, and all you can say is ‘and’?”
Bree crossed her arms over her chest, making her look just like Dad. “Please. I’m not as stupid as you. I’m not pregnant.”