Kineas mopped his beard with his bread. ‘Anything,’ he said, expecting humour.
‘Allow me to accompany the army,’ she said.
Kineas flicked a look at Diodorus, but he appeared as surprised as if a bolt from Zeus had fallen among them.
Sappho took his hesitation for an opportunity. ‘Every army has followers, ’ she said. ‘I can manage them. I can ride a horse. I am as hard as a rock.’
Kineas, whose hands could remember the muscles in Srayanka’s legs, doubted that Sappho was as hard as she thought, but he couldn’t ignore the fact that she was correct. Every army had followers. Often, their fortunes affected the morale of the army. Generals and strategoi often ordered them to be abandoned, as if the men who served in the ranks had no feelings for the bodies that warmed their beds or the voices that shared their campfires. They were wrong.
Kineas looked at Diodorus — she was, at least temporarily, his property in many ways. Diodorus smiled his devious smile, and Kineas wondered if the man hadn’t known of her request all along. Kineas disliked being managed as much as most men, but he liked Sappho well enough, and he liked the idea of having an ‘officer’ to deal with the followers.
‘You agree to obey my orders?’ he asked. ‘And if I order you home, you’ll go as meek as a lamb?’
She raised her eyes. ‘I am always as meek as a lamb, Strategos,’ she said.
No one had referred to him as strategos before. He felt himself blushing. Nonetheless, he hardened his tone. ‘That is not an answer,’ he said.
‘Yes,’ she said. ‘I will agree to obey you — in all things.’
She raised her eyes just a little on the last word, so that he caught a flash of their colour. The glance affected him. He turned his head away and tried to ignore the pulse that shot from his head to his groin. And met Diodorus’s eyes — and his raised eyebrow. Kineas looked away in confusion, made an excuse to walk out to relieve himself, counted to a hundred in Sakje. Then he rejoined his company, made jokes and laughed at them, and fell back into the tide of masculine camaraderie.
After they had shared bread and wine, Kineas rose and carried his wine cup to the centre of the room.
‘A year ago in this room I asked my officers to swear an oath. If you will accompany me against Alexander, I’ll ask you to swear again.’ He raised his cup.
Niceas rose and gave him a rare grin. ‘Who’d’ve thought, a year ago, when we had a tyrant to tame and the threat of Macedon stirring, that today we’d be planning to march an army into the east?’
Diodorus, sober, raised his cup. ‘Who’d have thought that we would be officers with commands? Or rich men? Or citizens?’
Coenus raised his cup. ‘Who would have guessed which among us would have fallen, and which would live to ride again?’
Andronicus raised his wine. ‘Give us your oath, Strategos. For me, I long to ride.’
Then Kineas raised his cup. ‘Hear us, God who shakes the mountains and whose bolts cause men to fear. Hear us, Goddess of the olive who wears the aegis. Hear us, God whose horses ride the very waves, whose hand raises the storm or stills it. May all the gods hear us. We swear that we will remain loyal to each other and the company until it is dissolved by us all in council.’ Kineas spoke the words and they repeated them with gusto, no voice lacking, just as they had a year and more before, and the new voices were no softer than the old.
Despite the late afternoon hour when the meeting broke, Kineas threw on a cloak and went to the palaestra. He needed to feel the daimon of exercise. He was introspective enough to question his own motives in welcoming the Theban woman on the expedition to the east. He suspected that he would regret it even as his unexercised body fantasized about her.
He banished her green eyes on the sand of the palaestra. By the time he had loosened the muscles around his two healing wounds and freed his thighs from ten days of lassitude, the sun was low in the sky, but he was determined to run.
Other men were drawn to him, and his progress across the exercise floor attracted an entourage, and his announcement that he would run brought a chorus of approval. Philokles appeared at his side, and Diodorus as well, and Coenus.
They ran well, without a lot of conversation except some rude banter about the length of Kineas’s legs — more banter when he slowed out by Gade’s Farm, and then they had only enough air in their lungs to run. Memnon led the pack, his dark skin untouched by frost or the exertion, and he ran with his head up as if he could go all day and all night — which he probably could. Philokles stayed close to him all the way, and the two were just visible to Kineas, a dark back and a pale back in the distance.
Kineas was at the rear of the pack, a stade or more behind the leaders, and he ran on willpower and annoyance, burning off the last of his wine and bad temper and temptation, the air coming out of his mouth in gasps until he got his second wind. With the dolphin gates in sight, his head came up again, and he ran across the agora in fine shape, gaining some lost ground. Memnon was already running a strigil across Philokles in the marble portico of the palaestra, and the steam from the baths was welcome, but Kineas felt like a better man before he ran past the temple of Apollo, and he enjoyed his bath with the devotion of a man who might not see a gymnasium for sixty thousand stades — or ever again.
He was lying in the steam with a slave working carefully around the wound on his bicep when Helladius sat on the next slab.
‘It must be nice to be so young,’ said the priest. ‘I was comforted that I could run at your shoulder, but then, in sight of the gates, a god gifted you with new strength and you ran away from me as if I stood still.’
Kineas laughed and pointed at Philokles, who was waving goodbye — clean, strigilled, massaged and cloaked for the walk home. ‘You must be old indeed, to finish behind me,’ he said.
‘Memnon looks like a statue of Ares,’ said Helladius. ‘And your friend the Spartan might be Zeus.’
‘You are full of flattery today, priest,’ Kineas rolled over so that he could look the man in the eye.
‘ It is not that the dead require anything from you,’ the priest said suddenly.
Kineas felt his stomach twist as if he’d just seen a corpse.
‘ It is rather that they are trying to give you something,’ Helladius continued. His rich and melodious voice was somehow wrong for the message he was conveying. As if something else was using his voice to speak.
‘What are they trying to give me?’ Kineas asked.
‘Philokles might be Herakles, or Achilles, come to life,’ said the old priest, as if nothing of moment had been said.
‘ That is for you to learn,’ said the slave in his accented Persian-Greek. Kineas sat up suddenly and whirled on the slave.
‘What do you say?’ he demanded.
The slave looked afraid. ‘Master?’ he asked and backed a step, fearing a blow.
Kineas looked at the priest. ‘Didn’t you hear him?’ Kineas asked.
The priest looked puzzled. ‘Do you speak his barbarian tongue? I doubt he speaks much Greek.’
Kineas was slow to place himself back under the slave’s hands. ‘Didn’t you speak to me of my dreams?’ he asked, after a long silence.
Helladius summoned another slave who began to massage the older man’s legs. ‘I questioned the gods, and sought answers in augury, and none was granted me. It is a difficult question.’
Kineas felt the cold sweat of fear despite the steam and the pleasant fatigue of the run.
The fear would not leave him. And it banished all thoughts of Sappho.
8
The expedition gathered a momentum of its own, so that by the day the first grain ships raised their sails, Kineas had volunteers from throughout the north shore of the Euxine, many of them men for whom he had little use, and a cheering crowd to see them all off. He stood on the beach with Petrocolus and watched the last chargers embark, and the last soldiers.