Chase said, "I didn't know he'd done that."
"They're interesting articles, Chase. They'll give you some idea of what he thinks of you." Judge's tone changed, became more contemptuous. "Reading those records, Chase, I found more than enough to permit me to pass judgment on you."
"Oh?"
"I read all about how you got your Medal of Honor."
Chase waited.
"And I read about the tunnels and what you did in them — and how you failed to expose Lieutenant Zacharia when he destroyed the evidence and falsified the report. Do you think the Congress would have voted you the Medal of Honor if they knew you killed civilians, Chase?"
"Stop."
"You killed women, didn't you?"
"Maybe."
"You killed women and children, Chase, noncombatants."
"I'm not sure if I killed anyone," Chase said more to himself than to Judge. "I pulled the trigger… but I was… firing wildly at the walls… I don't know."
"Noncombatants."
"You don't know what it was like."
"Children, Chase."
"You know nothing about me."
"You killed children. What kind of animal are you, Chase?"
"Fuck you!" Chase had come to his feet as if something had exploded close behind him. "What would you know about it? Were you ever over there, did you ever have to serve in that stinking country?"
"Some patriotic paean to duty won't change my mind, Chase. We all love this country, but most of us realize there are limits to—"
"Bullshit," Chase said.
He could not remember having been this angry in all the time since his breakdown. Now and then he had been irritated by something or someone, but he had never allowed himself to feel extremes of emotion.
"Chase—"
"I bet you were all for the war. I'll bet you're one of the people that made it possible for me to be there in the first place. It's easy to set standards of performance, select limits of right and wrong, when you never get closer than ten thousand miles to the place where it's all coming down."
Judge tried to speak, but Chase talked him down:
"I didn't even want to be there. I didn't believe in it, and I was scared shitless the whole time. All I thought about was staying alive. In that tunnel, I couldn't think of anything else. I wasn't me. I was a textbook case of paranoia, living in blind terror, just trying to get through."
He had never spoken about the experience so directly or at such length to anyone, not even to Fauvel, who had pried his story from him in single words and sentence fragments.
"You're eaten with guilt," Judge said.
"That doesn't matter."
"I think it does. It proves you know you did wrong and you—"
"It doesn't matter, because regardless of how guilty I feel, you haven't the right to pass judgment on me. You're sitting there with your little list of commandments, but you've never been anywhere that made a list seem pointless, anywhere that circumstances forced you to act in a way you loathed."
Chase was amazed to realize that he was crying. He had not cried in a long time.
"You're rationalizing," Judge began, trying to regain control of the conversation. "You're a despicable, murdering—"
Chase said, "You've not exactly followed that commandment yourself You killed Michael Karnes."
"There was a difference," Judge said. Some of the hoarseness had returned to his voice.
"Oh?"
"Yes," Judge said defensively. "I studied his situation carefully, collected evidence against him, and only then passed judgment. You didn't do any of that, Chase. You killed perfect strangers, and you very likely murdered innocents who had no black marks on their souls."
Chase hung up.
When the phone rang at four different times during the following hour, he was able to ignore it completely. His anger remained sharp, the strongest emotion that he had experienced in long months of near catatonia.
He drank three more glasses of whiskey before be began to feel mellow again. The tremors in his hands gradually subsided.
At ten o'clock he dialed the number of police headquarters and asked for Detective Wallace, who at that moment was out.
He tried again at ten-forty. This time Wallace was in and willing to speak to him.
"Nothing's going as well as we hoped," Wallace said. "This guy doesn't seem to have been printed. At least, he's not among the most obvious profile group of felons. We still might find him in another group — military files or something."
"What about the ring?"
"Turns out to be a cheap accessory that sells at under fifteen bucks retail in about every store in the state. Impossible to keep track of where and when and to whom a particular ring might have been sold."
Chase committed himself reluctantly. "Then I have something for you," he said. In a few short sentences, he told the detective about Judge's calls.
Wallace was angry, though he made an effort not to shout. "Why in the hell didn't you let us know about this before?"
"I thought, with the prints, you'd be sure to get him."
"prints hardly ever make a difference in a situation like this," Wallace said. There was still a bite in his voice, though it was softer now. He had evidently remembered that his informant was a war hero.
"Besides," Chase said, "the killer realized the chance of the line being tapped. He's been calling from pay phones and keeping the calls under five minutes."
"Just the same, I'd like to hear him. I'll be over with a man in fifteen minutes."
"Just one man?"
Wallace said, "We'll try not to upset your routine too much."
Chase almost laughed at that.
From his third-floor window, Chase watched for the police. He met them at the front door to avoid Mrs. Fielding's involvement.
Wallace introduced the plainclothes officer who came with him: James Tuppinger. Tuppinger was six inches taller than Wallace — and not drab-looking. He wore his blond hair in such a short crew cut that he appeared almost bald from a distance. His eyes were blue and moved from one object to another with the swift, penetrating glance of an accountant itemizing an inventory. He carried a large suitcase.
Mrs. Fielding watched from the living room, where she pretended to be engrossed in a television program, but she did not come out to see what was happening. Chase got the two men upstairs before she could learn who they were.
"Cozy little place you have," Wallace said.
"It's enough for me," Chase said.
Tuppinger's gaze flicked about, catching the unmade bed, the dirty whiskey glasses on the counter, and the half-empty bottle of liquor. He did not say anything. He took his suitcase full of tools to the phone, put it down, and began examining the lead-in wires that came through the wall near the base of the single window.
While Tuppinger worked, Wallace questioned Chase. "What did he sound like on the phone?"
"Hard to say."
"Old? Young?"
"In between."
"Accent?"
"No."
"Speech impediment?"
"No. Just hoarse — apparently from the struggle we had."
Wallace said, "Can you remember what he said, each time he called?"
"Approximately."
"Tell me." He slumped down in the only easy chair in the room and crossed his legs. He looked as if he had fallen asleep, though he was alert.
Chase told Wallace everything that he could remember about the strange conversations with Judge. The detective had a few questions that stirred a few additional details from Chase's memory.
"He sounds like a religious psychotic," Wallace said. "All this stuff about fornication and sin and passing judgments."