"Do you like your dreams."
"Some of them are good. Some of them are bad and scare me. And then there are some that are part good and part bad."
"Tell me about those. Tell me about the ones that are good and bad at the same time."
"There's this one about me and Lightning."
"Who's Lightning, Melanie."
Dedalus' right hand reached down under the desktop and switched on a tape recorder that was hidden inside a drawer.
"Lightning is my horse. He's more than that really. He used to be my mother's favorite horse and now he's mine."
"Do you spend a lot of time with him?"
"Yes, I do. He never hurts me and he's always good to me. I can always count on him, not like mother, or that stupid Carter Marington."
"Is Carter your boyfriend?"
"Not any more. Not since Lightning led me to the spot where he and Flossy were making out."
"You said Lightning led you to the spot?"
"Yes, he knew what was going on. He wanted to show me what a bastard that Carter is, and Flossy too."
"What were they doing?"
"Flossy was sucking his dick. And he came all over."
"Okay, Melanie, now tell me about the dream."
"The dream is about me and Lightning. We are lying down together on a spinning bed, he's right next to me."
"And what are you doing."
"I'm kissing him on the face. I'm totally naked and my nipples are swollen and red hot. I'm burning up."
"And the bed is spinning?"
"Yes, it goes all around. Lightning's mouth is open and I'm running my little tongue on his big one. I'm getting hot kissing him."
"And then what do you do."
"I rub my hot tits in his big face. He laps his tongue out and it brushes my hot tits with big, sweeping licks."
"You like it?"
"Oh yes, I like it ever so much. My cunt is sopping wet. Lightning licks both my hot throbbing tits while I mash them into him."
"What happens next?"
"My cunt is very hot. I put a couple fingers inside my gash and poke them around. My nipples are so hard."
"What else do you do."
"I'm so hot I feel like I'm gonna blow up. I look down at Lightning's cock and it's huge and hard as a rock."
"Is that what you wanted all along. Lightning's big cock."
"Oh yes. I love him so. There's nothing on this earth like him. His cock is so big. It is the master of cocks."
"Is that what attracts you to him. His cock?"
"Yes it is. I always dream about it. Now that I think of it all my dreams are about Lightning's big cock."
"When you are in bed with him what do you do?"
"He lays perfectly still. He acts just like a human being. Just like a man would. He's perfect, better than a man because he's so big."
"And fast and strong. He's powerful. And he has a big cock. Bigger than any man's and that's why you adore him."
"Yes. His cock is so big. When it lays there on the bed it looks like it weighs twenty pounds. I need two hands to lift it."
"Yes, go on."
"I take it up with both hands. I gasp from its huge size. It makes me crazy just to feel it and hold that big stiff thick thing."
"You can't resist touching it."
"Oh more. Much more than that. I must make love to it. I must get Lightning to fuck me because he is afraid of hurting me and won't do it."
"How do you know that?"
"I don't know. I just do. Lightning remembers another time when he hurt me real bad from trying to fuck me."
"Lightning remembers it and you don't?"
"Yes. That's true. I can't remember. But Lightning seems to remember. And he's very afraid of doing it again and hurting me."
"But you want him to. Even if it kills you, or hurts you badly."
"I must have his cock. No matter what the price. The mere thought of it right now makes my blood boil and sets my cunt on fire."
Dedalus inspected the finely developed frame of the beautiful girl in front of him. He confirmed for himself her obvious heat when he saw her aroused nipples protruding through her blouse.
"Melanie, how did your mother speak of Lightning. Did she ever say that she loved him, or spent as much time with him as you do?"
"She never said it. And she didn't spend as much time with him. But I used to watch her combing his mane."
"And how did she look when she did it."
"Sometimes she would take a lot of time doing it. Once, when she thought no one was watching, I saw her kiss him."
"Where did she kiss him, I mean Lightning?"
"She kissed him all up his face. And then when his mouth opened a little she licked her tongue against his."
"What else do you remember?"
"I remember I could see her nipples through her blouse very clearly. Then she took it off and began to rub her breasts along Lightning's face."
"Did you like what you saw."
"I sort of did. I wasn't sure. I didn't think anything was wrong with it if mother was doing it. Daddy always told me to listen to mother and follow her example. He said that she was a powerful woman and she knew a lot and anything I wanted to know about life she knew."
"Melanie, do you realize now that the way that you saw your mother making love to the horse was exactly like the way you described you did it to Lightning in your dream."
Dedalus paused to sharpen all his senses for the answer. It was important for the girl to see the symbolic connection between both events.
Even at this early juncture, much of the success of her therapy depended on her conscious controls loosening enough to admit to the truth. "Yes, I got the idea from mother. From watching her that day."
"Good, now continue with the dream."
"I'm weighing Lightning's huge cock in my little hands and I can't resist hugging it to me. I rub it on my tits."
"What happens now?"
"I begin to kiss it all over. I start at the top and work all the way down. It's so hard and the skin is taut and black and shines like leather."
"Do you try to swallow it in your mouth?"
"Yes, I try. But it is much too big. I become twice as hot from becoming frantic by not being able to take it in my mouth."
"So what do you do?"
"I keep kissing it all over. It begins to glisten from my spit and then I reach lower and kiss his big sac of balls."
"Do you like that?"
"Yes, very much. I can get one of his big balls in my mouth and I suck on it very hard and love the taste of it."
"What does it taste like."
"It's salty and bitter and I can't get enough of the taste. The more I suck on it the better it tastes, it gets sweeter."
"Go on."
"I trade off balls in my mouth. I swallow one all the way in my mouth and feel it in the back of my throat. I'm doing this while stroking his prick the whole while."
"And Lightning remains perfectly still?"
"Oh yes, he never moves. He's the perfect lover. He just stays there while I do anything I want to him."
"How do you make love to him?"
"I lay beside him on the bed and I kept taking one ball at a time into my hot mouth while my whole body rubs against his cock."
"Your hands are jerking the cock?"
"Yes, I'm strumming him with all my might. My tits press against the base of his prick while his cockhead runs against my open, wet pussy lips."
"Do you come?"
"I come in a stupendous vibration. I hold on to his cock for dear life while I shudder in a rhythmic orgasm."
"Does the orgasm quench your urge?"
"No, it makes me wilder. I must have that cock inside of me at any cost. I know more than ever that Lightning must fuck me."
"Can you tell that Lightning loves you?"
"Yes. Because he doesn't want to hurt me. But I keep seducing him by playing with his huge cock that makes me wild and then soon he can't control himself."
"Does he crush you with his weight?"
"No, I told you. He's the perfect lover. It's just that his cock is so big he can't help but be a brute. And I want him to act that way."