“Kickball!” says Nadim Sourgen.
“Red rover!” says Gigi Gabriele.
“Nothing!” says Tommy King.
There’s some conferring—heads put together, hushed whispers, peals of laughter. Then, out of nowhere, Noah pipes up. “Caballo!”
This is followed by a surprised silence. The other kids look over at him as if they’d forgotten he was there.
“What’s caballo?” asks Jake Down.
“It’s Spanish,” I say. “For horse.”
“Like in riding?” asks Lucy Etherington.
“Like in basketball,” I say, smiling at Noah, who has already hopped to his feet, his hands on his hips, ready to play. “Caballo it is.”
* * *
This time, I’m not leaving it to chance. At the end of the day, even before we’ve trooped out to the parking lot for pickup, I leave Grace and another junior counselor to look after the kids and I hurry to the bathroom to change into my dress.
When I emerge from the cool of the building into the afternoon heat, all the campers turn to stare at me. They’ve only ever seen me in a messy ponytail and the same white T-shirt and green shorts. They’ve only ever seen me looking tired and sweaty and harried.
But now I’m wearing a yellow sundress that swishes when I walk, and I’ve let out my ponytail so that my dark hair falls to my shoulders. I’ve got on perfume and deodorant and even bit of makeup. And from the expressions on their faces, it’s clear I look like an entirely different person.
“You smell good,” says Tommy O’Callaghan, with a note of surprise.
“Like flowers,” confirms Wells von Stroh.
“Thanks,” I say, hoping Griffin might have a similar reaction.
All the parents are on time today, even Noah’s mother, who arrives with a rueful wave. His sister is in the back, and she lifts an arm to show off her bright pink cast. As I walk him over to the car, Noah keeps his usual distance, but when his mom rolls down the window to ask how his day was, he looks up at her.
“We played caballo,” he says, climbing into the back seat.
“What’s caballo?” I hear her ask as they pull away, and I’m still smiling at the disappearing car when I see Griffin across the parking lot.
The first thing I notice is that he’s wearing a different button-down. I squint to make sure I’m seeing it right, but it’s true. This one is the exact same style as the others, only it’s checkered blue and white. It takes me a moment to realize he has on jeans, too; they’re a little long, so he’s cuffed them at the bottom, but they still drag on the ground, making soft scraping noises as he walks over.
“Wow,” I say when he reaches me. He’s not even bothering to hide the fact that he’s staring at my dress, and this suddenly feels like an actual date. “You look really nice.”
“Oh.” His eyes snap up, then back down again. “Yeah, my mom—” He stops, then lets out a sheepish laugh. “My mom told me not to say that she helped me pick out this outfit. But I guess I just did.”
I laugh, too. “I guess so.”
“She also told me to tell you that you look nice.”
“Your mom sounds like a smart lady,” I say, watching his face go pink, and it’s all so endearing: this guy who looks like he should be a total player, like he should know exactly what he’s doing when it comes to dating, but is actually getting advice from his mother. His awkwardness is completely charming and entirely unexpected, but instead of putting me at ease, it makes me more nervous, as I realize just how much I like him.
“Ready to go?” I glance behind me at the remaining campers, who are staring at us, and the other counselors, who are grinning and wolf whistling. I know they’ll have questions for me tomorrow. I only hope I’ll know how to answer them by then.
At the car, Griffin opens my door, and I think date! But then he seems to go out of his way to make sure our arms don’t accidentally touch as I climb in, and once again, I’m not so sure. When we’re both buckled in, he fumbles with the keys for a second, and as we pull out of the parking lot he turns on the radio. I’m surprised to hear the measured voice of an NPR reporter giving a rundown of the day’s news.
“I would’ve pegged you for classic rock,” I tell him, and he automatically reaches for the knob, turning down the volume. “Or maybe just classical.”
“I like the news,” he admits after a long pause, so long that it’s hard to tell if this is a response to my earlier comment or just an idle thought. “I like to know what’s going on in the world.”
“Smarty pants,” I say, and he shrugs.
“I like facts. And statistics. There’s something kind of soothing about them.”
“About statistics? There’s something kind of headachy about them for me.”
“That’s how I first got into basketball.” He drums his fingers on the wheel, his eyes square to the road. I’ve spent so much time staring at the back of his head, or else trying to get him to meet my eye, that I’ve never had a chance to study him in profile—the gentle slope of his nose, the scar just below his right eye, the perfect cheekbones, and the way his hair falls over his ear. “The numbers.”
“Definitely the most exciting part of the game,” I say with mock enthusiasm, and I see him start to bob his head before he catches himself.
“You’re joking,” he says, and I nod.
“I am.”
“Seriously, though,” he goes on, “there’s something really cool about all the stats, but it’s more than that. It’s a game of angles. I mean, think about it. If you’re able to stand in one place and shoot the ball in the exact right way once, you should be able to stand there every single time and do the same thing, right? Technically speaking, you should be able to make the ball go in again every single time.”
“Yeah, but that’s not how it works,” I say. “Because you’re not a robot. You twitch, and it goes to the left. Or you raise your hand a little higher than the last time without realizing it. There are always a thousand different ways it could go wrong.”
“Exactly,” he said. “But here’s the cool part: You can also adjust a bunch of various factors and still have it go in from the same spot, even while shooting it in a completely different way. So there are about a thousand different ways it could go right, too.”
I look at him sideways. “Is this your way of talking a big game?”
“For Pop-A-Shot?” He shakes his head. “No, I’m sure you’re gonna beat me.”
“I have to admit, we used to have one in our basement, so I’ve had a lot of practice. But it’s been a while.”
“How come?”
“Oh,” I say, blinking a few times as he eases the car onto another road. Ahead of us, the sun is slipping lower in the sky, and the buildings on either side of us have been replaced by a blur of trees. “We had to—we moved a few years ago. Out of a house and into an apartment. So … no more room for anything like that.”
We’re both quiet for a moment, and Griffin repositions his hands on the wheel. “It’s not as good as real basketball anyway. The balls are too small.”
“Maybe it’s that your hands are too big.”
“That too,” he says. “But it messes up all the angles.”
“So you’re gonna blame your upcoming defeat on math?”
“Pretty much.”
Just ahead, an ancient-looking wooden sign advertises Hal’s Bar & Restaurant, and Griffin pulls into the gravel drive. There are only a couple other cars in the lot, and we park and walk over to the entrance together.
Inside, it’s dark enough that it takes our eyes a few seconds to adjust. The bartender glances up, then away again. Nobody else even bothers. Hal’s is a strange hybrid, part family restaurant and arcade, part hole-in-the-wall bar. On the weekends it’s crawling with kids eager to redeem their tickets for dinky prizes. But during the week it has a seedier feel to it, dotted with regulars who sit silently hunched at the bar, drinking slowly and watching baseball on the boxy old TV in the corner.