Yet as she risked looking at him, doubt drained away. Even if he never forgave her, even if he wasn’t her son, he was Rohan’s. All his gifts of strength and pride, intelligence and power, would have been twisted had Ianthe had the raising as well as the bearing of him. What Sioned had done, the way she had done it, had not been wrong.
“Father?” Pol was saying. “What’s the trouble?”
“Wait until the others arrive. I only want to explain his once.”
“What others?”
“Until you have something useful to say, be silent!” Rohan snapped.
Pol stiffened, answering coldly, “As you wish, your grace.”
Myrdal snorted. “Well, well. Prickly as pemida cactus tonight, aren’t we?”
The situation was saved by the entrance of Maarken and Riyan. Rohan had insisted that Arlis make the summonses formal; the two young men took the hint and made their bows to the High Prince, not speaking until spoken to. Rohan acknowledged them with a nod and the words, “I trust your various talents are in working order even in the middle of the night.”
“Our gifts are at your grace’s command,” Maarken affirmed.
Chay entered, Andry beside him, in time to hear Maarken’s words. Andry’s lips thinned as his brother offered up Sunrunner abilities to a prince’s use. He approached Rohan boldly enough, saying, “I’m pent up here like everyone else, even though we both want me gone—you may not wish my presence, but you may require the Lord of Goddess Keep.”
“We welcome your presence, my Lord,” Rohan answered quietly.
Mollified but wary, Andry nodded. Sioned did not join them. She waited in the shadowed doorway, watching Pol’s face.
“We have ordered Stronghold emptied of all its obvious inhabitants,” Rohan said. “Now it’s time to take care of the unobvious ones.” Without further explanation he took Myrdal’s arm and helped her up the stairs.
The others followed, expressions reflecting various degrees of confusion, curiosity, and concern. Still Sioned held back. And what she both wished for and feared came to pass. Pol mounted only two steps before he paused, turned, and came to where she stood. Sioned held her breath. She forced herself to look into his eyes as he halted before her, his eyes that were bitterly ashamed.
“I ... I’m sorry. I never doubted that you love me.” He touched the scar on her cheek. “I just—I never expected this kind of proof. That you’d risk so much for me.”
Sioned framed his face hesitantly, afraid he would pull away. He did not. Her eyes stung with tears.
“I loved you before you were even born,” she murmured. “I saw you and you were mine. I Named you, taught you, gave you everything that had meaning for me. But you’re not mine anymore, Pol.” His eyes widened in protest and she shook her head. “Let me finish. You belong to no one but yourself. That’s what it means to leave childhood behind. No one can possess anything of your heart unless you choose it so. Whatever you feel for me—”
“I love you,” he said. “Please don’t cry, Mama.”
Tears rolled down her cheeks. “Oh, damn—I swore I wasn’t going to—”
“Shh. I love you.” Pol gave her a quick, hard hug. Then, stepping back, he held out one hand. “We’ll have to hurry or we’ll miss it.”
She swept tears from her face. “Yes.” Managing a smile, she added, “Your father does so hate to be deprived of an audience when he’s being clever.”
It had taken no special cleverness to figure out that those he sought were almost certainly hiding somewhere within Stronghold.
Rohan reasoned this way. It was unlikely, considering Riyan’s quick order to the gatehouse, that they had managed to escape the castle. If they had, sorcery would probably be necessary to conceal their movements. Sioned, Maarken, and Morwenna, all of whom knew the surrounding hills and dunes intimately, had searched by Sunrunner methods and found no trace. Riyan, with both diarmadhi blood and faradhi rings, had sensed nothing on his own forays. Soldiers both mounted and on foot had undertaken a more conventional exploration with the same negative results. The chances of successfully hiding from so many were remote. Mireva, Ruval, and Ruala were not outside Stronghold.
If they were not without, they must be within. But Riyan’s tours of the keep from cellars to battlements had revealed no hint of sorcery either. Physical search by servants and guards had proved equally fruitless.
Every indication affirmed that the three were neither inside the castle nor outside it. But not even a sorcerer could vanish into thin air. Still, there were places in Stronghold that could create that impression.
Rohan knew they must be laughing, safely concealed in his very castle while he made a fool of himself trying to find them. What profit in leaving? How much more formidable they would seem after all, if the challenge came from within Stronghold itself, as if they already had command and possession of the keep. It was what he would have done. They must be waiting here for a ripe moment to reveal themselves.
Rohan had had enough of waiting.
Given the clues by Myrdal—stubborn old she-dragon, he told himself with an inner smile both fond and exasperated—he led his little group to the southern side of the fourth floor. On the way upstairs Myrdal whispered instructions about which rooms contained secrets. Though she rejoiced in teasing him without mercy, she did so only in private; the privileges of a High Prince did not include being made a fool of in public. So he entered the maidservants’ quarters with perfect confidence, blessing her tender regard for his image.
Riyan gestured candles alight without being asked. By their glow the room’s features were revealed: a row of beds along one wall, covers tumbled; a carved screen around the private space for Tibalia, the benevolent despot in charge; standing wardrobes that sectioned off the sleeping area from chairs and tables scattered casually before the windows. It was to this wall that Rohan went.
Chay said, “I hate to ask, but would somebody please tell me what we’re supposed to be doing?”
Maarken answered him. “Finding a couple of unwanted guests. Andry, Riyan, we’ll have to be ready for just about anything.”
Rohan felt carefully along the junction of walls. “I regret I’ve never heard of a way to prepare for countering an attack by sorcery. I’m relying on your instincts.”
“What do yours say, Rohan?” Chay asked.
“That this is the logical place. Mireva would have been in here several times during her stay. Our tyrannical Tibalia is as strict with guesting servants as she is with our own maids, so Lady Meiglan’s pair would have found themselves spending evenings here instead of roaming the castle.”
“Which gave the witch ample opportunity to find what we’re looking for now,” Myrdal finished approvingly. “Very good indeed, my prince.”
“Why waste time on places she didn’t go? It isn’t as if she was free to explore. And I can’t convince myself that all the secrets of Stronghold are known by every diarmadh’im in the—aha!”
The sunburst pattern was half-hidden in a decorative carving of flowers. Gesturing the others closer, he held his breath and pressed down.
Nothing happened.
He felt the stones all around the sunburst, trying to discern in which direction the wall would give. “Damn it all, where is it? There’s got to be a catch here someplace. Myrdal, help me with this.”
“I only know about the fool thing, I’ve never actually worked it before,” she grumbled, but obeyed.
“Riyan,” Pol said, and his presence startled Rohan, “you remember the defense we read about today. We’ll weave it now, just in case.”
Rohan glanced over his shoulder, saw his son standing protectively in front of Sioned. Her face was tense, but the terrible hurt had left her eyes.
“The Star Scroll?” This from Andry, in sharp tones.