She had to close her eyes. Don’t turn around because then you’ll be in his arms, and you just might be stupid enough to kiss him again, get lost in him…
He slipped an arm around her waist, hard and corded with strength. Adrenaline and something else, something much more dangerous to her well-being, washed through her veins, followed by a high tide of stark desperation.
If she pushed back against that body, she could rub all her good spots to his. No.
Yes.
Her mind continued to war with her hormones, but then he leaned in, just a little, and put his mouth to her ear. “Tell me one thing, at least.”
She swallowed hard because he even smelled good. Sort of woodsy and so very, very male. She could feel her heart racing, which was at complete odds with his, beating slow and sure and smooth. Damn it. She was supposed to be slow and sure and smooth! “What?”
“Where’s Stone Cay?”
Oh, God.
“I can look it up, but I’m going to guess…The Keys?”
“Bahamas. It’s a small private island in the Bahamas.”
“Okay.” He sounded relieved to be getting somewhere, but that relief would be short-lived because he wasn’t going to get any further.
Nope.
“Do you think I can’t see your fear?” he murmured, his mouth still so close to her ear that his lips brushed against her lobe when he spoke. “That I don’t know how unlike you this is?”
His lips brushed her skin again, and her entire body began to hum. “That was Leena’s fear,” she managed. God. He was too close. And he was too raw, too masculine, and far too big for the small hallway.
“But it’s you now. Right here, right now with me. Afraid.” As he spoke, his mouth moved against her, his warmth seeping into her chilled bones and with all that hard strength up against her, and it was too much, making her squirm to free herself.
He merely pressed up against her, fully now, so that he couldn’t take a breath without her knowing it, and vice versa.
“Talk to me, Maddie.”
Impossible. With all that testosterone wrapped in sinew pressing against her, his face so close she could feel the stubble from his jaw brush hers, and that intoxicating scent of frustrated man, she could hardly think. Talking? Forget about it.
“Are you in trouble?”
Truth? Trouble was her new middle name. She bit back her short bark of laughter because it would have come out sounding far too hysterical. Plus, she might not have been able to stop. “No.” And there went another lie. Hope Santa wasn’t listening, but it was for Brody’s own good…
“Jesus, Maddie, come on. It’s all over your face.”
She imagined it was. At some point between Leena showing up and realizing Rick was on her tail looking for blood and then the guy of her secret fantasies arriving in his Camaro-chariot, Maddie had lost her ability to hold it together, much less hide her emotions.
She really needed to get a grip on that pronto. Showing emotion was dangerous, both to her physical well-being and to her heart and soul.
Not that she was worried about her heart and soul. Nope, at the moment, it was mostly her physical being she had concerns about.
And Leena’s.
And if she didn’t shake Brody, his as well. God. Was she in trouble? Hell, yeah. The worst sort of trouble. But she could handle it.
She always did.
Except this time…this time, there was a small part of her that had doubts, a small part of her that said her luck had finally run out and the past she’d been one step ahead of for ten years just might have caught up to her. “There’s some trouble,” she admitted.
“Your sister?”
Okay, maybe she could admit that part, too. “It’s a misunderstanding. Nothing we can’t handle.”
Look at that, another lie right off her tongue. They were really racking up today.
“Let me help.”
No. Definitely not. Not with Rick involved, not with her past hanging out, leaving her feeling way too exposed. So was the way Brody was holding her with extreme care, making sure not to put too much pressure on her shoulder, but she couldn’t get free-a bit demoralizing given all those years of self-defense classes she’d taken.
Squirming did nothing but make her extremely aware of their position, of her butt snugged to his crotch, for example, and how she wished they were in this position for another reason entirely.
He turned just his head so that once again his jaw brushed hers. The feeling shouldn’t have stopped her heart and made her belly quiver, but it did, and that just pissed her off. “I think this qualifies as you butting your nose in where it doesn’t belong. You don’t let me do that to you.”
“Are you kidding?” he asked with a low laugh. “When you’re at work, you butt into my life every damn day of the week.”
“Oh, you mean when you’re in your office, all pouting and edgy and barking at the rest of us?”
“Excuse me. Pouting?”
“That’s right. Pouting like a woman over your deep, dark secrets.”
He choked on that, then went silent a moment. “I have no secrets.”
“Uh-huh, and you’re an open book.”
Now he let out a low huff of frustrated air, which disturbed the hair on her temple and a whole bunch of things inside her.
Too many things.
Damn it. She couldn’t keep it together with him here. “You’re hurting me.”
At that, he pulled back so fast her head spun. Her relief was short-lived, however, because then his hands were on her waist, gently but inexorably turning her to face him.
So she played chicken and closed her eyes.
“Maddie. Look at me.”
No, thanks. Because she could stand here, just like this, close to him without being too close, being able to smell him but not see him, for a good long time.
Forever, maybe, except then her body gave her away by swaying toward him.
Traitorous body.
“Maddie, goddamnit.”
She sighed and opened her eyes.
His held hers and wouldn’t let go. “I know you want me gone so you can take care of this ‘misunderstanding.’”
“It is a misunderstanding.”
He rolled his eyes. “Whatever. But as your husband, I’m equipped to help.”
“Why? Because you have a penis?” She struggled for patience and decided she needed a moment to cool off. Giving him a little push to clear her path, she walked away.
Walked away and rubbed at the spot in the center of her chest that ached like a son of a bitch because she needed one last lie. The king of lies, she thought as she climbed the stairs. Something that would make him think he was helping and get him the hell out of here.
Leena hadn’t wanted to leave her sister alone with the tall, dark, and absolutely attitude-ridden Brody, nor did she want to step up and say so.
She wasn’t good at stepping up, especially to men. One look at her life would tell anyone that. She hadn’t stepped up to Rick, and he’d single-handedly ruined her life. She hadn’t stepped up when Manny had wanted her and she hadn’t wanted him. She hadn’t stepped up when she’d become attracted to one of the men she’d helped Rick rip off, leaving that man, Ben Kingman, in possession of one gorgeous and very fake diamond ring, which was all her fault…
God. Sometimes, she really hated herself.
She paused to listen to how her sister was faring with her boss and heard Maddie say “Don’t make me kick your ass out of here.”
See? Maddie didn’t let anyone push her around; she took care of herself.
How Leena envied that because she wasn’t any better at taking care of herself than she was at standing up for herself. Actually, she wasn’t good at much, really, except for creating truly original, one of a kind, beautiful jewelry on spec for whoever happened to have money in their pocket to pay Rick for such things.
Yeah, she was good all right. Real good.