But she knew that was just the veneer he pulled on like those designer duds he favored. His family might be wealthy and sophisticated, but on the inside, Shayne was a guy’s guy, a regular blue-collar type, holding his own with the streetwise Noah and Brody.
Shayne didn’t say a word, just pulled her into his arms. He was tall and lean but strong as hell, and for a moment, she absorbed his strength and affection while fighting a stupid urge to cry.
“You scared the hell out of us,” he murmured, pressing his cheek to her hair, holding her tight. “All of us.”
She knew. And she hated it because they were her family here. They were her life, but she’d done what she had to.
“Why didn’t you return any of my calls? Are you okay?”
Throat tight, she nodded.
“So what’s going on, Mad?”
At that, she went from nodding to shaking her head in the negative.
Still gently holding on to her, he pulled back enough to search her gaze. “Tell me this much. Are you quitting? Because I need to schedule in hanging myself if you are.”
That tugged a laugh out of her, and he smiled. “Okay, so you’re not quitting. Do you need help?”
“Obviously, you know I ordered a flight.”
“Yes.”
“Am I going to get out of here without a problem?”
“This is Sky High. The customer never has problems.”
She laughed, but it was bittersweet.
“Jason’s flying you,” he said, referring to their new pilot. “And he’s good. Better than good. But I’m working on switching my flight so I can fly you-”
“No.” Her heart all but stopped. Just what she did not need, Shayne flying her. “Don’t do that. It’s no big deal. Brody completely exaggerated anything he said.”
“I don’t think I told you what Brody said.”
“He is who he is. He said something.” She smiled and did her best to make it real. “Look, I’m fine, everything’s fine. I just need that flight. Though I need a destination change.”
“Oh?”
“I’ll work it out with Jason. Where is he?”
“He’ll be here any minute, I’m sure. Where are you going then?”
She looked into his eyes and wondered if he was stalling her. “The Bahamas.”
“Interested in telling me why?”
“No.”
He sighed. “Women never tell me anything.”
She laughed. “Dani apparently tells you everything. Is that an engaged thing?”
“It’s a respect thing.”
She sighed.
“You saw Brody.”
Her smile faded, and so did Shayne’s. “Ah, hell,” he said. “What did the big lug do now?”
“Nothing.”
He just looked at her.
“Nothing,” she repeated.
“Really? Then why is my bullshit meter ringing?”
Maddie rolled her eyes. “Stop.”
Shayne let out a breath and hesitated, which was very unlike him, so much so that she braced herself. “What?”
“Okay.” He offered a smile meant to charm. “I’m the one who sent Brody to see you because to be honest…”
Oh, God. No. Don’t be honest…
“I sensed there was something going on between you two.” He watched her very carefully for a reaction, and she did her best not to give him one.
“Why would you think that?” she eventually was able to say.
“Because when you were in the hospital, I’ve never seen him so absolutely devastated. Never.”
“That was guilt.”
“Maybe. Partially. But there was more.”
“I doubt it.”
Shayne wasn’t buying it. “Look, we both know our boy has had it rough from the get-go.”
Yes. She did know. Just as she knew that Shayne had been born with a silver spoon in his mouth. Not Brody. Anything he’d ever had, he’d had to fight for, physically and mentally, and it’d molded him.
She knew it now more than ever.
And secretly, she admired that about him. Brody didn’t take any shit from anyone, and she admired that, too.
“Really rough,” Shayne said again quietly. “And for the most part, he’s let it all go, lets it all bounce right off him. He does that because he’s tough as nails-”
“You mean he has the hide of an elephant.”
A smile fought for a place on his mouth. “Yes, exactly. Nothing penetrates. It’s how he functions. But you…”
Don’t say it…
“You penetrated.”
“I drive him crazy,” she corrected.
“Crazy hot, maybe.”
Maddie’s composure took a hit at that because back at her house, Brody had made her pretty damn crazy hot, too. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“No? I would have thought the kiss would explain things pretty good.”
And the direct hit…“What kiss?”
“Yeah, now see…” Shayne looked amused as he rubbed his jaw. “Brody gave me that same look. I’m thinking you two aren’t so different after all.”
“I do not have the hide of an elephant.”
“No, you most certainly do not,” he agreed with great appreciation. “At least not on the outside. And see that’s what I’m getting at…” Reaching out, he squeezed her hand. “It’s the inside I’m worried about. He doesn’t show it, Mad, but he’s vulnerable, especially to you.”
“He’s not vulnerable to anyone. Or anything.” But even as she said it, she knew that wasn’t true. She’d seen a flash of that vulnerability at her place when she’d brought up his past. The man had far more layers to him than she’d ever guessed.
“He’ll never admit it,” Shayne told her. “But you get inside. You get past that thick skin like no one else ever has.” Leaning in, he brushed a kiss over her cheek. “So be gentle with him.”
That anyone could suggest she be gentle with the six foot, four inches of solid testosterone that made up Brody West was ridiculous, and she laughed. “Come on.”
“Don’t worry. I’ll make sure he’s gentle with you, too.”
“I don’t need gentle.”
“Yeah, yeah. The two of you can kick ass from here to the moon and back and never admit to any vulnerabilities, I get it.” He shook his head, his eyes still amused. “Yeah, Dani was right. It’s going to be really fun watching the two of you fall.”
Okay, whoa. “I’m not-”
“Yeah, you are.” To soften the blow, he drew her in for another hug, then held her arm and looked into her eyes. “Remember, you can call me. Any of us, anytime, night or day.”
“I know. I’m not falling.”
He smiled. “Love you, Mad. Come back to us soon.” And with that, he strode off.
“I’m not falling!” She just watched him go and sighed.
Come back to us soon.
What she would give to be able to do just that, go back to the way it’d been two months ago, without any worries except whatever the hell Shayne had done to the books.
She boarded the Lear, then paced the luxurious cabin, her gaze going to the window every time she pivoted. There were other planes on the tarmac: a King Air, a Westwind, a Cessna Citation, and the Moody she knew Brody had purchased a few months back and considered his brand new baby.
He loved this place with all his heart and soul.
And so did she: the elegant, sophisticated lobby she’d helped decorate herself, the three huge hangars that smelled like oil and gas and hopes and dreams, everything about it. She’d come to work here with her own hopes and dreams-to find a niche, to belong.
And she had found both. Here, she was home. Here, she belonged and was cared for, which had her heart catching because that would all be over. She was going to the Bahamas to somehow stop her sister from getting to Stone Cay, and then they’d execute The Plan.
Frustrated, antsy, she went to the private master suite in the back of the Lear so that she wouldn’t have to converse with her pilot. She didn’t feel talkative.
She heard him board a few minutes later, and relief filled her. Finally. But when she turned to face the door, everything inside her went still because yeah, she had a pilot all right.