“For one, he was black,” I said. “Every single victim- except Ponsico- was non-Anglo.”
“A racist eugenicist,” said Sharavi.
“The two have generally gone together. A look at the books Spasm sells might give us some information. Something tells me the place doesn't specialize in children's literature. When do I go?”
Sharavi's eyebrows rose.
Milo told him, “He wants to play Superspy. I blame you.”
“Are you thinking of going as yourself, Doctor?”
“I wasn't planning to show ID.”
“Then maybe you should take alternative ID.” Sharavi turned to Milo. “It's the kind of thing I could be helpful with.”
“Undercover hoo-hah?” said Milo.
“For his protection. If he's up for a bit of role-playing.”
Talking about me in the third person.
Sharavi gave me an appraising look. “You've already made progress on a beard.”
38
At that point, something in the room changed.
Milo and Sharavi found several points of agreement:
Undercover work was serious business- temporary dissociation, Sharavi called it.
“We're talking a visit to a bookstore,” I said.
“A visit that could lead to something, Doctor. You need to be extremely careful from the start.”
“Meaning?”
“Go as someone else, get comfortable being someone else.”
“Fine.”
“And,” said Milo, “you need Robin's okay on this.”
“Don't you think this is a little-”
“No, Alex, I don't. What will probably happen is you'll go there, look at some weird books, come home. Even if you do hook up with Meta, it could dead-end, maybe they're just weenies. But Daniel and I both know police work's ninety-nine percent boredom, one percent panic at the unexpected. We are dealing with a person who stabbed a blind man in the back.”
He asked Sharavi, “How long would it take you to get him false papers?”
“Half a day,” said the Israeli, “for driver's license, credit cards, social security. I can also get him clothes, if that's necessary, and a car.”
“The address on the ID,” said Milo. “Bogus or real?”
“Real is better- I know of a place in the Valley that's available right now, but I may also be able to find one in the city.”
“Just cover or actual use?”
“In the event of a prolonged role-play, he could use it.”
Milo turned to me. “What if you need to move for a while, Alex? Are you ready for that?”
Hard voice. I knew what he was thinking. The last time I'd relocated, the move had been coerced. Running from the psychopath who'd burned my house down.
“I assume we're not talking long-term.”
“Probably days, not weeks,” said Milo. “But what about patients?”
“No active ones,” I said. Since Helena Dahl had dropped out. I thought of her brother, another high-IQ suicide…
“What about old patients in crisis?”
“I can always check in with my service. Most of what I've got is paperwork- reports due.”
“Good,” said Sharavi. “So far, your lifestyle seems to fit this nicely.”
Milo frowned.
They both gave me more rules:
In order to avoid accidental slipups, I needed to use a false name similar to my real one and a personal history that grew out of my own.
“A psychologist, but not one in active practice,” said Milo. “Nothing traceable.”
“How about someone who attended psychology graduate school but dropped out before finishing?” I said. “ABD. All but dissertation.”
“Dropped out for what reason?”
“Personality conflicts,” I said. “He was too smart for them, so they messed him up during his dissertation. My instinct is that's a Meta-compatible profile.”
“Why?”
“Because people who spend lots of time talking and thinking about how smart they are generally don't accomplish much.”
Milo considered that and nodded.
“So far so good?” he asked Sharavi.
“Yes, but you should start thinking in terms of you, Doctor, not he.”
“Okay,” I said. “They messed me up because I threatened them. My research threatened them. The genetics of IQ, politically incorrect-”
“No,” said Milo. “Too close- too cute.”
“I agree,” said Sharavi. “These people may not be as smart as they think they are but they aren't stupid. You can't come in there agreeing with them too strongly.”
“Exactly,” said Milo. “Way I see it, you need to show casual curiosity but not jump on their bandwagon. If it goes that far.”
“Okay,” I said, feeling vaguely foolish. “I'm essentially an antisocial guy, don't trust groups, so I'm not itching to join any new ones… My research was on- how about sex-role stereotypes and child-rearing patterns? I did some work on that in grad school, then I switched to hospital work and never published, so there's no connection in writing.”
Sharavi wrote something down.
“Fine,” said Milo. “Go on.”
“I ran out of money, the department wouldn't support me because I refused to play the game and-”
“What game?” said Sharavi.
“Interdepartmental politics. That's also something I can talk about with authority.”
“When did all this happen?” said Milo.
“Ten years ago?”
“What school?”
“How about an unaccredited program- one that's gone out of business? During the eighties there were plenty of them.”
“I like that,” said Sharavi. He glanced at Milo, who grunted assent. “I'll find one and create some paper for you.”
“Seeing as your print shop's that good,” said Milo, “how about some twenty-dollar bills?”
Sharavi waved at the dismal little room. “How do you think I finance such luxury.”
Milo chuckled, turned serious. “Speaking of financing, how've you supported yourself since dropping out, Mr. All But Dissertation?”
“Family money?” I said. “A small inheritance? Just enough to get by, but no luxuries. Yet another reason for my frustration. I'm brilliant, too good for my station in life.”
“Do you work?”
“Nope. Still searching for something fulfilling. Your basic L.A. slacker.”
They both nodded.
“So what's my name?” I said. “How close should I get?”
“Close enough to make it easy to remember,” said Milo, “but not so close that you use the real one by mistake.”
“Allan?” I said. “Allan Del something- Delvecchio? I could pass for Italian.”
“No,” said Milo. “Let's keep ethnicity out of this. They may not like ethnics of any kind and I don't want you to have to fake some conversation about Mama's gnocchi recipe.”
“How about Delbert? Delham- or just plain Dell.”
“Allan Dell?” he said. “Sounds phony. And too close.”
“Arthur Dell? Albert, Andrew?” I said. “Andy?”
“What about Desmond?” said Milo. “Like the old biddy in Sunset Boulevard. Andy Desmond- can you live with it?”
I repeated it to myself several times. “Sure, but now I expect a big house, Daniel.”
“Sorry,” said Sharavi. “There are limits.”
“Andrew Desmond,” said Milo. “Would-be psychologist- Mr. Would Be. So can we get papers tomorrow?”
“We could but I suggest we hold off for a few days.”
“Why?”
“To give Alex a chance to get comfortable with the role. And to let that beard grow- do you wear contact lenses?”
“No.”
“Good. I can supply glasses with clear lenses, it's surprising how effective they can be. And you might consider a haircut. A short one. Those curls are a little… conspicuous.”
“A buzz. Robin's gonna love that,” said Milo.
“If it's a problem-”
“It's no problem,” I said.
Silence.
“Fine, then,” said Sharavi. “Let's hear more about you, Andrew- tell me about your childhood.”