“I usually don’t . . . ,” Marna whispered. Her eyes were glazed when she looked up at me. “I do other things, if I can help it. You know . . . anything but?”
“A half-arsed worker, just like you,” Ginger mumbled.
“What the hell are you guys talking about?” Jay sounded frustrated now.
Ginger ignored him and yelled, “This is stupid! You can’t possibly know she’s pregnant, Anna. She’d be less than a week!”
“I’ve always been able to sense it,” I said. I opened my mouth to explain and became very aware of Jay’s stare. He looked at me as if I were a stranger. “Jay,” I whispered, “I have a lot to tell you.”
“You’re being weird, Anna. You’ve always been weird, but this ain’t right.”
My eyes watered again. His words hurt. I knew what it must sound like to him.
Ginger stepped up to Jay. “I need you to shut up and stay out of this while we figure it out. Then we’ll all leave you alone and you won’t have to see any of us freaks again.”
His face scrunched in bafflement.
“Stop it, Gin!” Marna grabbed Jay’s arm, and he wrapped it around her, glancing at our faces like he’d found himself in another dimension.
“I’m not going anywhere,” Jay said. “I just want to know what’s going on.”
“I can sense a warmth,” I said, pushing on despite the overwhelming awkward tension. “It’s like an aura, but different. I can feel the extra life force—”
“It’s a multicellular freaking zygote!” Ginger screamed. “Not a life force! Not a soul!”
“I didn’t say . . . I meant, I just don’t know.” It was so hard to explain. “It’s like . . . an extension of Marna, only a tiny, separate entity.”
Ginger started pacing. “Oh, God. Oh, God. We need one of those morning-after pills.”
Marna’s eyes widened. “I’m not taking any pill!”
“An operation, then!”
Marna shook her head. “It doesn’t work, Gin. You know that! Other Neph have tried it, and it kills them just the same.”
Jay dropped his arm from Marna’s shoulder and stepped back. I’d never seen him so freaked out. The twins kept arguing.
“Those other Neph couldn’t have been as early on as you,” Ginger reasoned. “If there’s no soul in the thing yet, then you’re safe. When do babies get their souls?”
Both sisters looked at me, and I shook my head. “I have no idea.”
I knew souls were created in the heavenly realm, and the Maker knew every detail of our earthly lives and our purposes, starting from conception, but it was never specified at what part of the process the soul was embedded in the flesh.
“I’m not having an abortion,” Marna said. “I don’t care if there’s a soul yet or not. I’m not having one.”
“Why the hell not?” Ginger’s voice reached an all-time high. She got in Marna’s face. “Don’t be an idiot! There could still be time!”
Marna blinked and tears streamed down her cheeks. “And I could die today! I’m not doing it!”
Jay and I stood watching, silent.
Ginger was shaking. Marna covered her mouth, her eyes spilling over as she sat on the bed.
“I’m . . . I’m going to have a baby, Gin,” she whispered.
“You will be dead, Marna. Dead! You won’t get to enjoy it. You can’t be a mother!”
“But you can raise her and tell her about me—”
Ginger reeled back, scowling. “I don’t want anything to do with this creature! And how will I raise your stupid baby when I’m working? Shall I ask Grandfather Astaroth to babysit?” She looked wildly around the room, then grabbed Marna’s wrist. “We’re going to a clinic. Now.”
Ginger turned, and Marna twisted out of her grip. “I’m not going!”
A vicious, crazed scream tore from Ginger’s lips. Marna tried to reach for her, but Ginger slapped her hand away.
“Gin, please,” Marna sobbed.
Ginger turned to me, and I froze. “You! Fix this. Pray.”
“I am,” I promised her. “But I don’t get everything I ask for, Ginger.”
“You’re His little prodigy child, aren’t you?”
“No. I don’t have any more access than you or anyone else! Maybe we could all pray together?”
I reached for her hand, but she yanked it away.
“I am not praying. He let this happen! He bloody hates us!”
Ginger made a sound that broke my heart, and then reached for her keys and ran from the room. Marna covered her face. I pulled her to me and we hugged, both of us crying. My heart was in shreds.
“Give her some time,” I whispered. “She just needs a minute to herself.”
I glimpsed at Jay, who’d backed himself against the wall. Marna and I pulled away and faced him. He didn’t look scared anymore. He didn’t look anything. Just kind of blank and pale, like it’d been too much for him and he’d shut down.
“Jay?” Marna whispered.
We didn’t step any closer to him.
In a robotic voice, he asked, “Can you please tell me what’s going on now?”
Marna and I looked at each other. She gave me a nod. I turned to Jay’s guardian angel, half expecting him to shake his head, but he only watched me sadly.
“It’s going to sound crazy,” I told Jay. “Even worse than the conversation you just heard.”
“It could not get any crazier. Just tell me.”
I took a deep breath. “There are angels on earth, Jay. And demons, too.”
He didn’t move.
“Most of them are in spirit form, and you can’t see them,” I continued. “But twelve of the demons are in human bodies. They’re called the Dukes.”
I looked at Marna’s pinched face, and she nodded for me to keep going. Jay was still in zombie mode.
“Our fathers are two of the Dukes,” I whispered. “Same with Kai, and Kope, and Blake. We’re children of demons.”
No reaction whatsoever.
“We’re called Nephilim,” Marna said. “But we usually just say Neph.”
Still he was unresponsive, eyes glazed. Marna looked worried.
“We can prove it to you,” I said. “Come with me. We’ll leave our cell phones here. Marna, you stay here and listen, okay?”
She nodded. I motioned for Jay to follow, and he did. We got into my car and drove down the street, almost a mile away. I felt his eyes boring into the side of my face the whole time. I stopped the car and parked.
“Tell me something nobody else knows,” I said softly. “When we get back to your room, Marna will tell us what you said, because she can hear us right now.”
“How can she hear us?”