“Well,” Cole paused momentarily as he reached out and his fingers slowly traced my cheek and down to my neck and shoulder, “the first thing we are going to do is figure out what we’re going to do about birth control.” Cole winked at me, “and if anything unexpected comes of tonight… it’s not like we aren’t already family right?
I blushed bright red at his words as he pulled me for an embrace. My mind told me that I had made the wrong decision, but his body against my own felt so damned good. I closed my eyes and tried not to think.
A week had passed and nothing had changed but the lust between the two of us. I’d had to face Annie the next day and lie bold face to her about it all. I justified it all in my own head—he was my STEP and that means there was nothing wrong with our relationship but the fact that it happened so suddenly.
I justified hiding our affair by convincing myself that people would have more respect if we’d slowly fallen in love rather than lust. Part of me knew that it was just a way saving face, but I wasn’t ready to face the judgment of strangers, let alone family.
Cole planned a weekend away for the two of us since we’d both felt our lust stymied by the watchful eyes of a small town. He said I was being overly vain about the whole thing, but he’d went along with my wishes and kept his distance in public.
On Thursday he’d taken me to a party that some of his old buddies had thrown to welcome him back. He’d led me in and put his arm around my waist. For a moment my brain didn’t react, but as I saw Jake’s eyebrows furrow, I self-consciously stepped aside and made small talk with a girl I’d went to high school with.
It wouldn’t have been so bad, if it weren’t for the fact that my stepbrother was now one of the most eligible bachelors in all of Sundance County. Several girls had already asked me to introduce them, and every time I caught a sight of him there was some other floozy with seductive eyes talking to him. I couldn’t help but feel the jealousy as I noticed a particular blonde who’d been following him around for the last twenty minutes.
“Body shot!” She yelled out, climbing up onto the bar and pulling up her shirt to expose her washboard stomach.
I hated girls like that, the guys fell all over those skinny bitches and I was seething with irritation as I watched her spread her legs and lay back onto the bar in front of Cole. She arched her back and let out a squeal as the tequila ran down her belly and up her chest. To a countdown my brother’s lips made their way to her stomach and he took his time licking her stomach and making her pant and moan. I was absolutely disgusted.
When it was over he looked up and our eyes met briefly before I turned to leave. I didn’t want him to follow me, or to have to explain myself. It just wasn’t going to work, not now, not ever. This was the sort of thing I needed to come to my senses.
I was at home when I heard him come in. It had been hours and I’d had time to cool off. All the better, no need to be overly emotional, rationality would serve me fine.
“Hey Cindy. You shouldn’t have left like that, you know I had to stay, the whole party was planned for me.” He pulled me in to his chest and looked me in the eyes. “I missed you.”
“I can’t imagine you missed me too much, not with “Betty-Gym Shorts” to keep you company.” I replied icily, pulling away.
“Now stop that, you know this is your own damned fault. I wanted to tell everyone about us. Didn’t care what they all thought. But you… You walk around trying to hide me like some sort of cancer. Like you’re ashamed of me. Is that it Cindy? Are you ashamed of me?”
“Fuck you, you know that isn’t true. It’s just… This is so wrong.”
“Well shit Cindy, if it’s wrong now, it’s never going to be right, maybe I should have kept Betty’s number.”
Cole walked coldly out of the room, leaving me there alone. It wasn’t his fault that I felt like this, he was right. I had tried to sabotage any chance of a relationship with him from day one by hiding him from everyone. I needed to come clean, with everyone, about us. I walked slowly after him into the bedroom.
“You’re right you know?” I said quietly.
“I always am Cindy.” He replied with a playful smirk.
“I shouldn’t hide you, or be ashamed, it is what it is… Love.”
I traced my fingers down his chest and stared into his familiar blue eyes.
“Don’t tease me Cindy-Lee.” Cole warned as I pulled on his belt loops.
“No teasing… I want you baby.”
Cole grabbed me and pulled my shirt over my head. Locking my wrists in place he kissed me hard and pulled the buttons of my jeans lose. With strong hands he pulled the tight fabric down my body, his lips tracing my belly and my inner thighs as he undressed me. I felt my body coming to life, electricity racing through my veins and pleading for him to find the source of their power.
By the thighs, he lifted me onto dresser. He pressed his hard cock forward into me, and even through his own Wranglers I could feel his stiff shaft growing rock hard. Cole’s hands slid forcefully down my thighs and when he reached my knees he spread them. Cole took a step back and his eyes took in my naked body there in front of him.
A part of me felt the embarrassment of being so exposed to him, but the other part of me was proud. I was curvaceous and beautiful, and I knew that he looked at me only with pleasure and desire. He didn’t judge or critique, he only reveled in the beauty of the natural form before him.
“Cindy-Lee, you are absolutely beautiful.”
His lips met mine and he slowly kissed down my neck and to my breasts. He suckled me softly and traced my body further south. Soft lips met with the sensitive flesh of my thighs, making my whole body ache for him. I put my hands behind me and held myself in place as I felt myself grow dizzy. His lips were like magic, and I was lost in the moment.
When he finally placed a kiss there, between my thighs, a moan of pleasure escaped me. I had no idea how it would feel, to be licked and sucked by a man, but I instantly wondered why I’d waited so long. I gripped his hair and pulled him in harder. His tongue dove into my greedy flesh and I spread my knees farther. His lips were wrapped around the place between my thighs and my body bucked uncontrollably.
I could feel each flick of his tongue, each pulse of suction. I was high with delight and moaning. I thought he was going to make me cum this way, but just as I began to pant and my breath grew shallow Cole pulled away.
“Not so fast baby, I’m not done with you,” He growled deeply.
He stood close to me and our eyes locked as he undressed himself. His muscular chest was tanned and freshly trimmed. I reached out and traced my fingers down his hard abs and pulled his button loose. After unzipping him I pulled his jeans free and his cock stood rock hard there in front of me. Without thinking pushed myself forward from the dresser and dropped to my knees. I looked innocently up at him, licking my lips and slowly slid them over his swollen flesh.
Cole exhaled loudly as his hands steadied him on the wood behind me. His cock was stiff and thick, and I had to open wide to take him in. I let my tongue swirl around the sensitive underside of the head, listening to his breathing to guide my actions. Cole was like an open book, you could hear the pleasure he felt in the sound of his breaths, and in the force of his touch.
His hips slowly began to rock and his hands ran through my hair as his cock plunged deeper. I pushed myself forward and took all that I could, slowly pulling back before focusing on the tip again. Cole let out a loud guttural moan.
“Can you take it harder?” Cole asked directly.