It was still overcast when she woke again. Terri was standing over her with a cup of coffee, a soft muted smile pressed to her lips. She was dressed and made-up, her hair brushed, jade earrings catching what there was of the dull light from beyond the window. “I didn't want to wake you,” she said, handing her the coffee. “There's cream and sugar if you want-I didn't know how you took it.”
“What time is it?” Dana asked, sitting up to cradle the cup in both hands.
“Ten-thirty.”
“Ten-thirty? I can't believe we slept so late-”
“All that running-you were tired.” Her teeth flashed. It was a joke. “But not to worry, it's Sunday, the one day of the week when people can sleep in.”
“What about the hospital? What about Bridger?”
Terri's face-her pretty, mobile, animated face-showed nothing. “I called fifteen minutes ago. No word. He's resting, that's what they said. We can visit anytime.”
The coffee was too hot, bitter-she preferred tea and when she did have coffee she drowned it in cream-but Dana lifted the cup to her lips, blew the steam away and drank, thanking Terri with her eyes. She felt overwhelmed suddenly. This girl, this young sweet-faced confiding girl, a stranger to her twenty-four hours ago, was her best friend in the world, a good person, genuine, caring, compassionate-“mother father deaf”-and for that she was grateful, infinitely grateful, grateful to the point of tears. But Terri was a crutch too, and her own mother would have been the first to point it out to her. “You don't have to babysit me,” she said.
Terri was drinking from a souvenir mug with the words “Fort Ticonderoga” superimposed in red over a wraparound stockade. “It's not a problem. And I'm not babysitting you, don't think that. I want to help, that's all.” Dana couldn't resist a smile. “Above and beyond the call of duty?”
Terri shrugged. “Sure,” she said. “Why not?”
“Nothing better to do?”
“I don't know-you want breakfast? Eggs? Cereal?”
Dana swung her legs away from the mattress, fished her shorts off the floor and slid them on. She needed a shower, her skin prickling with the residue of her sweat-she felt as if she'd been rolled in sugar like a doughnut-but the shower could wait. “No,” she said, looking up from lacing her shoes, “don't go to any trouble”-and she held up a hand to forestall the reply-“but I do need to call my mother. Just to let her know-”
Terri lifted her eyebrows and all the deaf expression flooded back into her features. “You want me to interpret-or are you going to text?”
“If you just tell me when she picks up, that would be great-I can talk and she can text. It's better that way, anyway-I wouldn't want to subject you to all that, because I'm sure you know the way mothers are. And my mother's a hundred times worse.”
Her mother picked up on the first ring. “Hi, Mom,” Dana said into the void.
“Where are you? I was worried.”
“Peterskill. Still. And don't worry, the car's fine, but we had to stay overnight because”-and she stalled a moment, feeling the emotion rise in her-“because Bridger, I mean, Peck Wilson. Peck Wilson came and beat him up and he's in the hospital.”
“Hospital?”
“He's all right. It's his throat. He got hit in the throat.”
There was nothing for a moment, then the LCD flashed across the miniature screen: “Didn't I tell you? You're always”- “He's okay. Everything's okay. We're going to the hospital in a minute and they said they would release him this afternoon so I guess you'll see us tonight.”
“Who's we?”
“Me and Terri. She's the interpreter from the police.”
“Did they catch him?”
Again the hesitation. It was as if she were the one who'd been kicked in the throat. “No. He-he got away.”
“I'm coming up there.”
“No, no-you don't have to. I can handle it, don't worry.”
“What hospital?”
She gave a little speech then, about independence-how her mother had always preached independence and here she was treating her like a child. How she was thirty-three years old and could handle herself. How anybody could have been the victim of a thief like this and it had nothing to do with her difference or her capability or the way she handled her finances and planned for the future or anything else. “Mom, listen,” she said finally, “I'm going to repeat this so you understand: I don't want you to come. Okay?”
“What hospital?”
The first thing she saw when she walked into the room, Terri at her side, was the flowers. A jungle of flowers, dahlias, tulips, lilies, gladiolus, roses-so many flowers it was as if they'd taken the wrong door off the corridor and wound up back outside again. The next thing was the snaking wiry form of a woman she'd never seen before rising up out of the floral riot to throw her a challenging look, and then she saw the bed, the monitors, the IV apparatus, and finally Bridger, reduced there against the null white field of the sheets. There was a bandage at his throat, whiter yet, folds of pristine gauze wrapped to his chin so that his head seemed separated from his body. His right eye was swollen shut. In fact-and she had to catch her breath as she came closer-she saw that the whole right side of his face was damaged, a dark striated cloud of scab scudding across the jaundiced bruise that sustained it. She felt stricken: he was hurt, badly hurt, and he wasn't going anywhere.
The woman-his mother, she knew this was his mother even before she looked in her face and saw his features replicated there, the nose, the eyes, the retreating bone structure and the pale orbicular expanse of the flesh-tried to stand in her way, tried to question her right, assert authority, but she shoved past her and went to him, her hand finding his and her lips pressed to the side of his beautiful ravaged face. “Oh, God,” she said, “oh, God, I'm so sorry,” and the tears were there, burning like acid, while things went on behind her, peripheral movement, gestures, his mother and Terri Alfano, her deliverer, working through the niceties. She lifted her head to look him in the eye, the good eye, the one that was dilated and clear. “Are you okay?” she asked from deep inside her, and the words didn't feel right, too pinched, in the wrong register, but she didn't care.
It was only then-only when he lifted his right hand to reply-that she noticed the cast on his forearm, and the sight of it was like an accusation, a pointed finger, a curse. The closed hand, up and down: “Yes.” And then: “Are you okay?”
She nodded.
“Did they get him?”
She watched his face darken, the color seeping out of the bruise to mottle his jaw, his cheek, the orbit of his open eye. He already knew the answer. Already knew that the pain, the frustration, the anger and hate and obsession-and the fractured ulna and the crushed larynx too-were in vain. He could see it in her eyes.
“He got away,” she said, signing under it. “But they got his car-”
“His car? Is that all? Shit!” He pounded his fist against the cast in a quick violent jerk of the arm and then he tried to say something, his eye glaring and his jaws grabbing at the air, but he wasn't saying anything, she could see that, she could feel it. Bridger. The gauze at his throat, the cast on his arm. He was furious, angry, angrier than she'd ever seen him, and before she had a chance to question it-was he blaming her, was that it? — his mother was there, sweeping her roughly aside to hammer at the nurse's buzzer and then the nurse was propelling herself into the room and doing something to Bridger, to his mouth, his throat, his oral cavity, that Dana didn't want to see. Even as she turned her head, Bridger's mother took hold of the bed curtains and pulled them shut.