He stopped where the storm music ended, and the salamander sank beneath the surface. Alfredo stood with his eyes closed, swaying, paralyzed with horror and dread. If he could have moved he would have tried to rush from the room, despite the locked door.
He hadn’t been thinking that! He hadn’t! He hadn’t!
It hadn’t come from inside him!
He’d been doing exactly what he’d been told, trying to sing as if he truly, truly believed that it was the mountain that had destroyed the Bonaventura and Uncle Giorgio had tried to stop it.
Or had he? Perhaps…
A hand gripped his elbow.
“You still sing with too much feeling,” said Uncle Giorgio’s voice. “See how you have exhausted yourself.”
Alfredo managed to open his eyes. Everything was black. With a shaking hand he removed his spectacles and saw only the dim light of the lantern. The lid of the furnace was closed.
“I…I tried,” he muttered. “I couldn’t help it. I felt so sad.”
Uncle Giorgio sighed.
“What is done, is done,” he said. “Nothing will undo it. …” And then, with an irritated click of the tongue, “Well, we had best not attempt the chant until you are rested. Come to my study half an hour before supper. Meanwhile, learn what you can. You may go.”
Alfredo stood dazed, bewildered. That sigh. And the few words after…That hadn’t been playacting, pretending. But how could that be the voice of the monster the salamander had shown him?
The rattle of the lock broke into his trance. Uncle Giorgio took him by the arm and led him out of the room.
“You had best go and lie down,” he said. “Can you manage the stairs on your own? I have work to do here still.”
“Yes…yes…I was just dizzy. I’m all right now.”
“Good boy.”
Alfredo staggered off along the passage. Before he reached the stair he heard the lock rattle again behind him.
HE LEFT THE HOUSE BY THE FRONT DOOR. THE shock of the midmorning sun halted him on the steps. He sank down and sat there with his head in his hands, gasping and shuddering, reliving over and over the thing the salamander had shown him, picking at it with his mind, trying to tease out some clue whether it was the truth, or whether perhaps he had misread it, or whether it really was, as Uncle Giorgio had told him, only an echo of some hidden nightmare of his own.
After a while he rose and, as if trying to leave all those horrors behind him, turned north alongside the façade and followed an overgrown driveway into the wood beyond. Yes, of course, he thought vaguely, once there would have been the gentry’s carriages coming and going to and from the house, but none seemed to have used this way for many years. A couple hundred yards into the woods he found out why. The driveway was completely blocked by a mass of soft gray rock twice as high as a man.
Still half in the trance of shock, he stood and stared at it. At first his mind seemed empty, as if the storm of horror that had swept through him had whirled everything away as it went, leaving clear stillness behind, like the morning he had woken from his fever. Thoughts stole back into that emptiness, arranging themselves neatly in their places, making a pattern that when it was finished would tell him what kind of man Uncle Giorgio really was. Everything depended on that, everything.
The rock—it was lava, he guessed—had spewed from the erupting mountain, flowing molten down the slope and solidifying here. Did that tell him anything?
Well, yes, perhaps. It was like the Bonaventura all over again. Had Uncle Giorgio for some reason failed to prevent it from happening, Master of the Mountain though he was? Or had he wanted to be alone in his aloneness, with no more comings and goings of gentry in their carriages, and so caused it to happen?
And something else. Those gentry…the empty stalls in the church…were they afraid to worship alongside him…? The priest was afraid of him. …The people in the square wouldn’t look at him. …Did they hate him as well as fear him? Suppose he was truly the kind of man the salamander had shown Alfredo…Oh, yes, they would have cause!
Mother and Father—certainly they’d been afraid. …
(“You’re not going to let him wear it?”
“Better than not letting him.”)
Had they hated him too? Had they known what he was?
Yes, and that might be why the two brothers had quarreled. Father had seen the kind of Master Uncle Giorgio would become and hadn’t liked it, and (of course) had said so. Anger was in their blood, like the anger of the mountain, ancient, brooding, unappeasable. It was not like the frozen lava that blocked the driveway—it did not cool.
Then why had Alfredo’s parents let him wear such a giver’s gift?
Those snatches of conversation heard through the kitchen door. “The mountain must have its Master. That is the one thing on which we have ever been able to agree.” And Alfredo was the last of the di Salas in whom the blood ran true. …Thousands upon thousands of innocent lives might be lost if there was no one to control the mountain’s rages. To Father that would have been more important than any family quarrel. So, despite everything, he had invited Uncle Giorgio to the christenings of his sons. And allowed Alfredo to accept the gift.
But surely Alfredo’s parents would never have given him up, as a child, to a man they feared and hated, however great the promised destiny. Of course not. “He must make up his own mind when he is old enough to understand.” So…
As the possibility flooded through him the storm came back. The gray lava flow and the silent shadowy wood seemed to sway and heave. He staggered and fell forward onto the rock, and clung there, gasping with the shock of knowledge. He could not face it. He could not face it. Could it truly be as he had imagined? Could it?
Slowly his shudderings eased, but he still lay clutching the rock. There was a kind of comfort in it. Once it had flowed molten in the heart of the mountain, and the salamanders had swum in its currents. Even now, he discovered, it was not truly inert. It was still, as it were, veined with the memories of fire. And along those veins, faintly, from far away, he could hear the salamanders singing. They were singing to him, showing him something. Somehow he forced his inward eyes, so far screwed tight shut, to open and look.
He saw through the eyes of a boy sitting in the vestry of the cathedral, less than a month gone by, full of the kindly heat of Father’s ovens and the glory of the music he was about to sing. He felt as that boy had felt, felt again the appalling eruption into that peace of the full madness of fire. This was no mere memory. He saw and felt it in the same fashion as with the salamander’s help he had just now watched the scene on the mountainside. The cathedral walls were dimly transparent, as were the houses beyond, so that through this cloudy mass he could make out the very street on which the bakery stood, and the inn a little way down on the other side. At an upper window of the inn stood a known shape, a manlike thing, too large for a man, and darkly glowing with inner fire. The Master of the Mountain raised his arms. The fire burst from his fingers and streamed across the street. The bakery exploded into flame.
The vision faded and the singing of the salamanders dwindled away.
“If asked they will tell you the truth.”
“…the truth that the salamander tells you will be contaminated with apparent meanings, which are in fact no more than echoes of your own hopes and fears.”