Bethany knew the truth, knew how much he risked, but in his arms, he was and would always be Dawson.
Chapter 12
The ride home was a blur to Dawson. He didn’t even remember parking the car and heading upstairs. Lying in bed, he stared at the ceiling, his thoughts racing and spilling atop one another.
He’d flipped into his true form. Holy crap on a cracker. He actually changed in front of her. There were no words.
Never in his life had that happened.
But she hadn’t freaked. God, no, she’d actually acceptedhim. Other than UFO fanatics, Dawson didn’t expect that from any human.
Pulling his cell out of his pocket, he sent her a quick text, asking if she was okay. Her response came back immediately. Then his phone beeped again.
See each other tmrw?
The grin that spread across his face probably made him look like a dumb SOB, but he didn’t care. Responding back, he told her yes and then dropped the cell on his nightstand. Not a second later, his bedroom door opened, and Dee popped her head in.
“Hey,” she said. “Can I come in?”
“Sure.” Dawson sat up. “What’s up?”
Dee sat in the chair by his desk, folding her slender arms. “Daemon went after the Arum today. He was close to the diner.”
Dawson’s chest clenched. Bethany. She may have accepted him, but damn, how could he forget about that trace? “Is Daemon okay?”
“A little banged up, but he’ll be fine.” There was a pause and then a sigh. “He’ll always be okay. You know how he is.”
Yeah, Daemon was a freaking machine. “Let me guess — he’s out there hunting the Arum again right now.”
She nodded. “Were you with Bethany?”
“I hung out at her house, met her parents.”
“Sounds serious,” she whispered.
Serious as an alien invasion, he thought. Crossing his ankles, he narrowed his eyes. “Are you okay?”
Dee blinked out of the chair and appeared on the foot of the bed, her knees tucked against her chest. “I’m fine. I just miss you. Daemon’s a bore.”
He chuckled. “Daemon is more exciting than I am.”
She scrunched up her nose. “Whatever. So, Bethany — it is serious, right? Meeting parents? You’ve never done that before.”
They had a close relationship, he and Dee. Although a lot of the details about his hookups were absent, Dee knew everything about him. And he trusted her implicitly.
“I really do like her,” he said finally, closing his eyes. “She’s amazing.”
Dee didn’t respond immediately, and he knew what she was thinking. Bethany could be amazing, perfect even, and it wouldn’t matter. Aliens and humans didn’t mix. “Dawson—”
“She knows.”
He’d said it quietly, but the two words were like a nuclear bomb.
“What?” Dee shrieked.
Dawson winced. When he opened his eyes, she was standing straight up on the bed, eyes wide and hands shaking. He sat up. “Dee, it’s okay.”
“How can it be okay? Humans can’t know about us! And what about the DOD and—”
“Dee, sit and get a grip. Okay?” He waited until she settled back down. Her whole body was vibrating. It happened whenever she got excited or upset. “I didn’t tell her on purpose.”
Her head cocked to the side. “How did you accidentallylet it slip? ‘Oh, by the way, I’m an alien. Let’s kiss’?”
Huh, she had it backward.
“What happened?” she demanded.
“I’m not sure you want to know the details.”
“Did you guys have sex? Because that’s pretty much the only thing you won’t tell me, which I do appreciate, and on second thought, don’t answer that question. It was gross.”
“No. We didn’t have sex.” He choked on his laugh. “Geez, Dee…”
She rolled her eyes. “Then what happened?”
Rubbing his temples, he glanced at the door. “Bethany and I were making out and something happened that’s never happened before.”
Dee leaned back. A look of supreme disgust clouded her pretty face. “Uh, yuck if this is about any kind of premat—”
“Oh my God, shut up and listen, okay?” He dragged a hand through his hair. “We were making out, and I lost my hold on my human form. I lit up like a freaking Christmas tree.”
His sister’s mouth dropped open. “No shit…”
“Yeah, and she saw me. I had to tell her, because it’s not like I could hide after that.”
Dee blinked several times. “Wait. Rewind. You lost hold because you were kissing?”
“Yep.”
“Wow.” Another emotion washed away the disgust. Something he couldn’t place and probably didn’t want to. “You must really, really like her.”
“I do.” Dawson smiled then, unable to help himself. He was such a dork.
“I’ve never been kissed like that.”
There went his smile. “You better not be kissed like that. And I don’t want to hear about it if you do.”
“Hey, it’s caring and sharing time, right?”
“No.”
She waved her hand, dismissing him. “What did she do?”
Dawson explained how well Bethany handled it once she got over her expected shock. Respect filled his sister’s eyes. Any Luxen could appreciate a human’s understanding of keeping this on the down low, and if he believed that Bethany would, Dee seemed to trust that.
“Wait. Is she glowing?” She whispered the last bit, as if saying it out loud was some sort of sin.
Dawson nodded. “A little bit.”
“Oh, man. Daemon is going to kill you.”
“Thanks. That helps, Dee.”
“Sorry.” She lifted her hands. “But once he sees her, yeah, not good.”
Dawson leaned against the headboard, running his hands down his face. Dammit, it wasn’t good. Not by a long shot. Who cared about Daemon killing him? Bethany was glowing. He’d left his proverbial mark on her.
And that would draw an Arum right to her doorstep.
…
Staring at a blank stretch of canvas on Sunday, Bethany held a paintbrush in one hand and her other was busy feeling her lips — lips that had touched Dawson’s. Gosh, he’d kissed her as if he’d been starving, leaving her dizzy and breathless.
He’d left a little while ago, just before supper. They hadn’t kissed again. Explaining that he wanted to wait until the trace faded before he attempted it, their time together had been Disney Channel — approved. But they had cuddled a lot, and that had been just as good as kissing, in her book. Just being next to him, with his arms around her, made her heart race, her nerve endings firing left and right.
Amazingly, the entire time she’d been with him, she really hadn’t thought about what he was. Sure, now that he was gone, she couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Dawson was an alien.
The whole town was populated with them, apparently. It was all so…out of this world.
Bethany smirked.
She placed the brush back on the little table butted up against her dresser and stood. Moving to the window, she brushed the thick curtain aside. Dusk had turned the bare trees gray. Leaning her flushed forehead against the cool windowpane, she closed her eyes.
The room — everything — felt cold without him there. It had to be the heat he threw off. Or it was just him and how he made her feel. Girly melodrama, but it was true.
Pushing away from the window, she resisted the urge to text or call him. But she was worried for him. Tonight he was telling Daemon that she knew. If he didn’t, Daemon would apparently see this trace around her tomorrow. Better to have his brother spaz out in the privacy of their home instead of in the middle of English class.
She seriously hoped Daemon didn’t kill Dawson. She’d grown fond of the boy.
Trying not to obsess over it, she forced herself out of the room, away from the phone. Downstairs, her mom was in the kitchen. Big surprise there. Dad sat at the table, looking over documents while Phillip turned his mac ’n’ cheese into finger food. She steered clear of him and went into the living room.