He wiped his eyes, stepped on the gunwale, and the boat pushed off from the shore, and went merrily across the lake, which was dimpled by the summer wind. [Footnote: A romancer, to use a Scottish phrase, wants but a hair to make a tether of. The whole detail of the steward's supposed conspiracy against the life of Mary, is grounded upon an expression in one of her letters, which affirms, that Jasper Dryfesdale, one of the Laird of Lochleven's servants, had threatened to murder William Douglas, (for his share in the Queen's escape,) and averred that he would plant a dagger in Mary's own heart.--CHALMER'S Life of Queen Mary, vol. i. p. 278.]
Chapter the
Thirty-Third.
Death distant?--No, alas! he's ever with us, And shakes the dart at us in all our actings: He lurks within our cup, while we're in health; Sits by our sick-bed, mocks our medicines; We cannot walk, or sit, or ride, or travel, But Death is by to seize us when he lists. THE SPANISH FATHER.
From the agitating scene in the Queen's presence-chamber, the Lady of Lochleven retreated to her own apartment, and ordered the steward to be called before her.
"Have they not disarmed thee, Dryfesdale?" she said, on seeing him enter, accoutred, as usual, with sword and dagger.
"No!" replied the old man; "how should they?--Your ladyship, when you commanded me to ward, said nought of laying down my arms; and, I think none of your menials, without your order, or your son's, dare approach Jasper Dryfesdale for such a purpose.--Shall I now give up my sword to you?--it is worth little now, for it has fought for your house till it is worn down to old iron, like the pantler's old chipping knife."
"You have attempted a deadly crime--poison under trust."
"Under trust?--hem!--I know not what your ladyship thinks of it, but the world without thinks the trust was given you even for that very end; and you would have been well off had it been so ended as I proposed, and you neither the worse nor the wiser."
"Wretch!" exclaimed the lady, "and fool as well as villain, who could not even execute the crime he had planned!"
"I bid as fair for it as man could," replied Dryfesdale; "I went to a woman--a witch and a Papist--If I found not poison, it was because it was otherwise predestined. I tried fair for it; but the half-done job may be clouted, if you will."
"Villain! I am even now about to send off an express messenger to my son, to take order how thou shouldst be disposed of. Prepare thyself for death, if thou canst."
"He that looks on death, Lady," answered Dryfesdale, "as that which he may not shun, and which has its own fixed and certain hour, is ever prepared for it. He that is hanged in May will eat no flaunes [footnote: Pancakes] in midsummer--so there is the moan made for the old serving-man. But whom, pray I, send you on so fair an errand?"
"There will be no lack of messengers," answered his mistress.
"By my hand, but there will," replied the old man; "your castle is but poorly manned, considering the watches that you must keep, having this charge--There is the warder, and two others, whom you discarded for tampering with Master George; then for the warder's tower, the bailie, the donjon--five men mount each guard, and the rest must sleep for the most part in their clothes. To send away another man, were to harass the sentinels to death--unthrifty misuse for a household. To take in new soldiers were dangerous, the charge requiring tried men. I see but one thing for it--I will do your errand to Sir William Douglas myself."
"That were indeed a resource!--And on what day within twenty years would it be done?" said the Lady.
"Even with the speed of man and horse," said Dryfesdale; "for though I care not much about the latter days of an old serving-man's life, yet I would like to know as soon as may be, whether my neck is mine own or the hangman's."
"Holdest thou thy own life so lightly?" said the Lady.
"Else I had reckoned more of that of others," said the predestinarian--"What is death?--it is but ceasing to live--And what is living?--a weary return of light and darkness, sleeping and waking, being hungered and eating. Your dead man needs neither candle nor can, neither fire nor feather-bed; and the joiner's chest serves him for an eternal frieze-jerkin."
"Wretched man! believest thou not that after death comes the judgment?"
"Lady," answered Dryfesdale, "as my mistress, I may not dispute your words; but, as spiritually speaking, you are still but a burner of bricks in Egypt, ignorant of the freedom of the saints; for, as was well shown to me by that gifted man, Nicolaus Schoefferbach, who was martyred by the bloody Bishop of Munster, he cannot sin who doth but execute that which is predestined, since--"
"Silence!" said the Lady, interrupting him,--"Answer me not with thy bold and presumptuous blasphemy, but hear me. Thou hast been long the servant of our house--"
"The born servant of the Douglas--they have had the best of me--I served them since I left Lockerbie: I was then ten years old, and you may soon add the threescore to it."
"Thy foul attempt has miscarried, so thou art guilty only in intention. It were a deserved deed to hang thee on the warder's tower; and yet in thy present mind, it were but giving a soul to Satan. I take thine offer, then--Go hence--here is my packet--I will add to it but a line, to desire him to send me a faithful servant or two to complete the garrison. Let my son deal with you as he will. If thou art wise, thou wilt make for Lockerbie so soon as thy foot touches dry land, and let the packet find another bearer; at all rates, look it miscarries not."
"Nay, madam," replied he--"I was born, as I said, the Douglas's servant, and I will be no corbie-messenger in mine old age--your message to your son shall be done as truly by me as if it concerned another man's neck. I take my leave of your honour."