Married or not, he was going to get her back.
The journey back to the clearing where he’d left his Skylance wasn’t quite as short as he’d imagined. In fact, it took him the best part of three hours to get there, by which time he was sweaty, exhausted and beginning to get a hangover.
The early evening sun baked him steadily as he staggered down the dirt path that finally brought him to his destination. He stopped, wiped his knuckles across his brow and scanned his surroundings. There were the freighters whose crew had tried to stop the Ketty Jay escaping. There was the spot where the Ketty Jay had sat. And there. .
A whimper escaped his lips.
There was the empty space where his Skylance had once stood.
Pinn lay in bed, his covers tucked up under his chin, wide-eyed in the dark. Six years old and scared.
The wind rattled the window in the frame. The house creaked. Shadows pooled, slicks of congealed dread.
Something awful was coming.
The first footstep on the stair. He clutched the blanket tight, squeezed his eyes shut, rolled on to his side so his back was to the door. Another step, and another. Go away, I’m not here.
But the footsteps came on relentlessly, up the stairs to the landing. They fell slow and heavy, closer and closer. The knowledge of the inevitable outcome squeezed his heart and pressed down on him hard.
The footsteps stopped outside the door.
Don’t come in, don’t come in.
The creak of a turning handle. The whine of hinges as the door opened.
He wanted to run. He wanted to shout. He wanted to throw off his blankets and show them he was awake. They couldn’t get away with it if he could see them. They couldn’t possibly do it if he could see them!
But nothing he did made any difference. It was always the same. He couldn’t move or make a sound. He was forced to replay that night exactly as it had happened.
He lay there, pretending to be asleep. Long, delicate fingers ran through his hair; a palm rested gently against the side of his head.
‘I love you,’ his mother said, quietly.
Why had he pretended to be asleep that night? Maybe he’d planned to jump up and surprise her. Maybe he’d been angry about something and sulking. Whatever the reason, the sound of her voice drove it from his mind. It confused and frightened him. Those three words, never spoken before, now delivered in a tone of sadness and loss. He had the sense that something important was at hand, and he froze.
She got up and walked out of the room. He heard the whine of the hinges again. With that, the doom of his dream was complete. With that, she was gone for ever, without trace or reason.
The click of the latch as the door closed was like a gunshot. He jerked awake and sat upright. Standing in front of him was a lean, sag-faced man with straggly black hair turning to grey. He stared at the man. The man stared back. Pinn took a few moments to work out who he was.
The barman. He was back on the same stool that he’d left earlier in the day when he went off to get his Skylance. His clothes had stuck to his skin in the tepid and moist air, but his mouth was dry.
He turned his head carefully to the left and surveyed the bar with the suspicious expression of a man who didn’t quite know how he’d got to where he was, and was wondering if he’d been tricked somehow. It was dark outside, but hanging lanterns provided light. Fat moths circled them and occasionally managed to find a way inside, a decision they quickly regretted. The tent was noisy with conversation and the sound of night insects from the trees outside.
‘You want another?’ the barman asked.
Pinn made a wheeling motion with his hand. Keep ’em coming. The barman stuck a mug of grog in front of him.
‘That one’s on me,’ said a voice to his right. Pinn rotated blearily and came face to face with a man who looked like he’d just shambled out of a burrow. He was short and squat, with long, shaggy hair that hung in unwashed clumps over a grizzled face of surpassing ugliness. Half his throat was covered with a disfiguring scar.
‘Do I know you?’ Pinn asked, squinting.
‘Should think so,’ came the surly reply. ‘We crossed paths more than once.’ He raised his mug and grunted. ‘Balomon Crund. Bosun on the Delirium Trigger.’
Pinn vaguely remembered him, but he wasn’t sure if his presence here was a good thing or not. Still, anyone who bought him a drink was alright as far as he was concerned. He clanked his pewter mug against Crund’s and took a long pull to wash the sticky gunk from his mouth.
For a while they sat drinking in silence. Crund didn’t seem much inclined to speak, which was odd, since buying a drink tended to imply that conversation would follow. Pinn began to feel slightly uneasy, but not enough to take his mind off his booze.
‘Wasn’t sure you’d still be here,’ Crund said at last. ‘Thought you’d run off with the rest of ’em. Couldn’t think why you’d leave your craft behind though.’
‘You know where it is?’ Pinn asked sharply.
‘Aye. They’re gathering all the fighters ahead of the big take-off. Engineers jacked it and they flew it off to put with the rest of ’em. Someone else’ll be flying it, I suppose.’
‘Not bloody likely!’ said Pinn, steadying himself on the bar as he got to his feet. ‘I’m gonna get it back!’ His hand slipped off the edge of the bar and he fell off his stool and into Crund. Crund shoved him back onto his stool. ‘Tomorrow!’ Pinn finished with a flourish.
‘So they gave you the boot? Your crew?’
Pinn snorted. ‘I gave them the boot.’
‘You an Awakener now, then?’
Pinn scowled. ‘The Allsoul,’ he raised his mug towards the roof of the tent, ‘can pucker up and plant a great big sloppy kiss on my balls.’
The barman raised an eyebrow at that, then walked off towards the other end of the bar to serve somebody else. A cautionary voice in the drunken stew of Pinn’s brain belatedly warned him to remember where he was, but nobody else appeared to have heard him over the din of conversation.
Suddenly he felt maudlin and sighed. ‘I stayed behind. Did it for a woman. Probably shouldn’t have.’ He looked up. ‘Speaking of women, how’s old Chalk-face doing, anyway?’ he asked. ‘Isn’t she a daemon or something these days?’
Crund’s hand tightened around his mug, and his face became taut and grim. ‘That’s what I’m here about.’ He fixed Pinn with a hard stare. ‘We gotta talk.’
Twenty-Eight
Snow blew against the window, sliding down the glass, piling on the sill. Jez stood there in her overalls, head tilted to one side, looking out. The fire at her back threw a warm yellow glow onto her legs and shoulders. The cold and dark was in front of her, the heat and light behind. She, being half-Mane, was neither hot nor cold, but somewhere in between. Where she’d always been.
The window was on the first floor, overlooking a cobbled courtyard with a fountain in its centre. Surrounding the courtyard were small, simple houses, stables, and a garage for vehicles. Lights glowed in some of the windows. Smoke wisped from chimney stacks, drifting into the grey-white void overhead. It was afternoon, but dark enough to be evening. To her right, a short marching arc of electric lights delineated the bridge.
Samandra Bree emerged from one of the houses and hurried across the courtyard. Jez watched her approach. Samandra was bundled up in a hide coat, furred hood pulled over her head. It was the first time Jez could recall seeing her without her tricorn hat. But then, this was winter in the Splinters; even Century Knights could freeze up here.
‘Weather’s closing in,’ Malvery rumbled.
She shifted her gaze and took in the scene reflected in the glass. They were in a living room, bare and plain but still more homely than they were used to. Malvery was sitting on a stool by the fire, a bottle of grog hanging from one great paw. At a table nearby, Ashua was playing cards with Frey, Harkins and Colden Grudge. Silo sat at the end of the table, watching the gauges on a large brass device that hummed and grumbled at the borders of her consciousness.