If it was simpler to hide then Saluus would hide. He’d try to get involved in some guerrilla activity, too, hopefully at a safe remove, so that when the Mercatoria did retake the system he would look like some sort of hero rather than a coward only interested in his own wealth. But keeping out of the way was sometimes the best strategy when things got messy. He had a very fast ship indeed being built in one of the secret yards, a prototype that he fully intended to make sure was never quite ready for active service or even military trial runs. It would be his way out, if he needed it.
In all this, amazingly, the woman he had first known as Ko, when she’d been with Fassin Taak — her real name, the name she used now, was Liss Alentiore — had been a real help. He’d fallen for her, he supposed. In fact, he’d fallen for her to the extent that his wife — despite her own happily indulged and numerous dalliances — had, for the first and only time, shown signs of jealousy. (Liss herself had suggested a way out of this, though it had occurred, at least as a fantasy, to him as well. So now they had a very stimulating little menage a trois going.)
More to the point, Liss had proved a trustworthy confidante and reliable source of advice. There had been a few occasions over the last few crowded, sometimes desperate months when Salluus had not known which way to react and he’d talked it over with her, either in the semi-formality of his office, flier or ship or from pillow to pillow, and she’d known what to do, if not immediately then after a night or two’s thought. She was canny in a sidelong, catlike way; she knew how people worked, how they thought, which way they would jump, almost tele-pathically sometimes.
He’d invented a post for Liss in his entourage and made her his personal private secretary. His social and business secretaries had both been quietly piqued, but were smart enough to accept the new face with a degree of feigned generosity and seemingly genuine grace, and without trying to do anything to undermine her. Saluus had a feeling that they had each anyway gauged Liss accurately, and realised that any attack they might try on her would likely rebound on themselves.
His own security people had been suspicious of her at first, finding all sorts of insalubrious stuff hinted at in her past, and then a sort of suspicious fuzziness. But ultimately there had been nothing damning, certainly nothing that was worse than what he’d got up to when he was her age. She’d been young, wild and she’d mixed with dubious types. So had he. So what? He’d quizzed her gently on her past himself and got an impression of hurt and trauma and bad memories. He didn’t want to hurt her further by inquiring too deeply. It added to his feeling that, in some almost unbearably gallant way, he’d rescued her.
She’d been a middling journalist with a technical journal with a past in dance, acting, hostessing and massage work before; he’d taken her away from all that. She’d looked much younger than she was when he’d met her that night with Fassin — Saluus was a big fan of that whole wise head on young shoulders thing now, he’d decided — but she looked even better now, having taken him up on the offer of treatments she could never have had access to until they’d met. She was grateful to him. She never said so straight out — that would have imbalanced too much what they had — but he could see it in her eyes sometimes.
Well, he was grateful to her, too. She’d revitalised his private life and proved a significant new asset in his public one.
There was, also, just a hint of a feeling that he’d taken her away from Fassin, and that was quite a pleasant little sensation all by itself. Saluus had never exactly envied the other man -he didn’t really envy anybody, indeed why should he, how could he? — but there was a sort of ease to Fassin’s life that Saluus had always coveted, and so resented. To be part of a big family group like that, surrounded by people all doing the same steady thing, respected for their work intrinsically without constantly having to prove themselves through tender processes and balance sheets and shareholders’ meetings and staff councils… that must have its own sweetness, that must give a sort of academic security, a feeling of justification. And then the fellow had gone and become some sort of hero figure, just by spending five years pickled in shock-gel in a miniature gascraft (not even built by KHI) knocking round with a bunch of degenerate Dwellers.
Had that fame attracted Liss to Fassin? Had she just traded Fassin in, traded up to Saluus because the opportunity had presented itself? Maybe so. It didn’t bother him. Relationships were a market, Sal knew that. Only children and idiot romantics thought otherwise. You judged your own attractiveness -physically, psychologically and in terms of status — then you knew your level and could either raise or lower your sights accordingly, risking rejection but with the possibility of advancement, or settling for a more reliably stable life but never knowing what you might have achieved.
Saluus took a deep, cold breath.
The sun had disappeared, Ulubis dipping beneath tree-coated mountains far to the south-west. A few stars started to come out in the darkening purple sky. The broad scatter of orbital habs and factories shone like a handful of thrown, sparkling dust to the south-east, gradually stretching out across the sky after the retreating sunset like a distillation of the fading light. Saluus wondered which of those tiny scintillations belonged to him. Not as many as a year ago. Some had been moved away, just to get them out of old orbits where they could be more easily targeted. Two — big dock-ships, both of them, and cradling Navarchy vessels at the time — had been destroyed. Wreckage from one had fallen on Fessli City, killing tens of thousands, many more than had died in the initial attack. KHI was being sued for negligence, accused of not moving the dock-ships out of the way in time. A war on and everything controlled by the military but there was still room for that sort of shit. He was having words in appropriate ears, to get a blanket War Exemption Order proclaimed.
Saluus looked through his own exhaled breath for Nasqueron, but it was far below the horizon and probably all but invisible behind the shield of orbital scatter anyway, even if he had been in the right latitudes to see it.
Fassin. In all the preparations for war and invasion, you always had to make time to take account of whatever he might have got up to. Had he died in the storm battle? Reports from Nasqueron were ambiguous. But then reports from Nasqueron were never anything but ambiguous. He’d certainly disappeared, and was probably still on Nasqueron — though in the time between the destruction of the original satellite surveillance network round the planet at the time of the storm battle and the establishment of a new one after the founding of the Dweller Embassy, there had been a window when even quite big craft might have left Nasqueron’s atmosphere — but who knew? And if Taak was still somewhere in the gas-giant, what was he doing?
If he was still alive, Saluus didn’t envy him at all any more. To have your whole existence, never mind your whole family, wiped out like that… maybe Fassin had killed himself. He had been told, apparently, before the whole ghastly mess at the GasClipper race. He knew they were dead. If he wasn’t dead too, he was more alone than he’d ever been in his life, with nothing much to come back to. Saluus felt sorry for him.
His first thought had been that with Fassin so reduced, there would be no danger of Liss going back to him if he ever did reappear. But then he’d thought about how people could confound your expectations sometimes, and how women in particular could display a sort of theoretically laudable but harmfully self-sacrificial kind of misplaced charity when they saw somebody damaged. Luckily Jaal Tonderon was still alive. Sal and his wife had invited her to stay with them for a while. He wanted to encourage her to be strong for Fassin, if he ever did make it back, and they were all still there.