From kissing she took to sucking, and this delicious touch of drawing lips soon inflamed me beyond all restraint.
Again she took it from between her lips, and holding the loose skin tightly in her grasp, she made her hand pass rapidly up and down the huge white shaft until I heated to the utmost and almost spending, I jerked it out of her grasp.
"Ah, my lad, you were afraid it would come out, were you?"
I replied that I was only just in time to prevent it, upon which with a laugh and a smack on the ticklish part in question, she exclaimed:
"Well, then, my fine fellow, we shall see what we can make come out of that large round head of yours."
Then suiting the action to the word she again commenced the agreeable titillation, until with nerves strained to the utmost pitch of luxurious excitement, I felt the approach of that rapturous ejaculation.
Jutting out my member before me I heaved my buttocks up and down, and with a few motions of her hand Julia fairly brought me to the emitting point.
With a sigh of heavenly enjoyment I let fly the hot gushes of sperm on her bosom, while her fair hand retaining hold of my throbbing prick, received a copious flood upon its dainty surface.
After this we would frequently lie down together on the soft hearthrug, and each with a caressing hand on prick and cunt, produce in one another those delightful effects which, say what people will, give a spur to the passions no man or woman can resist.
We would operate on one another in this way until prudence compelled us to stop for fear of the concluding overflow, and then waiting for a few minutes, would once more bring our senses to the verge of the impending flood.
These hours were wiled away until a serious cause of anxiety arose to put an end to our security.
As I had feared, Julia proved with child; how could she be otherwise, with such an opportunity.
As soon as she made me acquainted with the fact, I prescribed for her but without effect. The prolific juice had taken firm hold, and nature was progressing in the formation of the little squalling consequences of our amour.
My anxiety was now intense least the discovery I saw impending should, in spite of our endeavours, overwhelm us.
Under these circumstances I determined to take a resolute course. I operated on my little Julia. I succeeded. I brought away the foetus, and removed with it all danger of discovery.
The result was not so favourable with regard to the health of my patient. Our overheated passions had put an end to youth's dream of uninterrupted enjoyment in a continual round of sensual pleasure, and Julia had now to reap the harvest of her indiscretion. She soon fell into a weak state of health, and I recommended immediate change of air.
Her father, alarmed at her indisposition, took her to Baden, and after a residence of some months there, the roses again revisited her cheeks.
At Baden, she was greatly admired, and soon received an offer for her hand, which her prudent father did not feel justified in refusing and she became the wife of a Russian prince, who if he did not get with her that unsatisfactory jewel, her maidenhead, at least became possessed of a cunt well practised in all the arts of love and lechery.
Thus terminated my amour with one of the most agreeable and most salacious girls I have ever known, and my prick still stands at the recollection of the various luscious scenes in which we have mutually carried away by the violence of lust in its most enticing form.
CHAPTER V
I now gave myself up without reserve to the pleasure of love.
All my patients who showed the least susceptibility were overcome by my potent argument, and vigorously fucked.
I varied my pleasures in every possible way. Nothing which could enhance the enjoyment did I scruple to call into action. I fucked. I kissed. I sucked. I underwent all these operations myself, and I found a delicious retreat between the buttocks of one of my fairest patients, I hesitate not to own it. I penetrated those regions intended by nature for further purposes, and I declare that the pleasure I derived was proportionally as great as the act itself was indecent.
I became a lover of this mode of dalliance and never spent with so much relish and impetuosity as in the beautiful bottom of a fair woman.
And it must be owned that these parts themselves are wonderfully well adapted for the purpose. The natural construction of the entrance, the soft interior, and the length with which they are capable of receiving the longest male member, render the art unique; while the fiery heat experienced by the operator, and the accumulation of delicious sensations, produce in their turn a stiffness, a vigour, and enjoyment without parallel.
One of our greatest poets, he whom no censure, no authority could debase to mere conventualism, extols in his own fervent gloomy strains the much forbidden pleasure.
Oh, lovely woman, by your maker's hand For man's delight and solace wisely planned;
Thankless is she whose nature's bounty mocks, Nor gives love entrance wheresoe'er he knocks.
A considerable portion of my pleasure consisted in reading and showing to others curious amorous works. Of these I possessed a large collection. Several of them were in themselves a budget of exciting literature, of a rare and costly description.
One of them was the celebrated work of the Marquis de Sade, over which it is said that extraordinary man went out of his mind.
I allude to "Justine," and if the quintessence of sexual excitement and glowing scenes that beggar description can be productive of sufficient effect to produce such a result, even to the author himself, this rare and fearful work is certainly the one capable of doing so. The wonderful descriptions it contains, the fiercely exciting scenes it depicts, and the exhibition of so many varied means of producing the acme of enjoyment, render it no less valuable for its deep effectual influence over the passions than for its deep philosophy and wonderful power of reasoning which stamp it as the work of a genius of extraordinary talent.
Satiety, that enemy to the indulgence of the soft enjoyment, now attacked me, I wanted a change. My powers were naturally great, my health robust. My member became sick of sliding in and out of places so often visited, and in which it had so frequently left his tears of gratitude.
I longed for an unripe beauty, a young girl, a child even-to caress, to lie with, to suck. I found a lovely little girl of thirteen years of age, who had been under my care for a spinal affliction, in the treatment of which complaint I had been for a long time acknowledged a successful practitioner.
She had been an inmate of my house in order to be more fully under my care. Her friends were resident in another county, and had such confidence in my discretion that I believe had I even proposed to have slept with their niece they would have thought it was only a part of my system.
Mary had been with me about a week, when I found so much pleasure in her society that I began to feel a curious sensation about the region of my privates on beholding and listening to her sometimes in the evening.
I made her sometimes sit with me by the fire, when I would place her on my knee, so that her sweet little bottom would be immediately over my stiffened member, which by its throbbing and jerks caused her to sit rather uneasily, and thereby induced a gentle friction which was highly agreeable to me.
One evening, having been more than a week without food for my passions, which were becoming riotous, I could restrain myself no longer. I began to play and romp with my little companion in such a manner that I frequently had my hand on her naked knee, and even once or twice on her thigh.