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Things Viat came back from the camp of the Strangers, his crest shorn, the devi ripped from his jacket, his mouth slack and drooling and his eyes empty. He sat for a day in the sun of the coveti center, not even noticing when the eager children gathered and asked questions in their piping little voices. When the evening shadow touched him, Viat staggered to his feet and took two steps and was dead. The mother came then, since the body was from her and could never be alien, and since the emptiness that was not Viat had flown from his eyes. She signed him dead by pinning on his torn jacket the kiom—the kiom she had fashioned the day he was born, since to be born is to begin to die. He had not yet given his heart, so the kiom was still hers to bestow. She left the pelu softly alight in the middle of the kiom because Viat had died beloved. He who dies beloved walks straight and strong on the path to the Hidden Ones by the light of the pelu. Be the pelu removed, he must wander forever, groping in the darkness of the unlighted kiom. So she pinned the kiom and wailed him dead. There was a gathering together after Viat was given back to the earth. Backs were bent against the sun, and the coveti thought together for a morning. When the sun pointed itself into their eyes, they shaded them with their open palms and spoke together. "The Strangers have wrought an evil thing with us." Dobi patted the dust before him. "Because of them, Viat is not. He came not back from the camp. Only his body came, breathing until it knew he would not return to it." "And yet, it may be that the Strangers are not evil. They came to us in peace. Even, they brought their craft down on barrenness instead of scorching our fields." Deci's eyes were eager on the sky. His blood was hot with the wonder of a craft dropping out of the clouds, bearing strangers. "Perhaps there was no need for us to move the coveti." "True, true," nodded Dobi. "They may not be of themselves evil, but it may be that the breath of them is death to us, or perhaps the falling of their shadows or the silent things that walk invisible from their friendly hands. It is best that we go not to the camp again. Neither should we permit them to find the coveti." "Cry them not forbidden, yet!" cried Deci, his crest rippling. "We know them not. To taboo them now would not be fair. They may come bearing gifts
…" "For gifts given, something always is taken. We have no wish to exchange our young men for a look at the Strangers." Dobi furrowed the dust with his fingers and smoothed away the furrows as Viat had been smoothed away. "And yet," Veti's soft voice came clearly as her blue crest caught the breeze, "it may be that they will have knowledge for us that we have not. Never have we taken craft into the clouds and back." "Yes, yes!" Deci's eyes embraced Veti, who held his heart. "They must have much knowledge, many gifts for us." ABC Amber Palm Converter,http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.html "The gift of knowledge is welcome," said Tefu in his low rumble. "But gifts in the hands have fangs and bonds." "The old words!" cried Deci. "The old ways do not hold when new ways arrive!" "True," nodded Dobi. "If the new is truly a way and not a whirlwind or a trail that goes no place. But to judge without facts is to judge in error. I will go to the strangers." "And I." Tefu's voice stirred like soft thunder. "And I? And I?" Deci's words tumbled on themselves and the dust stirred with his hurried rising. "Young—" muttered Tefu. "Young eyes to notice what old eyes might miss," said Dobi. "Our path is yours." His crest rippled as he nodded to Deci. "Deci!" Veti's voice was shaken by the unknown. "Come not again as Viat came. The heart you bear with you is not your own." "I will come again," cried Deci, "to fill your hands with wonders and delights." He gave each of her cupped palms a kiss to hold against his return. Time is not hours and days, or the slanting and shortening of shadows. Time is a held breath and a listening ear. Time incredible passed before the ripple through the grass, the rustle through reeds, the sudden sound of footsteps where it seemed no footsteps could be. The rocks seemed to part to let them through. Dobi led, limping, slow of foot, flattened of crest, his eyes hidden in the shadow of his bent head. Then came Tefu, like one newly blind, groping, reaching, bumping, reeling until he huddled against the familiar rocks in the fading sunlight. "Deci?" cried Veti, parting the crowd with her cry. "Deci?" "He came not with us," said Dobi. "He watched us go." "Willingly?" Veti's hands clenched over the memory of his mouth. "Willingly? Or was there force?" "Willingly?" The eyes that Tefu turned to Veti saw her not. They looked within at hidden things. "Force? He stayed. There were no bonds about him." He touched a wondering finger to one eye and then the other. "Open," he rumbled. "Where is the light?" 'Tell me," cried Veti. "Oh, tell me!" Dobi sat in the dust, his big hands marking it on either side of him. "They truly have wonders. They would give us many strange things for our devi." His fingers tinkled the fringing of his jacket. "Fabrics beyond our dreams. Tools we could use. Weapons that could free the land of every flesh-hungry kutu." "And Deci? And Deci?" Veti voiced her fear again. "Deci saw all and desired all. His devi were ripped off before the sun slid an arm's reach. He was like a child in a meadow of flowers, clutching, grabbing, crumpling and finding always the next flower fairer." Wind came in the silence and poured itself around bare shoulders. "Then he will return," said Veti, loosening her clenched hand. "When the wonder is gone." "As Viat returned?" Tefu's voice rumbled. "As I have returned?" He held his hand before his eyes and dropped his fingers one by one. "How many fingers before you? Six? Four? Two?" "You saw the Strangers, before we withdrew the coveti. You saw the strange garments they wore, the shining roundness, the heavy glitter and thickness. Our air is not air for them. Without the garments, they would die." "If they are so well wrapped against the world, how could they hurt?" cried Veti. 'They cannot hurt Devi. He will return." "I returned," murmured Tefu. "I did but walk among them and the misting of
their finished breath has done this to me. Only time and the Hidden Ones know if sight is through for me. "One was concerned for me. One peered at me when first my steps began to waver. He hurried me away from the others and sat away from me and watched with me as the lights went out. He was concerned for me—or was studying me. But I am blind." "And you?" asked Veti of Dobi. "It harmed you not?" ABC Amber Palm Converter,http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.html