Выбрать главу
dark, remembering how beautiful it was in the afternoon sun. Then the sun was gone and she saw a black ship destroyed, a home craft plunging to incandescent death, and the pink and green and yellow and all the other bright furs charring and crisping and the patterned materials curling before the last flare of flame. She leaned her head on her hand and shuddered. But then she saw the glitter of a silver ship, blackening and fusing, dripping monstrously against the emptiness of space. And heard the wail of a fatherless Splinter so vividly that she shoved the drawer in hastily and went back to look at his quiet sleeping face and to tuck him unnecessarily in. When she came back to bed, Thorn was awake, lying on his back, his elbows winging out. "Awake?" she asked as she sat down on the edge of the bed. "Yes." His voice was tense as the twang of a wire. "We're getting nowhere," he said. "Both sides keep holding up neat little hoops of ideas, but no one is jumping through, either way. We want peace, but we can't seem to convey anything to them. They want something, but they haven't said what, as though to tell us would betray them irrevocably into our hands, but they won't make peace unless they can get it. Where do we go from here?" "If they'd just go away—" Rena swung her feet up onto the bed and clasped her slender ankles with both hands. 'That's one thing we've established." Thorn's voice was bitter, "They won't go. They're here to stay—like it or not." "Thorn—" Rena spoke impulsively into the shadowy silence. "Why don't we just make them welcome? Why can't we just say, 'Come on in!' They're travelers from afar. Can't we be hospitable—" "You talk as though the afar was just the next county—or state!" Thorn tossed impatiently on the pillow. "Don't tell me we're back to that old equation— Stranger equals Enemy," said Rena, her voice sharp with strain. "Can't we assume they're friendly? Go visit with them—talk with them casually—" "Friendly!" Thorn shot upright from the tangled bedclothes. "Go visit! Talk!" His voice choked off. Then carefully calmly he went on. "Would you care to visit with the widows of our men who went to visit the friendly Linjeni? Whose ships dripped out of the sky without warning—" "Theirs did, too." Rena's voice was small but stubborn. "With no more warning than we had. Who shot first? You must admit no one knows for sure."
There was a tense silence; then Thorn lay down slowly, turned his back to Serena and spoke no more. "Now I can't ever tell," mourned Serena into her crumpled pillow. "He'd die if he knew about the hole under the fence." In the days that followed, Serena went every afternoon with Splinter and the hole under the fence got larger and larger. Doovie's mother, whom Splinter called Mrs. Pink, was teaching Serena to embroider the rich materials like the length they had given her. In exchange, Serena was teaching Mrs. Pink how to knit. At least, she started to teach her. She got as far as purl and knit, decrease and increase, when Mrs. Pink took the work from her, and Serena sat widemouthed at the incredible speed and accuracy of Mrs. Pink's furry fingers. She felt a little silly for having assumed that the Linjeni didn't know about knitting. And yet, the other Linjeni crowded around and felt of the knitting and exclaimed over it in their soft, fluty voices as though they'd never seen any before. The little ball of wool Serena had brought was soon used up, but Mrs. Pink brought out hanks of heavy thread such as were split and used in their embroidery, and after a glance through Serena's pattern book, settled down to knitting the shining brilliance of Linjeni thread. ABC Amber Palm Converter,http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.html Before long, smiles and gestures, laughter and whistling, were not enough, Serena sought out the available tapes—a scant handful—on Linjeni speech and learned them. They didn't help much since the vocabulary wasn't easily applied to the matters she wanted to discuss with Mrs. Pink and the others. But the day she voiced and whistled her first Linjeni sentence to Mrs. Pink, Mrs. Pink stumbled through her first English sentence. They laughed and whistled together and settled down to pointing and naming and guessing across areas of incommunication. Serena felt guilty by the end of the week. She and Splinter were having so much fun and Thorn was wearier and wearier at each session's end. "They're impossible," he said bitterly, one night, crouched forward tensely on the edge of his easy chair. "We can't pin them down to anything." "What do they want?" asked Serena. "Haven't they said yet?" "I shouldn't talk—" Thorn sank back in his chair. "Oh what does it matter?" he asked wearily. "It'll all come to nothing anyway!" "Oh, no, Thorn!" cried Serena. "They're reasonable human—" she broke off at Thorn's surprised look. "Aren't they?" she stammered. "Aren't they?" "Human? They're uncommunicative, hostile aliens," he said. "We talk ourselves blue in the face and they whistle at one another and say yes or no. Just that, flatly." "Do they understand—" began Serena. "We have interpreters, such as they are. None too good, but all we have." "Well, what are they asking?" asked Serena. Thorn laughed shortly. "So far as we've been able to ascertain, they just want all our oceans and the land contiguous thereto." "Oh, Thorn, they couldn't be that unreasonable!" "Well I'll admit we aren't even sure that's what they mean, but they keep coming back to the subject of the oceans, except they whistle rejection when we ask them point-blank if it's the oceans they want. There's just no communication." Thorn sighed heavily. "You don't know them like we do, Rena." "No," said Serena, miserably. "Not like you do." She took her disquiet, Splinter, and a picnic basket down the hill to the hole next day. Mrs. Pink had shared her lunch with them the day before, and now it was Serena's turn. They sat on the grass together, Serena crowding back her unhappiness to laugh at Mrs. Pink and her first olive with the same friendly amusement Mrs. Pink had shown when Serena had bit down on her first pirwit and had been afraid to swallow it and ashamed to spit it out. Splinter and Doovie were agreeing over a thick meringued lemon pie that was supposed to be dessert. "Leave the pie alone, Splinter," said Serena. "It's to top off on." "We're only tasting the fluffy stuff," said Splinter, a blob of meringue on his upper lip bobbing as he spoke. "Well, save your testing for later. Why don't you get out the eggs. I'll bet Doovie isn't familiar with them either." Splinter rummaged in the basket, and Serena took out the huge camp salt shaker. "Here they are, Mommie!" cried Splinter. "Lookit, Doovie, first you have to crack the shell—" Serena began initiating Mrs. Pink into the mysteries of hard-boiled eggs and it was all very casual and matter of fact until she sprinkled the peeled