But she'd momentarily lost the chance at sleep. Another few minutes passed behind the efforts of the delicious pages, the melodious singing, and the sumptuous wine. Going on midnight. Feeling tired again at a chapter break, she inserted the bookmark, spun her legs off the window seat, and mechanically folded the throw. She hand-washed the wineglass in the kitchen sink, its glass squeaking, and placed it carefully down into the drying rack. She watched a seaplane land-the last of the night-as it taxied across the lake's black water. As the groan of the propellers faded, she heard yet another unfamiliar creak from the bones of her houseboat.
This time she grabbed her gun and moved to the front door, intent on escorting Walker off the dock. Never mind that the residential phone numbers and addresses of police officers went unpublished, never mind that she'd carefully watched her car's rearview mirrors and had assured herself she hadn't been followed; she remained convinced it was Ferrell Walker creeping around out there, and it was beginning to get to her.
Thumbing aside the curtain on the narrow window to the left of the front door, she peered out toward Bob and Blair's place.
Their downstairs lights were off, the blue glow of a television emanated from the window of the loft. She saw that Robert and Lynn were still awake next door. Lynn's nephew, Gin, visiting from Japan was currently prowling the refrigerator. She'd been pulling the blinds extra carefully on that side of the houseboat, as Gin had a teenager's voyeuristic tendencies. With all the sounds, she knew she wouldn't sleep well if she didn't take a security lap around the house. It wouldn't be the first time she'd lapped the house. More typically, such trips were made to ensure structural integrity in the middle of a raging storm. Heading out now, on a relatively calm night with only a slight drizzle, while pushing her chest into a knot, hardly compared with challenging a forty-knot wind and sideways rain.
She grabbed the halogen penlight from her purse, pulled the Gore-Tex jacket over her pajamas, and let herself out while throwing the night latch to ensure no one sneaked in behind her. Precautions. Any practicing forensic psychologist learned to live with them-ex-cons who blamed you for their incarceration returned to pay their respects; ex-cops who'd been tossed from the force for drug abuse or continued spousal abuse decided you were the instigation behind their removal; prosecutors and detectives arrived at all hours believing they had every right to free advice.
Barefoot on the redwood decking, she headed counterclockwise around the corner, increasingly cautious with each turn. Her toes curled from the cold, wet wood, she tiptoed in bare feet, moving in a trained, controlled fashion, and snagged a splinter in her foot. Hopping on one foot to avoid the shooting pain, she balanced against the house and lifted her foot to the light. The thing was the size of a toothpick and sunk in pretty deep. Her focus shifted beyond her foot to the deck, where a thin film of rainwater left a silvery patina. Offset from that sheen were two muddy boot prints that led in succession from where she stood to her mudroom window. The window was beneath an overhang, dark in shadow. Suddenly it felt much colder out. There had been boot prints found at the construction site overlooking the hotel and Melissa Dunkin's room. She envisioned a man-hands cupped to that window, peeping her. Her orbit of the house completed, her nerves tingling, she hurried around to the back door and the hidden house key. LaMoia needed to hear about this. A moment later she was locked and bolted inside, the splinter and the pain it caused a forgotten footnote.
She wanted to tell LaMoia immediately, given that he was currently working a similar case. His tour over, he'd likely be home by now.
She hurried through the house, pulling blinds and double checking locks, feeling both exposed and vulnerable. She shed the raincoat but wrapped herself tightly in a thick robe, poured herself another wine, and sat down by the phone, staring at it. What to do? A pair of possible boot prints? Was that any kind of evidence? A couple of noises heard outside? As it was, she walked a delicate line in the department, part professional headshrinker, part cop. This duality, a full lieutenant who had been through the academy, yet a card-carrying Ph.D. in psychology, left most of the department thinking of her as a shrink, not a cop. An outsider. To raise a red flag over a pair of boot prints would make her look green, to say the least.
She picked up the phone and dialed. When LaMoia's recorded voice spoke, she nearly talked over it. "You said it, I didn't. So leave it, and don't sweat it... I'll get back to you." Beep.
She spoke his name, reconsidered, and hung up.
A minute later her phone rang. The caller-ID returned: OUT OF AREA. Her hand hesitated over the cradle, and she caught herself terrified to answer. Then her brain engaged-she would not allow anyone to do this to her. She answered.
"You rang?" LaMoia, cool, calm, collected. She resented that tone of his.
"I got your machine," she said.
"I screen," he said. "Caller-ID caught your name and number. You ought to be blocked, you know?"
She scribbled out a note to herself. "Got that right."
"What's up?"
She hesitated, his calm making her not want to sound like a schoolgirl.
He said, "Not to be rude, but I'm not exactly on your speed dialer. It's going on one o'clock in the morning. The late late news is rolling around in a couple minutes. The weekend coming up or not, I picture you as an early-to-bed, early-to-rise kind of person, beauty sleep and all that, not that you need it; and so then I get to thinking that maybe you're checking up on me, making sure I haven't succumbed to the great temptation, and I want you to know-"
"I wouldn't do that, John," she interrupted. "Not ever. You know that. What we did-Lou and I-we did out of... friendship.
It started and stopped in your kitchen that night. I'm not the Percodan police. Don't think like that."
"What am I supposed to think? Help me out here, Doc. Why'd you call, if not to check up on me?"
She stuttered and said, "To... to... check up on the lab work of Neal's."
"At twelve-thirty?"
"At twelve-thirty, yes."
A skeptical hesitation on his part. "Okay."
"What do we know?" she asked.
"Nothing yet," he suggested, clearly intrigued. "It's a little soon, don't you think?"
She couldn't bring herself to sound like a whiner. She over heard detectives mocking such women all the time, women on and off the force. She told herself that if she'd actually seen someone out there with her own eyes, if she could have supplied a description, anything at all worth investigating, then yes, she would have included him.
He asked, "You wouldn't happen to be lonely, would you?" Back to his old self.
"I beg your pardon?" If she told him now, this far into their conversation, he'd either overreact or laugh out loud. She couldn't handle either reaction right now.
"You sound ... I don't know ... a little off," he said.
"I'm fine." She wanted to keep him talking, to hear his voice.
"You sure? I could rent a video, something like that. There's a twenty-four-hour Blockbuster over on Denny. You got any popcorn?"
LaMoia offering friendship? Maybe she was the one on drugs. "It wasn't a social call."
"We could make it one."
"No thanks," she said, though surprisingly reluctantly. The offer didn't sound bad at all. "You're right about my hours. How about a rain check?" She felt touched that the usually selfish LaMoia could be so giving of himself. Ulterior motives? How badly did he want her at the hotel interview?
"Whatever," he said.
"Thanks, John." She felt an obligation to hang up, but at the same time, didn't want to. She left a pregnant pause on the line.