"Then I'm… all right?"
"I hope you are. Because I intend to test you just as soon as you're able… to perform at your best, that is. I've never had a man of my own choosing, one I 'put together myself,' so to speak. No, Roman Nose, I'm betting — and hoping — you'll be as good as new. Now, drink this. It will put you back to sleep again."
So Casca lived with the women. Even when he was well enough to be up and about, Miriam insisted that he continue the charade. Something about "inspiration." Casca did not tell her that he had never needed "inspiration" before. To tell the truth, though, he did dread moving back with the men, because he knew, the first smartass who made a crack would get his grinning face smashed in. And that didn't seem quite fair, considering all the risks these men had run for him. Besides, at least three more times the caravan was stopped by groups of the Sultan's men, and each time it was the disguise as a woman that saved Casca. Miriam and Ruth had it easier. Ruth was dressed as a young boy — the Sultan's men probably thought "eunuch" — and for Miriam, slovenly dress, a smear of dirt on her face, and black hair changed her completely. Casca thought the black hair was probably original, since, when he asked how she got his hair red, she answered, "Henna. From Egypt."
Miriam was unlike any whore Casca had ever known. She did have one failing though, religion. (After his own unfortunate experience with the religious, Casca tended to see danger signals in the piousness of others.) Yet he had to admit that Miriam, like Faisal, saw religion as something that made life better rather than the other way around, which was what Casca had so often seen. She delighted in reading to him stories from the religious scrolls Faisal had stored in secret compartments in his own cart. One story in particular she came back to over and over — the story of Rahab the whore who had hidden two Israelites under the cane rush of her roof in order to save them from the king's men. Casca suspected Miriam saw in Rahab the whore a reflection of herself. It seemed that she had helped Faisal often before. There was a secret passageway into the seraglio.
"Then I wasn't dreaming?"
"The pain you must have been in, you might have been dreaming. Of death. But, no, we were there. It was the night agreed on for me to come for Ruth."
"Lucky for me."
"Luck? No, Roman Nose. The hand of God."
There was no point in arguing with her. She had this faith in a God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob so deeply ingrained in her that Casca resisted the temptation to kid her about it. Hell, she even gave credit for his rapid healing to her "prayers" for him. A nice twist, he thought. Here's a whore who's more religious than most "respectable" women I have known. Yet, oddly, her religious feelings weren't obnoxious. Kinda nice, in a strange sort of way.
The primary thing about her was, of course, her body. Somewhere there probably were more beautiful bodies — nothing is ever so good it can't be bettered somewhere else, Casca had to remind himself. But this body here and now was damn, damn good, and increasingly he looked forward to bedding her.
There was one problem, though. This intimacy with women was too much. This eating with them, bathing with them, dressing with them — this living with them constantly did things to a man. Casca wondered if "Tonight."
"What?"
Casca had been hunkered down on the hard board seat at the front of the cart, watching the line of mountains ahead toward which they jolted, when Miriam had come up behind him and spoken into his ear in a voice so low it was almost inaudible.
"Tonight," she repeated. "You're well now. We've waited long enough. Tonight I bed you — or you bed me, if your manly pride insists it be that way."
That night, two things:
One, he was healed completely.
Good as new.
And, two, she was very, very good…
"Time to go." It was Faisal's voice, rousing Casca out of sleep. When he looked up, his arms still around the nude body of the sleeping Miriam snuggled against his own naked flesh, he saw amused approval in Faisal's eyes.
"Time to go," Faisal repeated. "Before the dawn comes."
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
Dawn found Casca miles from the caravan, riding an old French warhorse and wearing a secondhand suit of armor but with a brand-new identity. He was now a knight, and he had a rolled-up parchment scroll in a brass case to prove it. "Not that it will do all that much good," Faisal had said. "I've never known a knight yet who could read and write, and the monks are so poor at it — about all they can do is stumble through a little of their Bible — that almost any piece of paper with writing on it will impress them."
So Casca was now Sir Cayce Noire of Ruthmir in Ireland.
"Why Ireland?"
"I don't know. An old man's private whim I suppose. When I was younger — much younger than you — I was a soldier, a mercenary. I soldiered with a lot of men, but one I recall said he came from Ireland."
"'Where's that?' I asked."
"He said, 'in the Western sea, ' and, frankly, I don't know where that is — or whether such a place actually exists. But he was a damn good soldier. You are, too, so it fits. Besides, it's a good idea to have you from some very unfamiliar place. An Irish mercenary in Norman armor. The 'Noire' is for that black boss on your shield. The 'Ruthmir' I made up from Ruth and Miriam. There again none of the knights you might meet is going to show his ignorance by admitting he never heard of such a place. That's the beauty of dealing with ignorant people, my Roman friend. The one thing they least want known is the depth of their own ignorance."
So Casca had set out in the darkness for a castle in the hills ahead that Faisal knew about. It was on the route the Frankish pilgrims took to Jerusalem and was patrolled by a group of monks antagonistic to the order in Jerusalem. (The order of the Knights of St. John of Jerusalem to which Friar Dilorenzi had belonged.) Casca did not tell Faisal that it was he who had assassinated the friar. These monks were competing for the "honor" — there must be money in it somewhere, Casca interpreted — of aiding the pilgrims, and they were putting together a military arm.
"A perfect opening for you," Faisal had said. "You can 'consider' joining them, go with the next band of pilgrims heading west, and then when you get to the sea you're on your own." Faisal smiled. He was holding the lamp while Casca mounted the horse, and the amusement of the brown eyes in the bearded face was matched by the amusement in his voice: "It's not exactly healthy for you in Persia right now, and won't be for a hundred years. But, of course, you won't be around then."
Want to bet? Casca thought, but he didn't say it. He had looked down then into Miriam's eyes… Well, life for him had always been, would always be, one farewell after another…
Now that was all behind him. The dawn had just begun to redden the bottom part of the eastern sky. Everything else was dark, and it had been a moonless night. He could not even see the mass of the mountains ahead. Guess I'm going in the right direction… Faisal had shown him which group of stars to follow toward the mountains, and he supposed he had done it right. Until the clouds had obscured his view. It had been an odd night, though, up until the clouds appeared. There had been an awful lot of shooting stars. Casca remembered what Omar Khayyam had said about "swarms" of shooting stars. This must be one of the "swarms."
Well, he would never see Khayyam again. Too bad. He had liked the old man.
Someone else that he would never see again was Bu Ali. He had asked Faisal about the big Mameluke and discovered that the night of the palace fire had been almost as disastrous for Bu Ali as for him. The Jasmine Lady had turned her fury on Bu Ali — by some logic known only to Turkish women of her turn of mind — and blamed him. Warned by his own spies, Bu Ali had gotten out just in time. As best Faisal knew he was now back at Castle Alamut with Hassan al Sabah, but that might or might not be true. Anyway, Casca decided, it probably didn't matter. It would be nice to go back and settle the score with Bu Ali — but it wouldn't be too damn smart.