“Think of it as armor,” Shelley McLaren advised. “Kevlar body armor. My husband manufactures it, you know. He’s got a factory in North Carolina. Makes a fortune on it. And he sells it to the good guys and the bad guys. How do you rate that for cynical?”
Before Jillian could say anything in reply a waiter scurried up next to Shelley and whispered something in her ear. She nodded a number of times and her countenance darkened. “Okay,” she said to the waiter. “You tell Andre I’ll be there in a minute, okay?”
The waiter bowed from the waist. “Very good, madame. I’ll tell him now.”
“You do that,” Shelley McLaren snapped. Then she turned to Jillian, smiling as if nothing had upset her. “I have to go,” she said. “It seems that there has been some minor disaster in the kitchen. Something concerning burning rum balls and no one on earth, it seems, can take care of it but me and me alone.”
Jillian looked surprised. “This is your party? I though that the bank was throwing it.”
“Absolutely correct, madame,” said Shelley laughing. “But Jackson is a majority shareholder in the bank. Hence they want to invest in his company… and the party is up to me.”
“Oh,” said Jillian, feeling like a naive fool. She should have known that. Spencer should have told her about their host and the multi-layered complexities of the evening. “Of course. If you’re needed in the kitchen you should go.” She paused for a moment or two, then asked, “I could help out, if you need me.”
Shelley McLaren waved her off. “Don’t be ridiculous. I shouldn’t be bothered with it so why should you be? Have another glass of Kristal and forget about the rum balls. That champagne is costing my husband a hundred dollars a bottle. Drink as much as you can—I will, I’m trying to bankrupt him from inside. You know, like an undercover agent or something.”
Jillian laughed again. “No you’re not. I can tell. You love your husband.”
This time Shelley laughed. “I am going to call you and we are going to go out and listen to that wonderful laugh of yours. Yes? Am I right, Jillian?”
“Okay,” she replied. She felt as if she had really made a friend, her first one in New York City.
“Good,” said Shelley. “I’ll hold you to that. Now… if you’ll excuse me…” It was exactly the same thing that the dried-up socialite had said when she had wanted to dump Jillian. When she heard the words her face fell. Maybe she had been wrong about Shelley McLaren. Maybe New York was only interested in her husband.
But it turned out that she was wrong. Shelley walked a few feet, then turned on her high heel and walked back to Jillian Armacost. She looked’ at her for a moment, then spoke, and Jillian could tell she was speaking from the heart.
“Jillian-can I call you Jillian?”
“Of course,” Jillian replied.
“I don’t want you to worry…”
“Worry? Worry about what?”
Shelley waved her arms, as if gathering the entire vast room up and clutching it to her slim body. “About all of this. Don’t worry about it. Don’t worry if you never get used to this whole New York society thing. I never did.”
Jillian was completely calm. “I’m not worried about it, I’m here because my husband needed to be here.”
And Shelley McLaren smiled. “Just remember, AIDS is overcrowded with the wrong people.”
Jillian looked right back at her, her gaze not wandering, not even a centimeter. “But hunger is hot.”
Shelley laughed and touched her cheek lightly. “You’re learning so fast. You are going to be just fine…”
Then she walked away, leaving Jillian alone in that strange and alien crowd. Jillian took her slim flute of champagne into a corner of the vast room and sat down on a black velvet sofa. She took a sip of her drink and thought about how much her life had changed in the space of a few months. It had all been put into motion by that terrible accident that had befallen Spencer a few months before. If it had not been for those few terrifying minutes in space Alex Streck would still be alive, Natalie Streck would not have gone through with her bizarre suicide. She and Spencer would still be in Florida, he would be preparing for the next Victory mission, she would still be with her old second grade class… Calvin and Sarah under her charge… instead of being a neophyte socialite in the big, impersonal social capital of the world, New York City.
It was enough to make her mind whirl. So much had happened so quickly. She was almost scared to think about what would happen to her next.
As she sat on the little velvet sofa, musing on her immediate past and the chances for her immediate future, Spencer walked up to her. He held a flute of champagne in each hand and he swayed slightly on his feet as he looked down at her. It was apparent he had been drinking, but he did not appear to be drunk.
“Is this seat taken?” he asked, looking down at the small patch of black velvet next to her.
“Well,” said Jillian, “I guess not. I was saving it for my husband, but I don’t think he’s going to show.”
Spencer looked at his wife from head to toe, his eyes traveling the length of her slim body. “Your husband, huh? I’d say he’s one very lucky man.” He sat down heavily and handed one of the glasses of champagne to her. “Some men don’t understand just how good they have things. They don’t understand just how wonderful their wives are. Your husband… I’m guessing he’s some kind of pig.”
Jillian smiled but shook her head. “No, not a pig exactly… but recently he’s been a bit negligent.”
“My apologies,” said Spencer. He sounded sincere, as if he really had not realized that he had been neglecting his wife. His brief time in their new adopted city had been even more hectic and disorienting than hers. Now it struck him that he might have been just a tiny bit selfish. “Drink your champagne and feel better,” he said.
Jillian put the glass down on the little table next to the couch. “I’m afraid I’ve hit my limit, Spencer,” she said.
“Oh come on,” he replied. “Have one more glass. With me. It’ll do you some good.”
Jillian looked around the room, watching the rich people drink expensive spirits. “You know,” she said, “I thought your flyboy buddies back at the base could drink. But it looks like these people have got a real love for the joy juice.”
Spencer did not answer. He was looking deep into his wife’s eyes, so deeply in fact and with such intensity, Jillian felt slightly uncomfortable and blushed noticeably. He raised his glass and tapped it lightly against Jillian’s in a quiet toast.
“To us, Jillian,” he said softly.
“To us,” Jillian replied, her voice barely rising above the level of a whisper.
They both drank. Spencer took a mouthful, but Jillian merely sipped, barely wetting her lips with the golden champagne. She lowered her glass and touched her brow, suddenly feeling the tiniest bit woozy. She was not much of a drinker, but nervousness in these social situations had made her take more than she was used to.
“Oh …”she said. “That’s the one that does it. Just one glass too many.”
Spencer was still staring at her, but his look had altered slightly, now he was looking at her as if he was searching for something in his wife’s face.
“What?” Jillian asked feeling self conscious under the intensity of his gaze. “What is it?”
He did not answer with words. Instead he leaned in and kissed her forehead softly, brushing his lips across her skin. It was the sort of gesture a parent might make if taking a child’s temperature. Jillian did not notice the oddness of the gesture.
“Mmmm,” she said, closing her eyes. “That’s nice.”
“Yes it is,” Spencer replied. Still looking into her eyes, Spencer let his fingertips brush across the skin of her neck, touching her lightly, as if taking her pulse. Jillian swallowed and closed her eyes for a moment, her head whirling.