"I've got to tell you everything, I guess," Richards said. "I was telling you the truth about most of it, pal. But I didn't want to risk the chance that you might blab. "
The morning October sun was wonderfully warm on his back and neck and he wished he could stay on the hill all day, and sleep sweetly in fall's fugitive warmth.
He pulled the gun from where it had fallen and let it lie loosely on the grass. The boy's eyes went wide.
"Government," Richards said quietly.
"Jee-zus!" The boy whispered. Rolf sat beside him, his pink tongue lolling rakishly from the side of his mouth.
"I'm after some pretty hard guys, kid. You can see that they worked me over pretty well. Those clips you got there have got to get through. "
"I'll mail em," the boy said breathlessly. "Jeez, wait'll I tell-"
"Nobody," Richards said. "Tell nobody for twenty-four hours. There might be reprisals," he added ominously. "So until tomorrow this time, you never saw me. Understand?"
"Yeah! Sure!"
"Then get on it. And thanks, pal." He held out his hand and the boy shook it awefully.
Richards watched them trot down the hill, a boy in a red plaid shirt with his dog crashing joyfully through the golden-rod beside him. Why can't my Cathy have something like that?
His face twisted into a terrifying and wholly unconscious grimace of rage and hate, and he might have cursed God Himself if a better target had not interposed itself on the dark screen of his mind: the Games Federation. And behind that, like the shadow of a darker god, the Network.
He watched until he saw the boy, made tiny with distance, drop the tapes into the mailbox.
Then he got up stiffly, propping his crutch under him, and crashed back into the brush, angling toward the road.
The jetport, then. And maybe someone else would pay some dues before it was all over.
Minus 045 and COUNTING
He had seen an intersection a mile back and Richards left the woods there, making his way awkwardly down the gravel bank between the woods and the road.
He sat there like a man who has given up trying to hook a ride and has decided to enjoy the warm autumn sun instead. He let the first two cars go by; both of them held two men, and he figured the odds were too high.
But when the third one approached the stop sign, he got up. The closing-in feeling was back. This whole area had to be hot, no matter how far Parrakis had gotten. The next car could be police, and that would be the ballgame.
It was a woman in the car, and she was alone. She would not look at him; hitchhikers were distasteful and thus to be ignored. He ripped the passenger door open end was in even as the car was accelerating again. He was picked up and thrown sideways, one hand holding desperately onto the doorjam, his good foot dragging.
The thumping hiss of brakes; the air car swerved wildly. "What-who-you can't-
Richards pointed the gun at her, knowing he must look grotesque close up, like a man who had been run through a meat grinder. The fierce image would work for him. He dragged his foot in and slammed the door, gun never swerving. She was dressed for town, and wore blue wraparound sunglasses. Good looking from what he could see.
"Wheel it," Richards said.
She did the predictable; slammed both feet on the brake and screamed. Richards was thrown forward, his bad ankle scraping excruciatingly. The air car juddered to a stop on the shoulder, fifty feet beyond the intersection.
"You're that . . . you're . . . R-R-R-"
"Ben Richards. Take your hands off the wheel. Put them in your lap.
She did it, shuddering convulsively. She would not look at him. Afraid, Richards supposed, that she would be turned to stone.
"What's your name, ma'am?"
"A-Amelia Williams. Don't shoot me. Don't kill me. I . . . I . . . you can have my money only for God sake don't kill meeeeeeee- "
"Shhhhh," Richards said soothingly. "Shhhhh, shhhhhh." When she had quieted a little he said: "I won't try to change your mind about me, Mrs. Williams. Is it Mrs.?"
"Yes," she said automatically.
"But I have no intention of harming you. Do you understand that?"
"Yes," she said, suddenly eager. "You want the car. They got your friend and now you need a car. You can take it-it's insured-I won't even tell. I swear I won't. I'll say someone stole it in the parking lot-"
"We'll talk about it," Richards said. "Begin to drive. Go up Route 1 and we'll talk about it. Are there roadblocks?"
"N-yes. Hundreds of them. They'll catch you.
"Don't lie, Mrs. Williams. Okay?"
She began to drive, erratically at first, then more smoothly. The motion seemed to soothe her. Richards repeated his question about roadblocks.
"Around Lewiston," she said with frightened unhappiness. "That's where they got that other mag-fellow.
"How far is that?"
"Thirty miles or more."
Parrakis had gotten farther than Richards would have dreamed.
"Will you rape me?" Amelia Williams asked so suddenly that Richards almost barked with laughter.
"No," he said; then, matter-of-factly: "I'm married."
"I saw her," she said with a kind of smirking doubtfulness that made Richards want to smash her. Eat garbage, bitch. Kill a rat that was hiding in the breadbox, kill it with a whiskbroom and then see how you talk about my wife.
"Can I get off here?" she asked pleadingly, and he felt a trifle song for her again.
"No," he said. "You're my protection, Mrs. Williams. I have to get to Voigt Field, in a place called Derry. You're going to see that I get there."
"That's a hundred and fifty miles!" she wailed.
"Someone else told me a hundred."
"They were wrong. You'll never get through to there."
"I might," Richards said, and then looked at her. "And so might you, if you play it right. "
She began to tremble again but said nothing. Her attitude was that of a woman waiting to wake up.
Minus 044 and COUNTING
They traveled north through autumn burning like a torch.
The trees were not dead this far north, murdered by the big, poisonous smokes of Portland, Manchester, and Boston; they were all hues of yellow, red, brilliant starburst purple. They awoke in Richards an aching feeling of melancholy. It was a feeling he never would have suspected his emotions could have harbored only two weeks before. In another month the snow would fly and cover all of it.
Things ended in fall.
She seemed to sense his mood and said nothing. The driving filled the silence between them, lulled them. They passed over the water at Yarmouth, then there were only woods and trailers and miserable poverty shacks with outhouses tacked on the sides (yet one could always spot the Free-Vee cable attachment, bolted on below a sagging, paintless windowsill or beside a hinge-smashed door, winking and heliographing in the sun) until they entered Freeport.
There were three police cruisers parked just outside of town, the cops meeting in a kind of roadside conference. The woman stiffened like a wire, her face desperately pale, but Richards felt calm.
They passed the police without notice, and she slumped.
"If they had been monitoring traffic, they would have been on us like a shot," Richards said casually. "You might as well paint BEN RICHARDS IS IN THIS CAR on your forehead in Day-Glo."
"Why can't you let me go?" she burst out, and in the same breath: "Have you got a jay?"
Rich folks blow Dokes. The thought brought a bubble of ironic laughter and he shook his head.
"You're laughing at me?" she asked, stung. "You've got some nerve, don't you, you cowardly little murderer! Scaring me half out of my life, probably planning to kill me the way you killed those poor boys in Boston--
"There was a full gross of those poor boys," Richards said. "Ready to kill me. That's their job."
"Killing for pay. Ready to do anything for money. Wanting to overturn the country. Why don't you find decent work? Because you're too lazy! Your kind spit in the face of anything decent. "