The degradation and disrepair was a recent occurrence. There were signs that at one time, not so long ago, the farm had been well tended; the fences whitewashed, the barn stalls cleaned regularly, the house well cared for. All of the prideful chores had since gone by the wayside, lost in the depression and reality of death.
A few chickens appeared out of nowhere, happily pecking at the mud, searching out gravel and dirt anywhere they could find it, clucking as if they didn’t have a care in the world. They didn’t notice the red-tail hawk circling overhead, but Josiah did.
A small garden stood at the back of the house with herbs and a few stalks of corn still struggling to survive, even though it was November. Weeds were thick, gone to seed, and there would surely be no sign of the garden next year if Billie’s luck continued on as it had.
The horses didn’t look like they had been cared for properly in a good while, either. Josiah couldn’t fault Billie for the neglect. He just felt sad for her. Surely there were town folk that could have come out to help her, but it didn’t look like that had happened. He wondered why.
Of the two horses, only one looked to be of use. It was a tall palomino mare, her buckskin coat still shiny, but not nearly as much as it could be with some tending. Her mane was almost pure white. She looked to be about fifteen hands tall.
The other horse was a mare, too—a swaybacked black horse, graying at the snout and a good deal shorter than the palomino. The black mare eyed Josiah cautiously, backing up and snorting as he made his way toward the lean-to.
He found a catch box about a third full of moist oats, scooped out a handful, and offered it to whichever one of the horses would come to him.
“That there black one is Sulky. I’ve had her since I was a little girl. She’s been skittish and leery of men ever since I knowed her.”
Sulky looked up and seemed to calm down right away at the sound of Billie’s voice. Billie had a habit of sneaking up behind people much like Josiah’s old Mexican friend Juan Carlos.
Josiah spun around to see Billie standing a few feet behind him. He had not heard her approach. She’d startled him, and his hand immediately went for his six-shooter, which, of course, wasn’t there. “Sorry, you caught me unaware.”
The baby was nowhere to be seen.
There was still no emotion on Billie’s face. None that Josiah could read, anyway. She seemed as cold as a block of ice in January.
“The other one is Charlie’s horse. Lady Mead. He just called her Mead, but I liked it when he said her full name. He was awful damn proud of that horse.”
The palomino accepted Josiah’s offer and took the oats from his hand eagerly.
“She likes you,” Billie said.
“Seems so.”
“She tries to bite me when she thinks I’m not lookin’.” Billie walked up to Josiah’s side as Lady Mead finished the oats. “You’re really leavin’?”
“Yes.”
“What are your plans? Runnin’ off in the daylight don’t seem to be too wise, to me.”
He turned and faced Billie. “I’m not running.”
“What do you mean?”
“Rangers don’t run.”
“So you’re just gonna waltz right into town and confront that ugly Mick?”
“Something like that.”
“Something like that?” Billie echoed, putting each hand firmly on a hip, digging her feet into the ground. “They’ll kill you. They’ll just straight-out kill you. Do you want to die, Josiah Wolfe? Is that it?”
“No, Billie, I don’t. You know that. I got reasons to live, but this fight needs to be over. If I run, I’ll be looking over my shoulder the whole way. Even worse than that, I’d just be leading them back to my home. I’ve already seen my son in the hands of an evil man intent on doing me, and him, harm once. I’m not about to let that happen again.”
“Your son ain’t gonna have a ma or pa the way you’re goin’. It ain’t gonna matter whether you’re brave or not. Dead is dead. I know that firsthand.”
“I know you do, but I’m not changing my mind. I figure if I go into town I can appeal to the sheriff’s sense of justice. If I’m guilty of a crime, I deserve a fair trial. I just need to get to him and tell him my side of the story. I was captured by two Comanche, because O’Reilly has a bounty on me. He doesn’t have the right, or the power, but somehow, he’s using it. Used it to bring me here.”
“Are you just foolhardy? There’s a mob in town that dragged two men out of the jail and strung them up without one mention of a trial. Now, I ain’t defendin’ that dead Hardin boy, he was rotten to the core and all, but he got nothin’ but a long rope, and not a second of justice. If there was such a thing for him. You think you’re any different?”
“I’m a Ranger, not a gunfighter’s brother.” Josiah stared at Billie. “And, it’s the only way you’ll be safe. Today, tomorrow, and thereafter. They won’t ever know you helped me. It’s the only way, Billie.”
Billie drew in a deep breath. “They’d kill you if they thought I’d had anything to do with you. I don’t want you to die because I gave you shelter, I couldn’t live with myself, not after losin’ Charlie like I did.”
“I won’t.”
“All right then . . . there are a few things of Charlie’s I want you to have so you can at least have a fightin’ chance. The first being Lady Mead. She can run like the wind when she has to.”
“I can’t take the horse,” Josiah said.
Billie exhaled. “It’s one less thing I have to care for, all right?”
“I’ll consider her a loan.”
“Consider it what you want. It tears out my heart just to look at that horse. Now I got Charlie’s eyes starin’ right back at me from his little girl’s eyes. Ain’t that enough of a reminder of what I don’t got?”
The palomino nudged Josiah with her long, elegant nose, begging for more oats. He couldn’t tell her no any more than he could decline Billie’s generous, but painful, offer.
CHAPTER 13
Once Josiah cinched the saddle tight on Lady Mead, there was nothing else left to do but leave.
Billie stood on the stoop holding the baby. “You sure I can’t talk you out of this?”
“I’m sure, ma’am.”
“All right, then. I guess I understand. No man wants to live his life lookin’ over his shoulder. I could tell certain things about you the second I laid eyes on you, and that was one of ’em.” Billie’s eyes looked past Josiah to Lady Mead. “That rifle all you got?”
Josiah nodded. “It’ll be enough.” It was a lie, and he knew it. He had five shots left in the Spencer. He was a good shot—but he wasn’t a great shot. Every one of them would have to count—and even then that probably wouldn’t matter at all. He knew he was most likely walking into a firing squad.
“Hold on,” Billie said.
She didn’t give Josiah time to protest—she disappeared back inside the house in the blink of an eye.
For once, Josiah didn’t voice an objection, though his instinct told him to get on the buckskin palomino right then and there and take off at a good run, test out the horse and see if she ran as fast as Billie said she did. But he couldn’t leave without a proper good-bye. At least a proper thank-you. Josiah wasn’t real good at saying good-bye.
Billie returned quickly. She’d left the baby behind, inside the house, but was carrying a hand-tooled leather gun belt with a full holster that was packed with a six-shooter and enough bullets to get him through a long gunfight. Billie held it out to Josiah. “Here, take this, too. I ain’t got no use for it.”
“I can’t take Charlie’s gun, Billie. You need something to protect yourself with.”