"It is nothing very complicated," Macurdy said. "Even with my crippled leg, I could be called into the army in a clerical role, or manning some flak battery. But if I am thought to be feeble-minded, there is much less risk. Also, fewer demands are made on me."
Her aura reflected skepticism. "Is your limp as bogus as your feeble-mindedness?"
In answer, he pulled his left trouser leg above the knee. She grimaced at the scarring.
"It appears to be genuine," she said, and ended the briefing. As Macurdy walked the few yards to Greszak's office, he examined the morning and what he'd learned, both about the mission and Anna Hofstetter.
She'd talked with Schurz about him. Schurz knew he spoke English-dreamed in it!-but apparently hadn't told her. Meanwhile, Anna's aura showed that she mistrusted him, had for some time, yet she hadn't blown the whistle.
Schurz, Berta, and now Anna had covered for him. He would never have imagined such a thing. Strange, very strange.
For several more days, Macurdy continued his training under Greszak. On one of them, Anna took him to the room he thought of now as their private conference room. On their way, they passed Tsulgax in the corridor. As usual, Tsulgax scowled at him.
"I wonder why Herr Tsulgax dislikes me so?" he murmured. "I have never said or done anything to him."
"He doesn't simply dislike you," Anna said drily. "He hates you. He considers you a threat to his father."
Macurdy's buzz-cut crawled. "His father? Who is his father?"
"The Crown Prince. To whom he is thoroughly devoted."
"But-how am I a threat to the Crown Prince?"
"I don't know. Nor does Tsulgax. It is simply something he feels. He believes that he senses the future. Not sees it, but senses it." Macurdy turned her answer over in his mind without saying anything. A threat to Kurgosz? He didn't even dislike Kurgosz, really.
They entered the room. "So you read their minds," he murmured.
"Not the Voitar's minds. They are totally opaque to me. But Tsulgax has no more shielding than he has compassion."
"Do you read mine?" Montag asked.
"I think you know the answer to that. No, not yours. Some people, and most psychics, have a shield which, if they feel sufficient trust, they lower, knowingly or not. But even if they do not lower it, I can sense their emotions and attitudes, and learn much from those. I have learned much about you."
Macurdy met her gaze mildly. "I know what people feel sometimes."
"I am sure you do. Herr Schurz thinks you read auras, and I believe he is right."
Macurdy neither verified nor denied it. "You do not show very much what you feel," he said, "even to me. But I don't mind. It is not necessary that I know."
Her aura and face both reflected wry irritation. "Do not be coy with me, Herr Montag. If we are to work together, please show me some respect."
"My apologies. I do respect you, and I am ready to listen." She looked away, gathering her thoughts, then returned her gaze to him. "There is serious risk in what they have planned for us," she said, "but considering everything, I believe we can succeed." She paused. "Of course, if we are captured, we may be executed."
He ignored the comment. "Can you read the Colonel's thoughts?"
"As necessary"
"Does he know that?"
"He knows I am a telepath, but has decided not to be troubled by it."
"What have you learned from him?" He asked the question as much for her reaction as for information.
Her gaze was direct, calm but intent. "He has considerable confidence in both of us. Remarkably, he trusts us."
"Have you learned anything from him about the Voitar?"
"Quite a bit. It seems they came here through some `opening' on the Witches' Ridge. But you know more about that than I. Apparently in their country, explosives are useless, but they are interested in steam engines and water pumps. Also in ship building'."
Ship building? That definitely seemed false.
"In return they train us, mostly without useful results, probably because of our shortcomings as psychics, rather than theirs as teachers. Also, eight of them will travel to northern France, to help fight the invasion when it comes. To do what it seems we cannot-create terror monsters that are real, physical, and set them against the enemy."
Macurdy tried to imagine what those monsters would be like. Physical, she'd said. Vaguely he remembered nightmares, and a chill ran over him.
"When do they leave?"
"In May. On the tenth, unless it's been changed again."
"How will they get there?"
Anna seemed unhappy with the question, as if she'd struggled with it before, to no good conclusion. "Not by rail," she said. "They will travel on rivers and canals. There was also something about walking. Or"-she shrugged uncomfortably-"running, actually. Accompanied by a motorized escort. It makes no sense."
To Macurdy it did. Certainly more sense than an interest in shipbuilding. "When do we leave?"
"I don't know. But soon, obviously." Anna got up. "It is time you returned to your drills."
Montag nodded. The drills were definitely a waste of time now, but orders were orders, and anyway there was nothing else to do. If he had his way, they'd leave the next day.
That evening, leaving the dining room, Anna's aura reflected repressed excitement, though physically she seemed her usual calm self. She paused outside the door, and as he passed, she murmured, "Very soon now. Very soon."
Tomorrow? he wondered. The next day? She should have been explicit. Or maybe she didn't know explicitly.
Afterward, in the reading room, Berta sat down beside Montag while he played solitaire. "You've been back for a week now," she murmured.
He nodded, then got up. "Let's talk in the corridor," he replied, and they went out.
"The rumor," Berta said, "was that you went somewhere with the Voitar. To wherever they came from." She put light fingers on his arm. "You and I should go to the party room. I've missed you. And I am curious."
"I'd have invited you," Montag said, "but while I was gone, I had more sex than I could handle. For the first time in my life. I'm not sure I've recovered yet."
"I've seen you with that scrawny little Hofstetter lately. Perhaps you have enough energy to take her downstairs."
"You live in the same room with her. You should know whether she slips out at night."
"Perhaps you screw her during the day. You are known to go into an empty classroom together. Apparently with permission."
"You might ask Schurz why we do that. Or Colonel Landgraf. They know. We are under orders, she and I."
Berta sulked. "Orders! She is a Jewess. That sharp face, scrawny body…"
"If she was sent here by the Gestapo, as I was, that is hardly possible."
Berta deflated. "Shit, Kurt, I know that. And I have nothing against Anna. I'm just jealous. She has the hots for you, and you're allowed to spend time together. Can we go downstairs tonight? I want you badly."
He considered. This was no time to get caught out after hours. The mission with Anna was his chance to report what he'd learned to Grosvenor Square. Or- If he was caught with Berta tonight, with the mission so close, what would they do to him? He had an assignment, and there seemed to be no one else they could send. He'd simply say it had been his last chance to go to bed with Berta. Besides, there was that old saw about Hell having no fury like a woman scorned.