Tony Bennett yawned. “I don’t understand what you just said, Mr. Loomis. But I didn’t like the tone.” He stretched in such a way as to make visible the outline of something gun-buttish against his sport coat.
Loomis felt the flutter in his gut go spastic. The air took on a sour radiance. Scarface’s hand was on his shoulder again, again very gently. “Calm down, Mr. Loomis.”
“I feel like you’re threatening me.”
“Nobody’s threatening anybody.”
“We’re having a conversation.”
“Who are you? What do you want from me?”
“You don’t ask the questions,” Tony Bennett said quietly. “That’s not how this relationship works.” He slipped his hand inside his jacket and let it stay there. “How it works is you go get in your car there and drive home and kiss your wife and send those thank-you notes.”
“And you do one more thing,” Scarface said. “You play it smart and keep your mouth shut.”
Loomis drove straight to Taco Bell and ordered three chalupas and a Diet Pepsi and ate them in his car, like an American, then fished a Camel Light from the pack hidden in the wheel well. Later he would vomit or have the runs, perhaps both, perhaps simultaneously.
The police officer he spoke to on the phone was a female who sounded black, which was fine.
“When you say accosted, can you be more specific?”
“They approached me in a threatening manner. They spoke about my wife and daughter, about intimate details of our life.”
“Intimate details being what?”
“Just, you know, domestic issues between my wife and I.”
“Are you in the midst of a dispute with your wife?”
“No,” Loomis said. “That’s not the point. Wait a second. Are you accusing me—”
“Nobody’s accusing you, sir.”
“I’m practically gunned down in broad daylight by a couple of mooks who’ve been surveilling my family, and your response is to suggest that I beat my wife?”
The officer took some time to absorb this. “What do you mean by mook?” she said finally.
Loomis closed his eyes and whispered, just in his mind, Nigger, kike, spic.
“Did either of these gentlemen make an explicit threat?”
“They didn’t say, We’re going to kill you. We were in a parking lot. One of them had a gun!”
“Did he aim the gun at you, sir?”
“He stretched in a way that made it obvious he had a gun.”
“So you didn’t actually see the gun?”
“I saw the clear outline of a gun.”
“Did they demand money or property?”
“No.”
“What did they want, exactly?”
Loomis flashed to the thank-you cards, which were in the shape of little ice cream cones, no doubt hand-cut by an order of incorporated monks. Fourteen bucks for a pack of twelve — the sort of quaint corruption upon which American capitalism now relied.
“I can’t help you if you don’t tell me everything, you know,” the cop said in her patient, insinuating tone. “Let me ask you this: Have there been problems in your marriage recently?”
“For fuck’s sake,” Loomis said. “I’m the victim.”
Kate had made her virtuous stir-fry. She was feeling fat, though she weighed only five pounds more than the day they married, whereas Loomis, upon reaching forty, had bloated up like a tick. He stared down the soggy broccoli florets and tempeh chunks and felt a surge of empathy for his children, Izzy, age ten, and four-year-old Trevor, who had once referred to this meal, in a phrase appropriated from Izzy, who had appropriated it from Loomis, as “Mommy’s shit-fry.”
Everything was fine. He was home, his drafty little home on the outskirts of Boston. Kate ate like she always ate, mauling her food, punishing it for her hunger. She asked everyone to say their Favorite Part of the Day. It was part of her Gratitude Agenda. Izzy said reading Harry Potter. Trevor said building a cave for his Uhmoomah. Kate said snuggling with her Uhmoomahs before school. Loomis said being here with all of you right now. He looked round the table and felt the truth of it punch his throat.
“Awwww,” Kate said.
“Dad’s being sweet,” Izzy said suspiciously.
Trevor farted. “Broccoli fart,” he observed.
They’d been married a decade: met in grad school for library science, danced to the wretched bands then being danced to, broke up, found new people, backslid. Then Kate announced her move to Boston, do or die, and Loomis did, in a small Vermont ceremony officiated by Kate’s best friend, The Lesbian Anita. It was a modern arrangement.
When Trevor came along, Kate quit her position at Widener Library to become a full-time mom, and Loomis was suddenly the sole breadwinner. He bid farewell to his post at the branch library reference desk and made for the ergometric wards of biotech, where remarkable things were being done to override our loser genetic material.
After dinner Kate read a story to Trevor while Loomis forked at the crud in the toaster oven and tried to figure his approach.
In the bedroom, Kate was rubbing coconut butter into her ankles. “What’s with you?” she said. “You seem tense.”
“What’s with me,” Loomis said, “is that your goons came and talked to me.”
Kate’s expression landed somewhere between bewilderment and mirth. “My what?”
Loomis saw his error at once. Kate didn’t hire goons to resolve marital issues. She communicated. She lit candles and acknowledged the underlying conflict, and sometimes later they screwed in some mildly raunchy yoga way, though not so much recently because Loomis was fat and often failed to be present in the moment.
“Did you say goons?”
“Did I say what?”
“Goons.”
“I said,” Loomis said slowly, experimentally, “that I’m sick of the balloons. I feel like they’re stalking me. We had this thing at work—”
“Balloons?”
“Just listen, honey. We had this thing at work, one of these team-building exercises, and they ordered everyone to blow up huge balloons with, like, foot pumps, and the balloons had all these, like, Buddhist affirmations on them, like Tranquility is the ultimate dividend. And after a while with these balloons, it was like they were stalking me.”
Kate stared at him for several seconds. “That’s not what you said, Todd.”
“Yeah, it is,” Loomis said. He despised his imagination; it was a retarded psychopath. “I’m sorry, sweetie. It is what I said. About the balloons. It was a strange experience. I don’t know if I can explain it, really.”
Kate inspected her buttered ankles. The room smelled like a Caribbean island they would never visit for ethical reasons. “Why are you smoking again?”
“I’m not smoking. I had one cigarette. It was a long day.”
“What with the balloons and all?”
Kate was being an asshole, but only because he had been an asshole first. This was their dynamic.
“Hey. Remember those thank-you cards? For Izzy’s party?”
Kate closed her eyes in forbearance. “We settled that. She’ll make homemade cards next time and put them in school cubbies.”
“Right. No. Of course. That’s a great plan. I meant the ones for the party we just had.”
“Do we have to go over this right now?”
“No. We don’t have to.”
“Good.”
Izzy appeared in the doorway. “Why are you guys fighting?”
“We’re not fighting,” Loomis said.