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MADDIE: I was hoping to dance, drink, have fun. Get out of my head for a while, I guess.

NITA: What was in your head that you were hoping to get away from?

[. . .]

MADDIE: Uh. Stuff?

NITA: You don’t have to answer questions you’re not comfortable with.

MADDIE: Okay, I’m gonna not answer that one.

NITA: Totes fair, totes fair. Were you out alone last night?

MADDIE: I was by the time you got there. A couple of people I knew from work had come with me, but they went home early.

NITA: And you stayed.

MADDIE: Didn’t have any other plans for the night. And like I said, I wanted to, you know—

NITA: Get out of your head.

MADDIE: Yeah. And get laid, I guess. I mean, I don’t know if I put it like that to myself, but if we’re gonna be blunt about it, yeah. I wanted to find somebody. Or at least dance with somebody.

NITA: Just like Whitney, huh.

MADDIE: Who?

NITA: Seriously? You don’t—okay, we’re gonna deal with that later. But I will say that you are a serious outlier in my study, at least with your knowledge of eighties music.

MADDIE: Ooh, an outlier. I like the sound of that. Though I’m curious about how many other subjects you’ve, uh, interviewed.

NITA: We can talk about that later too. All right, this isn’t a normal question for my interviews, but . . . Can I ask about, uh—

[Static.]

NITA: What the hell?

[are you sure you]

MADDIE: Something wrong?

[want to]

NITA: Yeah, the recorder’s being weird. Piece of crap.

MADDIE: What were you going to ask?

NITA: The scars on your back. What are they from?

[. . .]

NITA: You don’t have to answer that if you don’t—

MADDIE: Yeah, I’ll pass. It’s, uh. Not really first-date material.

NITA: Sorry. [Clears throat.] Though if you’re amenable to follow-up interviews, you could give me your number.

[Laughter.]

MADDIE: Shit, that was smooth. Fine. Gimme your phone.

NITA: I’m gonna pause the recording, okay? We can finish the interview after breakfast. You don’t have anywhere to be, do you?

MADDIE: Nowhere I’m not happy to—

[End of recorded material.]

Entry 2.

[Beginning of recorded material.]

[Voices, jazz music, rattling cutlery.]

NITA: Okay, so we are at KnockBox Café, Chicago, Illinois, and it is . . . 2:24 in the afternoon, September 29th, 2013. And I’m here with the lovely Maddie for our, ahem, follow-up interview.

MADDIE: Follow-up interview my ass. [Into microphone.] She asked me out on a date.

NITA: It’s an interview! I’m recording it!

MADDIE: How is this going to fit into your sexnography or whatever if we’re not actually . . .

NITA: In bed?

[Maddie clears her throat.]

NITA: Well, I’m not gonna make any presumptions, but, like, I’m not here just for the sake of science.

MADDIE: I thought it was art.

NITA: Sociologically influenced art.

MADDIE: Let your record show that I am rolling my eyes right now.

[Laughter.]

NITA: So I missed some of the questions on my initial interview, because a certain someone distracted me. You ready for them?

MADDIE: Let me get coffee first. I feel like I’m gonna need caffeine if you’re gonna ask me about my sex life in public.

NITA: Let me get your drink, okay? I promise, the imaginary ethics review board won’t object.

MADDIE: Okay. Can you get me a dirty chai? With soy milk?

NITA: Sure.

[21 seconds of ambient noise.]

MADDIE: This is so transparently a—maybe not a date, but it’s definitely a something. I have no idea why I am actually charmed by this. [Whispering into microphone.] It doesn’t hurt that you’re cute as hell.

[14 seconds of ambient noise.]

MADDIE: It’s been a long time since I felt like this. I don’t know if I . . .

[39 seconds of ambient noise.]

NITA: Okay. So. Are you from Chicago?

MADDIE: I’m from Washington. State, not D.C. A tiny mountain town up in the Cascades.

NITA: What’s it called?

MADDIE: You wouldn’t have heard of it. It’s a wide spot in the road called—

[Garbled.]

NITA: . . . Yeah, definitely haven’t heard of it.

MADDIE: Told you. Most people in Washington don’t even know it’s there.

NITA: What’s it like?

MADDIE: Used to be a logging town, now it’s a ghost town. Gray and rainy. Lots of forests, lots of overgrown clearcuts.

NITA: Is it pretty, at least? With the woods and the mountains?

MADDIE: I guess. Pretty isn’t really the word I’d use.

NITA: What word would you use, then? To describe it?

MADDIE: Hmmm. Fairy-tale-ish. But not the nice kind of fairy tale. Not something Disney would make into a movie.

NITA: [Laughs.] I’m gonna nod like I totally understand what you’re talking about.

MADDIE: You never read the old versions of fairy tales? The kind where, like, girls drown and turn into swans—

NITA: WHAT? Wait. You’re saying that [garbled] had, like, kids drowning and—

MADDIE: No! No. Just. Uh. My mom just had, uh, books when I was a kid, and I— It’s just like the sort of place where you could imagine things happening. Like Twin Peaks? Have you seen that? Sorta like that. Very David Lynch. Yeah.

[. . .]

NITA: . . . Okay! Moving on. So when did you move to Chicago?

MADDIE: Just this year.

NITA: From [garbled]?

MADDIE: No, no, I left there after, uh, 2009. I’ve lived in a few places since then.

NITA: Just get restless?

MADDIE: Something like that. I guess I, uh, haven’t really wanted to get tied down to a particular place.

NITA: Cool, I get that. Sorta. I grew up in the suburbs and then, like, moved here for college. Anyway. Next question: do you still talk to your parents and—

MALE VOICE: I got a latte and a dirty chai with soy!

MADDIE: I’ll get them.

[. . .]

NITA: Thanks.

MADDIE: Thank you. You’re the one who bought them. So . . . I don’t really want to talk about my parents, if that’s okay?

NITA: Of course! Yeah. Like I said, this is—

MADDIE: Have you seriously asked everyone that you’ve . . . you know. Slept with. Have you asked them these questions?

NITA: Yeah. I mean, it’s a little less awkward when you’ve already, like, stuck your face in someone’s pussy.

MADDIE: . . . True. I guess.

[. . .]

NITA: Did I make it weird? I think I made it weird.

MADDIE: No, it’s fine.

NITA: I don’t want to make you uncomfortable. I’m just . . . curious. About you.

[The ambient noise briefly dips in volume. One of them breathes. The other fiddles nervously with a pen. The moment passes; conversations and the music resume.]

MADDIE: It’s okay. I mean. Also I don’t know how to tell you this, but, uh. You’re interviewing the randos you take home for sex, it was never not gonna be weird.

NITA: [Sighs.] Yeah, fair.

MADDIE: It’s all right. I’m used to weird.

NITA: Sounds like it.

[. . .]

MADDIE: What? Is there something on my face?

NITA: No, it’s not . . . Can I just . . .

MADDIE: What?

NITA: Would you mind if I kissed you? I just . . . I’m curious.

MADDIE: Yeah. Yeah, all right.

[. . .]

[Soft laughter.]

NITA: [Softly.] Yeah, that’s as good as I remember.