She touched the button again, then gestured toward the door that led into the main part of the building. «Straight down the corridor,» she said sweetly, «the last door on your right.»
I nodded and followed instructions. She went back to her magazine.
Jim Halliday was waiting for me inside Room A-14.
My knees actually went weak. He was sitting on the corner of the desk that was the only furniture in the little, tile-paneled room. There was a mini-TV on the desk. The convention was roaring and huffing through the tiny speaker.
«Hello, Marie.» He reached out and took my hand.
I pulled it away, angrily. «So that ‘live’ interview from your hotel was a fake, too. Like all your taped phone conversations with your think-tank leaders.»
He smiled at me. Gravely. «No, Marie. I haven’t faked a thing. Not even the way I feel about you.»
«Don’t try that…» But my voice was as shaky as my body.
«That was James J. Halliday being interviewed in San Francisco, live, just a few minutes ago. I watched it on the set here. It went pretty well, I think.»
«Then… who the hell are you?»
«James J. Halliday,» he answered. And the back of my neck started to tingle.
«But—»
He held up a silencing hand. From the TV set, a florid speaker was bellowing, «This party must nominate the man who has swept all the primary elections across this great land. The man who can bring together all the elements of our people back into a great, harmonious whole. The man who will lead us to victory in November…»—The roar of applause swelled to fill the tiny bare room we were in—«… The man who will be our next President!» The cheers and applause were a tide of human emotion. The speaker’s apple-round face filled the little screen: «James J. Halliday, of Montana!»
I watched as the TV camera swept across the thronged convention hall. Everybody was on their feet, waving Halliday signs, jumping up and down. Balloons by the thousands fell from the ceiling. The sound was overpowering. Suddenly the picture cut to a view of James J. Halliday sitting in his hotel room in San Francisco, watching his TV set and smiling.
James J. Halliday clicked off the TV in the laboratory room and we faced each other in sudden silence.
«Marie,» he said softly, kindly, «I’m sorry. If we had met another time, under another star…»
I was feeling dizzy. «How can you be there… and here…»
«If you had understood Corio’s work, you’d have realized that it laid the basis for a practical system of cloning human beings.»
«Cloning…»
«Making exact replications of a person from a few body cells. I don’t know how Corio does it—but it works. He took a few patches of skin from me, years ago, when we were in school together. Now there are seven of us, all together.»
«Seven?» My voice sounded like a choked squeak.
He nodded gravely. «I’m the one that fell in love with you. The others… well, we’re not exactly alike, emotionally.»
I was glancing around for a chair. There weren’t any. He put his arms around me.
«It’s too much for one man to handle,» he said, urgently, demandingly. «Running a Presidential campaign takes an inhuman effort. You’ve got to be able to do everything—either that or be a complete fraud and run on slogans and gimmicks. I didn’t want that. I want to be the best President this nation can elect.»
«So… you…»
«Corio helped replicate six more of me. Seven exactly similar James J. Hallidays. Each an expert in one aspect of the Presidency such as no Presidential candidate could ever hope to be, by himself.»
«Then that’s how you could talk on the picturephones to everybody at the same time.»
«And that’s how I could know so much about so many different fields. Each of us could concentrate on a few separate problem areas. It’s been tricky shuffling us back and forth—especially with all the newspeople around. That’s why we keep the 707 strictly off-limits. Wouldn’t want to let the public see seven of us in conference together. Not yet, anyway.»
My stomach started crawling up toward my throat.
«And me… us… ?»
His arms dropped away from me. «I hadn’t planned on something like this happening. I really hadn’t. It’s been tough keeping you at arm’s length.»
«What can we do?» I felt like a little child—helpless, scared.
He wouldn’t look at me. Not straight-on. «We’ll have to keep you here for a while, Marie. Not for long. Just ‘til after the Inauguration. ‘Til I… we… are safely in office. Corio and his people will make you comfortable here.»
I stood there, stunned. Without another word Jim suddenly got up and strode out of the room, leaving me there alone.
He kept his promises. Corio and his staff made life very comfortable for me here. Maybe they’re putting things in my food or something, who can tell? Most likely it’s for my own good. I do get bored. And so lonely. And frightened.
I watched his Inauguration on television. They let me see TV. I watch him every chance I get. I try to spot the tiny difference that I might catch among the seven of them. So far, I haven’t been able to find any flaw at all.
He said they’d let me go to him after the Inauguration. I hope they remember. His second Inauguration is coming up soon, I know.
Or is it his third?
CONSPIRACY THEORY
I’ve been involved in the exploration of space for two years longer than NASA.
I became a space enthusiast when I was in junior high school and made my first visit to the Fels Planetarium, in Philadelphia. I got hooked on the grandeur and mystery of the vast starry universe. So much so that I began to read everything I could about exploring space. This got me interested in the fields of astronomy and astronautics.
I also found that there were fictional stories about going to the Moon and Mars and other worlds in space. That’s how I discovered science fiction.
When the United States announced that it would attempt to place an artificial satellite in orbit, I jumped from newspaper reporting to the company that was building the launching rocket. I became a technical editor on Project Vanguard in 1956. Then came Sputnik, the Space Race, and the creation of NASA in 1958.
Most of the fiction I’ve written about space exploration and development has been based as solidly as possible on the known facts. When I write about factories on the Moon, you can depend on the accuracy of the physical facts. When I wrote my novel Mars, I made it as realistic as humanly possible.
A couple of years ago, however, while I was writing an essay about the history of our exploration of Mars, I was struck by a wave of nostalgia.
Back when I was sitting in the darkened dome of the Fels Planetarium, there were still arguments raging about whether or not Mars actually was crisscrossed with canals. Most professional astronomers said no, but there were enough dissenters to allow dreamers (like me) to hope that perhaps there truly were intelligent engineers on Mars, desperately struggling to bring water from the polar ice caps to the desert cities of the planet.
Well, the pitiless advance of knowledge squelched those dreams. No canals on Mars. No cities. No intelligent Martians.
But as I sat thinking about my youthful dreams, it occurred to me that the solar system was much more interesting back before NASA started exploring it. Not only could we imagine intelligent, canal-building Martians, but there was the possibility that Venus was a steaming Mesozoic jungle beneath its perpetual cover of clouds.
Just for fun, I started tinkering with a story in which my teenaged view of the solar system was right, and NASA’s data was all wrong.