A last spasm caught the man, and he flipped over, smearing the enameled catwalk, rolled once more, this time under the rail, and dropped two hundred and fifty feet to the cement flooring.
Flick. Off went the power in the knife. The golden wiped powdered blood on his thigh, spat over the rail and said softly, "No relative of mine." Flick. The blade itself disappeared. He started down the catwalk.
"Hey!" Sandy called, when he choked his voice back into his throat, "what about ... I mean you ... well, your ship!" There are no inheritance laws among golden — only rights of plunder.
The golden glanced back. "I give it to you," he sneered. His shoulder must have been killing him, but he stepped into the lift like he was walking into a phone booth. That's a golden for you.
Sandy was horrified and bewildered. Behind his pitted ugliness there was that particularly wretched amazement only the totally vulnerable get when hurt.
"That's the first time you've ever seen an incident like that?" I felt sorry for him.
"Well, I wandered into Gerg's Bar a couple of hours after they had that massacre. But the ones who started it were drunk."
"Drunk or sober," I said. "Believe me, it doesn't mean that much difference to the way a man acts. I know." I shook my head. "I keep forgetting you've only been here three months."
Sandy, upset, looked down at the twisted blot on the flooring. "What about him? And the ship, boss?"
"I'll call the wagon to come scrape him up. The ship is yours."
"Huh?"
"He gave it to you. It'll stand up in court. It just takes one witness. Me."
"What am I gonna do with it? I mean I would have to haul it to a junk station to get the salvage. Look, Boss, I'm gonna give it to you. Sell it or something. I'd feel sort of funny with it anyway."
"I don't want it. Besides, then I'd be involved in the transaction and couldn't be a witness."
"I'll be a witness." Ratlit stepped from the lift. "I caught the whole bit when I came in the door. Great acoustics in this place." He whistled again. The echo came back. Ratlit closed his eyes a moment. "Ceiling is ... a hundred and twenty feet overhead, more or less. How's that, huh?"
"Hundred and twenty-seven," I said.
Ratlit shrugged. "I need more practice. Come on, Sandy, you give it to him, and I'll be a witness."
"You're a minor," Sandy said. Sandy didn't like Ratlit. I used to think it was because Ratlit was violent and flamboyant where Sandy was stolid and ugly. Even though Sandy kept protesting the temporariness of his job to me, I remember, when I first got to the Star-pit, those long-dying thoughts I'd had about leaving. It was a little too easy to see Sandy a mechanic here thirty years from now. I wasn't the only one it had happened to. Ratlit had been a grease monkey here three weeks. You tell me where he was going to be in three more. "Aren't you suppose to be working at Poloscki's?" Sandy said, turning back to the organum.
"Coffee break," Ratlit said. "If you're going to give it away, Sandy, can I have it?"
"So you can claim salvage? Hell, no."
"I don't want it for salvage. I want it for a present." Sandy looked up again. "Yeah. To give to someone else. Finish the tuneup and give it to me, okay?"
"You're nuts, kid-boy," Sandy said. "Even if I gave you the ship, what you gonna pay for the work with?"
"Aw, it'll only take a couple of hours. You're half done anyway. I figured you'd throw in the tuneup along with it. If you really want the money, I'll get it to you a little at a time. Vyme, what sort of professional discount will you give me? I'm just a grease monkey, but I'm still in the business."
I whacked the back of his red head, between a-little-too-playfully and not-too-hard. "Come on, kid-boy," I said. "Help me take care of puddles downstairs. Sandy, finish it up, huh?"
Sandy grunted and plunged both hands back into the organum.
As soon as the lift door closed, Ratlit demanded, "You gonna give it to me, Vyme?"
"It's Sandy's ship," I said.
"You tell him, and he will."
I laughed. "You tell me how the golden turned out when he came to. I assume that's who you want the ship for. What sort of fellow was he?"
Ratlit hooked his fingers in the mesh wall of the lift cage and leaned back. "They're only two types of golden." He began to swing from side to side. "Mean ones and stupid ones." He was repeating a standard line around the Star-pit.
"I hope yours is stupid," I said, thinking of the two who'd just ruined Sandy's day and upset mine.
"Which is worse?" Ratlit shrugged. That is the rest of the line. When a golden isn't being outright mean, he exhibits the sort of nonthinkingness that gets other people hurt — you remember the one that nearly rammed my ship, or the ones who didn't bother to bring back the Kyber antitoxin? It can be worse than meanness. "But this one — " Ratlit stood up " — is unbelievably stupid."
"Yesterday you hated them. Today you want to give one a ship."
"He doesn't have one," Ratlit explained calmly, as though that warranted all change of attitude. "And because he's sick, it'll be hard for him to find work unless he has one of his own."
"I see." We bounced on the silicon cushion. I pushed open the door and started for the office. "What all went on after I left? I must have missed the best part of the evening."
"You did. Will I really need that much more sleep when I pass thirty-five?"
"Cut the cracks and tell me what happened."
"Well — " Ratlit leaned against the office door jamb while I dialed necrotics. "Alegra and I talked a. little after you left, till finally we realised the golden was awake and listening. Then he told us we were beautiful."
I raised an eyebrow. "Mmmm?"
"That's what we said. And he said it again, that watching us talk and think and build was one of the most beautiful things he'd ever seen. "What have you seen?" we asked him. And he began to tell us." Ratlit stopped breathing, something built up, then, at once it came out. "Oh, Vyme, the places he's been! The things he's done, the landscapes he's starved in, the hells where he's had to lie down and go to sleep he was that tired, or the heavens he's soared through screaming! Oh, the things he told us about! And Alegra made them almost real so we could all be there again, just like she used to do when she was a psychiatrist! The stories, the places, the things ... "
"Sounds like it was really something."
"It was nothing!" he came back vehemently. "It was all in the tears that wash your eyes, in the humming in your ears, in the taste of your own saliva. It was just a hallucination, Vyme! It wasn't real." Here his voice started cracking between the two octaves that were after it. "But that thing I told you about ... huge ... alive and dead at the same time, like a star ... way in another galaxy. Well, he's seen it. And last night, but it wasn't real of course, but ... I almost heard it ... singing!" His eyes were huge and green and bright. I felt envious of anyone who could pull this reaction from kids like Alegra and Ratlit.
"So, we decided — " his voice fixed itself on the proper side of middle C — "after he went back to sleep, and we lay awake talking a while longer, that we'd try and help him get back out there. Because it's ... wonderful!"
"That's fascinating." When I finished my call, I stood up from the desk. I'd been sitting on the corner. "After work I'll buy you dinner and you can tell me all about the things he showed you."
"He's still there, at Alegra's," Ratlit said — helplessly, I realised after a moment. "I'm going back right after work."
"Oh," I said. I didn't seem to be invited.
"It's just a shame," Ratlit said when we came out of the office, "that he's so stupid." He glanced at the mess staining the concrete and shook his head.