An associate.
Yes. She liked that term.
In fact, she almost looked forward to seeing him again. She wanted him to know she was over him, that she’d picked herself up, learned from the experience and carried on.
Katie appeared in the bedroom doorway.
“This just came for you,” she said, entering the room, holding out a cardboard envelope.
“From downstairs?” asked Emma, coming briskly to her feet. It was time to get back down to the office anyway.
“Crosstown courier,” said Katie.
Emma took the envelope and tugged on the tab. The Garrison offices return address jumped out, but she refused to let it rattle her. There’d be plenty of correspondence between her and Alex from here on in. She could handle it.
“What is it?” asked Katie as Emma’s gaze focused on the letter.
Emma read the brief paragraphs then shook her head and started over again.
“What?” Katie repeated.
The message finally sorted itself into some kind of order inside Emma’s brain. “He sold Kayven Island.”
“What?”
Emma squeezed her eyes shut, then refocused on the bank draft clipped to the top of the letter. “Alex sold Kayven Island to Murdoch.”
Katie moved closer. “I thought the whole point was to not sell Kayven Island to Murdoch. How much…” She peered over Emma’s shoulder. “Holy crap!”
Katie tried to read the letter, but Emma’s hand was shaking too hard. So Katie had to still it.
“He’s giving it back?” asked Katie.
Emma reread the words. “He says we should use Murdoch’s money-” Her gaze went involuntarily to the amount on the bank draft. Holy crap indeed. “-to pay off McKinley’s debts. And then it’s ours. A hundred percent. Free and clear.”
“He’s tearing up the prenup,” said Katie as she continued reading. “What’s this about redecorating his house?”
“It’s a joke.” Emma laughed weakly. “When we were goofing around on Kayven…” When they were goofing around on Kayven, all her dreams were coming true. She’d dared to hope. Now, her eyes stung with the need to give him another chance. Was Alex truly that sweet, funny, sexy man? Or was that man a fraud, contrived to distract her? And which one of them had written the letter.
How would she ever know for sure?
Katie stared at her. “You do know what this means?”
Emma nodded. It definitely meant one thing. “We own our company again.”
Katie elbowed her in the arm. “It means he wants you to redecorate his house.”
Emma scrambled to keep her emotions out of it. She had to thank logically. “That was just a joke.”
“A joke? A guy who’s giving up this many million dollars doesn’t make jokes for the sake of a joke. He wants you. He probably loves you.”
“Then why is he tearing up the prenup? Without the prenup, I can divorce him.” Her voice caught. “He wants me to divorce him.”
Katie squealed in frustration. “He wants you to come to him. Because you want to. Without coercion. He gave you back your money.” She stared at the draft. “And then some. He gave you your freedom. But at the same time he mentions redecorating? Earth to Emma.”
Emma’s mouth went dry, and her heart thudded in her chest. Could Katie be right? Did she have the guts to find out?
“Go to him,” said Katie. “Thank him. Redecorate him for God’s sake. And do it now.”
Emma bit her bottom lip. She wanted this, desperately wanted this. But if Katie was wrong…“You really think-”
“Go! I’m going to the bank.” Katie glanced down again. “Holy crap.”
Emma swung the mansion’s big oak door wide open and strode into the foyer.
“Mrs. Garrison. So good to see you.”
“Good to see you, too, Mrs. Nash. Is Alex in?”
If she was wrong, Emma had already decided to pretend it was all a joke. She’d pretend she’d only stopped by to thank him for his gentlemanly, yet fair, behavior. And the rest was just a big joke.
No hard feelings. No harm done.
Mrs. Nash stepped back, a wry smile on her lips. “He’s out back. Oh, have you had lunch? I can bring out some tea or sandwiches? Philippe has this great-”
“Philippe is here?”
Mrs. Nash laughed, and her cheeks turned slightly pink. “Oh, no. Of course not. Not at the moment.”
Despite herself, Emma grinned. “Is it fair to say he’d be willing to help with future parties?”
Mrs. Nash nodded. “I think that would be fair to say.”
Okay. That was a happy outcome.
Emma would cling to that.
She made her way past Hamilton and the other Garrison portraits, her chest tightening and her pulse increasing.
Oh, please let Katie be right.
Emma cut through the breakfast room, onto the deck, then down the stairs to the pool.
Alex was at an umbrella table, reading the Times. He glanced up at the sound of her footsteps.
“Emma.” He was on his feet in an instant.
She slowed to a stop in front of him, not sure any more what she should say. The moment took on a surrealistic quality and her bravado evaporated. “Hello, Alex.”
The sea breeze whispered through the aspen trees while they stared at each other.
“You got my letter?” he finally asked, his expression giving nothing away.
Emma nodded stiffly. “Thank you.”
He moved forward. “It was just business, you know.”
Her heart sank slowly in her chest, her palm going slick against the briefcase. He wasn’t going to buy that it was a joke. This was definitely going to be embarrassing. “I know.”
“It was nothing personal.”
She flinched. “Of course not.”
“I knew what I knew, and you knew what you knew, and I made the best deal possible for my company.”
She’d been a fool to come here. A fool to think…“So you said.”
“There was no reason to tell you up front.” He gave a harsh laugh. “A guy wouldn’t get very far telling his competition his secrets, would he?”
“Right.” She’d only hoped she could get out of here in time. “Well, I just-”
“But then…” Alex’s tone softened, and the harsh slate look went out of his eyes. “Then I proposed to you. And maybe, maybe that was when the rules changed.”
Emma stood frozen to the ground.
“And then I married you. And that definitely meant the rules had changed. And then…” He took her left hand, rubbing his thumb over the Tudor diamond. “Then I fell in love with you, and any right I’d ever had to treat you as a business adversary was gone.”
The aspen trees rustled into the silence.
“Emma?”
She couldn’t help smiling. It was going to be okay. It was really going to be okay. “You fell in love with me?”
“Yeah, I fell in love with you. What did you think I meant by ‘saying it’?”
“That you were in love with me.” At least that was how it had seemed in the moment.
“Damn straight.”
“Or that it might only be part of the game.” She had to admit, the thought had crossed her mind.
“You thought our time on the beach was a game?”
She shook her head, her chest tightening with joy. “No. Not the beach.”
On the beach, she’d believed him. On the beach, she’d dared to hope they were starting a glorious life together. Kind of like she did now.
“The beach was real,” he rumbled. “That beach was the most real moment of my life.”
Emma’s, too. Oh, Emma’s, too. She felt moisture heat the insides of her eyelids.
“I love you, Emma,” Alex whispered, lifting her hand to place a gentle kiss on her knuckles.
Her mouth curved into a relieved smile.
Alex loved her.
He loved her.
“Well?” he asked.
“What?”
“Do I have to make you say it?”
She gazed into his dark eyes, her smile turning impish. “Yeah.”