He stood for a long minute looking down at her before he let go. His hold imprinted into her shoulders a sense of the solidity of the banyan’s embroidery. Where he held her, the silk remained warm.
The body has memories deeper than thought. Her body remembered him.
He lifted one of the chairs that waited at the wall and brought it to the table so he could sit and glare at her, close and familiar. “Too much to hope you’d spend the day flat in bed.” He turned to Séverine. “Too much to expect you’d keep her there.”
Séverine made herself comfortable in the chair at the end of the table. “I can’t stop her, you know. If you want her in bed, keep her there yourself.”
Hawker ignored that. “She’s the color of new cheese and she’s shaking when she moves.” He directed an order to the dark, sullen spy girl in training. “Get her some of that catlap we keep feeding her.”
In the long three years apart, she had forgotten the many ways in which he annoyed her. She said, “Coffee. Very strong. I do not wish to drink bouillon in the dawn, and I detest tea.’Awker, we must talk.”
“Right. That’s the first thing I said when you fell across my doorstep, bleeding. I said to myself, ‘I must talk to this woman.’”
“I did not mean to be stabbed. It is not my fault. In any case, you have discovered most of what I came to tell you. There are two murders.”
“With my knife in their gullet. When it’s my knives, I like to be the one who puts ’em into people.”
“You must contain your disappointment.” Black knives lay on the table, close enough that she could have laid hand on them. “Those are the knives?”
He leaned to the side and tapped one, then the other. “Gravois. Patelin. This,” he drew from his arm sheath, “is the one that almost finished you.”
He spun the knife and caught it, very close to her, all a cold breath of motion that whispered across her skin. He held it out, cutting edge toward her, on the palm of his hand. His eyes were dark, cool, and considering. For the time it took to breathe twice, they were quite, quite still, with the knife between them.
He reversed the knife and set the hilt into her hand. “You didn’t know it’s poisoned. I wondered about that.”
“Poison.” She set that morsel of knowledge aside with the rest she had gathered. “I looked upon the corpse of Patelin, but there was no such indication. A little poison is irrelevant when one’s heart has been pierced.” She became very careful with the knife. “It was poison, then, that almost introduced me to Monsieur Death.”
“You were shaking hands with him. It’s a nasty poison, as these things go. Slow.”
When had she ever seen his knives that they were not immaculate? Doyle, without asking, passed a small magnifying glass to her so she could examine it. The dark smears were her blood. The white film would be poison. She read the history of her stabbing.
His knives had always seemed heavy for their size, as if the savage elegance of design added weight. This was one of the knives she had kept in the box in her shop. Almost certainly, one of those three. She had taken them out and held them sometimes, at night, wondering why she kept them.
She returned it to him, being careful of everyone’s skin. “I hope you have not been buttering toast with that.”
“I have treated it with circumspection. Nothing more dangerous than sharp objects with poison on them.”
She must explain those knives to him. His plate was within easy reach. She selected a strip of bacon he had not yet attended to.
He said, “Should you be eating that?”
“We will find out.” The bacon was good. Salty. Her stomach accepted the offering with caution. “I am weary of lying in bed and no one brings me anything to eat.”
“She gave her porridge to the dog,” Séverine said.
“Who ate it with relish. He is large and strong and will survive an encounter with boiled cereal grains. I may not. It is foolish to survive stabbing and poison and then slowly starve to death on consommé and possets.” She found the most comfortable spot in the chair and pulled the banyan across her legs and tucked them under her. Hawker watched with great attention. The other men turned their eyes away. Really, she was covered from head to foot like a beldame. The color of the robe would set fire to loose tinder, but one could not fault it for concealment.
“We need to talk to you, anyway. You’re the puzzle piece.” Paxton accepted a cup of tea from Séverine with a shade of surprise, as if he had not realized he wanted it. Like everyone else in this room, he looked exhausted. “When we find out why you got stabbed, we’ll know who did it.”
“That is my hope, certainly. I do not like puzzles that involve my death in the cold rain.” She ate in tiny bites, playing with the bacon between her teeth. Three years ago she had turned her back on the games of death and war that spies played. It seemed she was not finished with them.
She stole a second piece of bacon. The gray behemoth of a dog heaved to his feet and thudded toward her. They named him Muffin, instead of Behemoth. They would have their small jokes in this household. He sat—thump—and looked expectant.
It was an ancient policy with her to be on good terms with anything that outweighed her and had so many teeth, so she broke the bacon in two and gave him the smaller piece. He was a dog. He would not realize he had been slighted.
With surprising delicacy the dog picked bacon from her fingers and carried it away to the warm spot in the sun.
Doyle said, “We know the poison. We worked it out from what it did to you.”
“I would not wish to die of an unknown poison. It seems impersonal.”
Coffee arrived before her, brought by the dark apprentice spy girl, poured and creamed and sugared by Séverine. It was hot, giving off steam in a thin, blue cup. To sit and be alive and discuss poisoning and mayhem with experts while drinking impeccable coffee—it was enough to make one believe in Divine Providence.
“The poison’s French.” Doyle cut into his ham, getting on with the business of eating.
Or perhaps matters were not so perfect. “You must not assume every exotic deadliness is French. That is a British superstition.”
Paxton stacked notes from three piles into one. “The poison’s called la vis. The ingredients are Hindi and Spanish, but the mixture’s French. The Cachés were taught to make it.”
“They were taught all kinds of sneakiness, if you’re anything to go by.” Hawker let light run up and down the blade one last time, then set the knife between the other two. “You can make la vis in London. Or Prague or Amsterdam. All the ingredients are here. Assassination’s a portable trade.”
Three black blades lay in a row, like herrings on straw in a fish market.
Coffee was made in the French style in Meeks Street. One did not merely drink, one indulged.
She considered the knives. “I bribed the coroner’s assistant to see Patelin’s body, which is why I knew for certain it was he. At Bow Street a more substantial bribe let me see your knives, but I was not able to steal them. They are protective of their murder weapons at Bow Street. Not protective enough, obviously.”
“I run tame at Bow Street. They’re used to seeing me.” Doyle drank ale with his breakfast. One would think he studied how to be the caricature of an Englishman. “Now the knives in evidence boxes have NB written in the curlicues, instead of AH. Which is almost the same, and a perfectly natural mistake anybody could make.”
Paxton said, “We won’t fool Military Intelligence. They’ll know we switched them.”
Doyle smiled, looking evil. “So they will.”
“I wonder if they think I have some particular reason to go killing Frenchmen.” Hawker pulled at his lower lip, thinking.