“Your question, then?” said Munday.
“It’s not a question so much as a challenge, actually,” said the man, and Munday could tell from the laughter that the audience was on the side of the tall man, who somehow represented their unformed boredom and made their disinterest into outright rejection. Facing the tall man he felt he faced them all.
The man bore down, losing his humorous tone: “You told this gentleman the Africans would be uncomfortable out of their villages. It’s the first Fve heard of it, and it doesn’t square with my experience at all. Africans are perfect little deserters ”
“I don’t agree,” said Munday. The faces were on Munday.
“I didn’t think you would,” said the man. “But do let me finish, won’t you?”
“Carry on,” said Munday. The faces turned to the man.
“I’ve never met people so anxious to get away— anywhere—to the towns, another village, wherever they heard there were a few shillings or a few women to be had for the taking. Someone would hint that life was better in Kampala and they’d be off like a shot. And pray tell, who are these Africans one sees collecting tickets on the Underground if not villagers? They come as students—the word ‘student' covers a multitude of sins—but they haven’t the slightest intention of going back. Your younger African is dying to leave. Get to London, streets paved with gold, what-have-you. It used to amaze me. I mean, I liked Africa infinitely better than they!”
“I daresay,” said Munday—the faces turned from the man to him—“the Africa you lived in was not quite the same one they did.”
“The very same,” said the man, now humorously. The humor was like an affectation of tolerance, putting Munday in the wrong. “Though I must admit they had all the fun. I was stuck behind a desk with masses of official bumf to deal with. I used to hear them chattering outside the window, laughing and so forth—I suppose they were making plans to leave.”
“In my ten years—”
“But it’s an odd thing. I still dream about the damn place. I have this dream about once a month, a nightmare in actual fact. I see Fort Portal, that lovely little town, but in my dreams it’s full of chemist’s shops and petrol stations, and neon lights so bright you can’t see the mountains. Well, I won’t bore you any further, but you understand I felt I had to speak my mind.”
He sat and there was an expectant moment, a rustling preparation, as if the people were gathering their hands to applaud him for scoring against Munday. But it passed, the motion in the hall that was like approval settled into silence.
Munday had seen the hall as full of feeble people, inattentive in their distressed old age, derelict, simply warming themselves and going to sleep in the heat. In those snoozing, uncaring faces he had not identified the tall man who was so unlike them, and he had not guessed that the challenge of the man’s authority would stir them. Munday heard his own reply as unsympathetic, even hostile; he felt the man had assumed temporary leadership as a spokesman and turned them against him, and he had become defensive—needless on so insignificant an occasion. But what was maddening was the figure of the man, how, seated, he was no different from any of the old people, and standing so assured.
It happened again: this time it was a woman near the back, who was not old and who might have been pretty, though at that distance it was hard to tell.
“I was fascinated by your talk,” she said. “I was thinking it must take an enormous amount of courage to live in the place you described. You were so far away! Didn’t it ever get you down or depress you?”
“The lack of privacy of course is a very great nuisance,” said Munday. “Sort of goldfish bowl existence. But, no, I didn’t get depressed. As I say, village life can be taxing, and baffling, but that’s as true here as it is in Africa.”
“Are you saying the Africans are the same as us?” asked a man down front.
Several replies occurred to Munday. He was going to say, “God forbid!” but that was cruel; and “Yes,” but that was untrue. He said, “The issue isn’t as black and white as that,” and there was some laughter.
“You said in your lecture there were pygmies in that area,” said a man holding his hat at his chest. “What are they like? Are they as small as people say?”
“Bigger than your hat. About the size of a nine-year-old. I say that because nine-year-old Bwamba kids used to stand on the Fort Portal road and flag down tourists’ cars. They’d claim to be pygmies and ask to have their pictures taken for a shilling. Tourists didn’t know the difference. But it’s quite easy to spot a real pygmy. When you see a tiny girl with fully developed breasts you know you’re looking at a pygmy—that’s the litmus test, you might say—the breasts.”
“Do they intermarry with other tribes?”
“The Bwamba take them, usually as second wives. You can have any pygmy woman for life for just under ten quid, two hundred shillings. They only marry in one direction. I mean to say, no pygmy man would ever marry a Bwamba woman. “Once,” Munday went on, “I met a pygmy man whose ambition it was to marry an American Negro. Some writers want to be Shakespeare and some of you would like knighthoods. This pygmy, as I say, wanted to marry a fully-grown Negro woman. Well, we all have our dreams.”
There were more questions, tentative ones about sanitation, specific ones about hospitals and food. Mr. Lennit asked about the railway. “I take it you believe in ghosts,” one man said. Munday said he believed in the possibility of ghosts: “People I respect have seen them.” Then a small precise lady in a fur-collared coat asked about the heat. Munday swiftly gave the reply he had practiced, and speaking above the laughter, the vicar said, “I think we’ll close on that note—”
Later, with Lennit assisting him, Munday put the implements into his canvas sack. Emma was talking to the vicar, as he helped her on with her coat. She was explaining the muddy paw prints she had not been able to wipe off.
Munday said, “Something’s missing.”
“What is it?” asked Lennit.
“I don’t know. But I started out with twenty items, and now I only have nineteen.”
“You’re sure?”
Munday did not reply; it was a doubting question he hated.
“Here, let me count them,” said Lennit
“I’ve done that already.”
“What seems to be the trouble?” asked Crawshaw.
“Says someone nicked one of his spears,” said Lennit, and shrugged.
Now, Munday wanted to kick the old man.
“You’re sure?” Crawshaw asked Munday.
Emma saw that Munday was furious. She said, “He always counts them before he passes them round.”
“It’s a habit I picked up lecturing to African audiences,” said Munday, and he snatched at the drawstring of the canvas bag.
9
It was like flight. They caught the 8:20 train to London outside Crewkeme at a narrow Victorian station of soot-blackened stone, with high church windows and a steeply pitched roof. The sharp spires and clock tower were wreathed in morning mist, and there was a similar whiteness, mist and a sprinkling of frost on the grass, in the fields that lay beyond the siding. Standing there, waiting for the train, Munday had feared it might not come to take them away, and he felt gleeful when he saw it rounding the