The Blackpool Highflyer

'Not going away yourself?' I asked him.

'Oh yes,' he said, 'I'll be in Blackpool Wednesday until Sunday. I never miss, you know.'

I bought a couple of bread rolls, a bottle of beer and a bottle of Special Cola at the grocer's two doors down, then walked over to People's Park, seeing not more than half a dozen folk all the while. In the park they were a little in the holiday way.

There was a helter-skelter tower near the bandstand, and half a dozen children around it. I had my pick of the benches, so I made for one near the fountain, which gave out coolness, and here it struck me that there was something different about the day apart from the want of people: clean air. You saw things faster than usual.

Presently I stood up and made for Horton Street. Sugden was there, dreaming outside the Crown with his ice-cream cart as usual.

'You should be in the park!' I called to him. 'There's a few about up there!'

'Righto,' he said, 'I'll think on.'

But I knew he wouldn't be straying too far from the Crown. Sugden's trouble was that if it was hot enough for folk to want penny licks, it was hot enough for him to want a glass of beer.

My steps fell in with the beating of exhaust steam as I neared the Joint. Two trains were pulling out at the same time: one was going 'up', one 'down'. It made a nice balance, like two ends of a reef knot being pulled. As the sound of the engines faded, the Joint fell quiet: a lot of excursions had gone and a lot would shortly be coming back, but just at present we were in the eye of the storm, so to speak.

Approaching Hind's Mill at the top of the Beacon, I saw that all the doors were open, as if they were giving the place an airing. I walked straight into the main doors, and the first surprise was the clocking-off machine: it was lying on its side in bits.

I walked on, into the weaving hall. The looms were still and silent, with not a soul to be seen.

I moved along a line of looms. They looked both old and new: knock-kneed somehow, but dangerous. I put my hand into one of the looms, thinking: if this loom starts up now, I'll lose this hand. It was a crazy thing to do.

It was cool in the weaving room; I kicked at some blue fluff that floated in the sleepy white light.You'd think there'd be some stay-behinds, but no; the place was quite deserted. Well, there had to be somebody about, for the front doors had been open.

I walked clean through the weaving hall and found the wife's office. The door and the bob-hole were both shut tight, so I knocked. No answer. I pushed at the door and walked in, closing the door after me. The wife was expecting me at about this time. Where was she?

I was going off Wakes by the second. I wanted everything back to normal. Putting the little buffet of bread and cheese down on one of the high stools, I spotted the Kelly's directory I'd seen in this office before. It was lying open. I picked it up and saw that it was the Kelly's for 'Yorkshire – Western Division'. I put it down.

There's nothing about this room to show that my wife works here, I thought. The typewriter was set on one of the desks, and I thought: well, it's nothing more than the wife's own loom.

I then spotted a whole row of Kelly's. I took down the one for 'Lancashire – Eastern Division', then searched out a pencil and made a note of an address.

The next item to catch my eye was an envelope lying next to the typewriter. 'Rly Accident' was hand-written in the top corner. It was not the wife's writing.

I picked up the envelope and pulled out the first paper just as the door flew open.

It was the wife, carrying more papers. She came over and kissed me. It was rather exciting to be kissed in an office.

'I'll swing for that maintenance man,' she said.

'What's up?' I said.

'Oh,' she said. 'Certificates for this and that. He wants all the ones I haven't got.'

I looked down at the paper in my hand. It was a copy of Major Harrison's draft report into the smash.

'What's the telephone number at this place?' I asked the wife.

'Four,' she said, 'Halifax four.' 'I'll try to remember that,' I said.

'You must make a note of it somewhere. Of course, the Dean Clough Mills are number one.'

'Cheese' I said, pointing to the stores I'd brought along, 'from the Maypole Dairy.'

'It's beautiful' she said, looking inside the bag.

I didn't think you were supposed to say that about cheese.

'We could eat it by the mill pond,' she said. 'Just ten minutes. We've a lot on today, with maintenance and inspections.'

So we walked out and had our dinner by the mill pond, with Halifax in the sun below us, and nothing for once between it and the sky.

When we'd put down most of the food and drink, the wife said: 'That's me done' and we walked back inside. But as soon as we were through the door, the wife said, 'Blast, telephone' lifted up her skirts, and began making fast towards the office. I followed on behind.

I stood in the doorway as the wife picked up the instrument, said, 'Hello, Hind's Mill' very briskly. But something was said the other end that checked her.

She put the instrument back in its place. 'Peter Robinson's dead,' she said. 'That was his solicitor.'

'How is he dead?'

'He jumped,' said the wife.

'How do you mean "He jumped"?'

I remember thinking: By God, he's bloody well jumped off Blackpool Tower, and then being a little disappointed when the wife said: 'He jumped off the pier at St Anne's… In the light suiting… Only he'd put stones in the pockets… So it wasn't light.'

The wife looked at me with a kind of rising wonderment, but then she just sighed and said, 'Oh it was such a mistake.'

I thought of Lance Robinson. He wore spectacles like his father, and these were now a kind of memorial of his father. I wondered whether it was the loss of money that had driven

Robinson to his jump, or the questioning by the police over the stone on the line. Had I put the police in his way by what I said during my strange turn in Manchester? I could not remember.

I followed the wife, who was walking towards the weaving hall saying, 'I am to tell the director.'

'Hind?' I said, following. Ts he about?'

We burst into the weaving room and Hind was there, walking between two lines of looms. In my mind's eye he was out on the Fylde, coming along the track towards the stone on the line, a fellow whose feelings you couldn't make out.

The stale man. He owned a mill, and he was used to owning a mill, and he was tired of owning a mill. He was quite correct in his black and white clothes; he had just enough hair to be going on with. His face was biggish but for no reason, and his age was anything from fifty to seventy. I couldn't see him on a yacht off Llandudno, drinking champagne.

The wife said, 'I've just spoken on the telephone with Mr Robinson's solicitor, sir, and he gave me some terrible news: Mr Robinson is dead. It appears he has committed suicide.'

Hind looked at the two of us. 'The poor soul,' he said. 'And so soon after Father.'

There was no clue to be had from the man. Every word had the same force as every other word. He set off walking again, heading in the direction we'd just come from: towards the back doors of the weaving room.

The wife said: 'That's the old sod who did for Robinson.'

I'd never heard her curse before. She was looking up, and there was a painting on the wall – a new painting, or newly put up. It was Old Hind, with one strand of hair going over his white, gone-from-the-world head. I could see that the fellow was very likely a bastard, but it was the wrecker who was to blame, for this and for everything.

Chapter Thirty