“No, you’re not,” his father said flatly. He could be stubborn, too.
Dumery didn’t reply. He didn’t want to argue any more.
At least, not right away.
Chapter Four
It took him a full sixnight to convince his father to try again.
This time, the master was to be a young wizard by the name of Zatha of the Golden Hair. Dumery was interested to see that she reallydid have golden hair-blonde, his father called it. Dumery had rarely seen anything so exotic, even in Shiphaven.
Unfortunately, the results of the interview were no different than what had happened with Thetheran. Simple analytic magic revealed no power at all in Dumery, and he utterly botched a few trial spells.
“I’m very sorry,” she told Dumery, “but the talent just isn’t there. It’s something people are born with, like double-jointed fingers or green eyes, and you were born without it.”
“But can’t Ilearn it?” he asked, on the verge of tears.
She shook her head. “No,” she said. “Really, I’m afraid not. If there were any skill at all, it could be nurtured, I suppose, and a few spells learned-but there wouldn’t be much point in it. For someone with only a trace of talent it would take years to learn what a real wizard, or an apprentice, or anyone with the knack for wizardry can pick up in an afternoon-and in your case, Dumery, I don’t think there’s even a trace. You’re one of those rare people with absolutely no talent for wizardry at all.”
He managed not to cry, and didn’t argue with his father on the walk back home.
At least it was sunny, with no rain soaking them through.
After that, his father was adamant. No third attempt would be made, and Dumery was to find some other career to pursue.
Dumery yielded to this, asked for time to think, and got it.
He then took all his carefully-hoarded savings-birthday gifts, Festival pickings, money earned running errands, his winnings from the kid down the street who couldn’t play the finger game but kept trying to learn, all of it-and very early one morning, while out playing, he “wandered off.”
Once he was out of sight, he headed straight for the Wizards’ Quarter, and started going door to door, looking for someone,anyone, who would take him on as an apprentice.
In doing so, over the course of a very long day and well into the evening, he spent all but a few copper bits in honoraria and testing fees, and learned that not only did he have no talent for wizardry, but that he had no talent for warlockry, demonology, theurgy, witchcraft, or any other form of magic-except possibly sorcery. The only sorcerer he dealt with had no tests to perform, but merely looked him over carefully and asked him a variety of peculiar questions, mostly dealing with numbers and unlikely hypothetical situations.
Finally she shook her head.
“I’m sorry,” she said, “but you won’t do.”
By that time Dumery had given up arguing. He nodded, thanked her, and went on.
Twice, as he prowled through the Wizard’s Quarter, he glimpsed Thetheran the Mage, going about his business. Both times, Dumery tried to stay out of sight, ducking back into doorways; he was afraid that if Thetheran saw him he’d say something embarrassing.
Dumery felt he had been embarrassed quite enough already.
It wasn’t fair, he thought, that Thetheran should be strolling about, so calm and collected and confident, after he had ruined Dumery’s entire life! It wasn’t fairat all.
If only there were something he could do about it! Some way he could get back at Thetheran for refusing him.
Couldn’t the nasty old wizard have at least taken him on for a few days, to see if the talent might havedeveloped, or something?
He was sure that it wouldn’t do any good to go and ask for another chance; after all, the great man had stated his position. He wouldn’t back down from it just because one spoiled rich kid asked him.
Of course, Dumery didn’t consider himself spoiled, but he’d noticed that whenever he asked a grown-up to do something for him, the grown-up always seemed to think that Dumery was being a spoiled rich brat. He ascribed this to the fact that the adults concerned hadn’t grown up rich, and were jealous.
For himself, he thought he’d much rather have grown up poor-that would have eliminated the jealousy, and he’d be able to dress in comfortable old clothes he could get dirty instead of the fancy velvets that his mother always gave him. Sure, he’d have to live in a tenement instead of his father’s house, and he wouldn’t have his own room, but so what? Sharing a room with his brothers might have been fun.
He wouldn’t want to bereally poor, living out in the Hundred-Foot Field or something, but a tenement apartment wouldn’t have been all that bad.
Would it?
Maybe it would. If he were going to be rich, then, why couldn’t he have been born to the nobility? Living in the Overlord’s palace would be fun, wouldn’t it?
Speculation was pointless, of course. Hehad been born the son of a successful merchant, and he was stuck with it.
He sighed, and trudged on.
When his funds, energy, and ingenuity were all largely exhausted, and most of the magicians had long since closed their shops, he headed wearily home, stumbling now and then as he dodged the ox-droppings on Arena Street.
He reached home long after his mother had cleared away the dinner dishes, and in fact she would have been in bed and asleep had she not waited up for him.
She was angry enough to refuse to feed him anything but the left-over heel of the loaf of bread that had been served with supper.
He ate that, and drank water from a crystal goblet he got down from the kitchen cupboard himself. He consumed this sorry excuse for a meal while sitting morosely in his room, staring out the window into the courtyard behind the house and trying to think what he could do with his life.
Magic, it appeared, was out. Whether he really had no talent at all, of any sort, or whether Thetheran had a grudge against him and had somehow coerced all the others into turning him down, he wasn’t sure, but at any rate, magic was out.
At least, if he stayed in Ethshar of the Spices, magic was out. What if he were to sail off somewhere on one of his father’s ships? Might he find more obliging magicians in, say, Ethshar of the Sands, or Morria in the Small Kingdoms?
It wasn’t likely. Everyone agreed that Ethshar of the Spices was the greatest city in the World, its merchants the richest, its wizards the most powerful, its overlord the wisest.
And he wouldn’t have his father there to pay his apprenticeship fee, if he went somewhere else.
Well, then, he would just forget about magic and try something else.
But what elsewas there? He’d wanted to be a wizard for as long as he could remember. He had never seriously considered anything else.
Well, now it was time to consider, so what else was there?
He could apprentice to a merchant, of course, or a pilot, either a harbor pilot or a ship’s pilot. His father would have no trouble at all arranging those.
Or he could sign on as a sailor, and try to work his way up to captain.
Commanding his own ship, sailing free across the waves-that sounded nice.
But it probably wasn’t. The sea captains he’d met were mostly foul-tempered men who didn’t seem to enjoy their work particularly. And there were storms and pirates, and while it was all very romantic and heroic to battle storms and pirates, Dumery remembered Captain Senallon, a big, robust, cheerful man who had rumpled Dumery’s hair, taught Dumery a few interesting swear words, showed him how to tie a few knots, and who had never come back from an ordinary run up to Ethshar of the Rocks. His ship sailed out and was simply never seen again. A report eventually came that a pirate had caught him off Shan on the Sea, but that was never confirmed.