Moments passed. He waited. For what?
Had somebody come? Here was hope in its cheap new clothes again. Jesus, he thought, we’re weak. We’ll hang on to whatever old lies we want to just as long as we can go on living. Why didn’t whoever had come speak? He felt himself being lifted a little way off the dock; it must be a stretcher they’d put him on. He felt something-a sheet? A blanket?-lowered to cover him. He kept his eyes closed because blood from a cut on his forehead trickled into them. He was glad he was on the stretcher under a cover, even if it was so thin he could barely feel it. Thin as air it was. Then he thought: no, it would take two people to carry the stretcher. His forehead no longer felt blood wet and so it was safe to open his eyes. Strange how the night sky was exactly as he’d left it. The stillness was implacable. He couldn’t even hear the water lapping against the pilings. He wondered how much blood he’d lost. The pain had lessened or become at least less acute, as if it had liquefied.
He was unyieldingly sleepy, but he must stay awake. Could be concussion, after all. It was taking the police a long time. Who would have called them to come? Mickey would have; Mickey wouldn’t, in the end, have left him to die here. No. Mickey was dead.
He heard a voice.
Mr. Jury, Mr. Jury!
“Benny?” Where was he? “Benny?”
And a clicking sound, nails tapping against the dock. Sparky?
But what had been close, the voice, the nails tapping, now receded into the indifferent distance. No one was near; no one had been. Death holds no surprises. Hold on to that notion, Superintendent.
A star fell. He thought about Stratford-upon-Avon and the little park near the church where Shakespeare was buried. There had been several of them, schoolchildren smoking in the darkness of a small, colonnaded building, their words flung into the night like the bright coal ends of their cigarettes.
My God. He wanted to laugh aloud. Bleeding his life away and he was thinking about a smoke. But then they had always been more than just cigarettes, hadn’t they? He remembered the schoolgirl flicking hers away into the darkness-(Always loved doing that, Rich… watch them arc and fall)-and the arc it made, sparking like a star shower. Brightness falls from the air. The things of this world, he thought. In the distance, through the frosty Christmas air, he heard a dog bark.
Sparky
MARTHA GRIMES
