Neeley had paused, short of the entrance to the tunnel that would take her onto the plane. Gant had walked up to her, eyes hidden by dark aviator glasses. For such a hard man, his face lit up when he smiled.
She’d always remember that smile in Berlin, as much as she remembered the look on his face peering out at his waiting grave in Vermont.
And that was why she’d handed him the package and said: “It’s a bomb.”
Neeley realized she was staring at her hands. She shook her head, as if she could dislodge all those memories. The memories that she called “no do-over.” Where a decision was made, an event happened, a path was taken, and you could not go back.
Death was the ultimate no do-over. She’d knelt next to Gant’s grave after filling it, howling at the moon all night, shrieking and pounding the ground until her hands bled and the tears froze on her face.
“You all right?”
The crew chief was leaning over her, hanging on the straps as the plane banked hard, flying up a valley between high peaks.
Neeley blinked. She reached up and wiped her eyes and looked in confusion at the moisture on her fingers.
It was only then she accepted that she’d been crying. Just two tears but it was the most since that night.
This was not good.
The vice chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, General Riggs, knew there was stuff going on that people were hiding from him. Not just here in the Pentagon, but throughout the government. The Clowns In Action over at Langley liked to act like they knew what they were doing, but really, ever since 9/11, the military had taken the lead not only in terms of covert action but also intelligence gathering.
But closer to home and heart, he’d known there was some secret around him, spreading from one person to another like a game of telephone and he wasn’t in the loop. No one was going to whisper it in his ear.
But this time, it was real bad.
He’d gotten the report on the Bent Spear in Nebraska. Cleaned up by the Nightstalkers. He could care less about that and more about the inquiries going on about how that damn nuke had been left there. Simple oversight, incompetent bureaucracy — all the usual excuses were going to have a hard time holding up on this one.
The general looked like a classic Roman senator. With hooked nose, silver hair, high brow, and tall, erect carriage, he exuded, “Don’t fuck with me, because you can’t, and pray I don’t fuck with you, because I can.”
He was also like a Roman senator in that he was overweight, his uniform jacket stretched to the limits. The upside of that was there was plenty of room for all the ribbons and badges that crowded the cloth. A smaller man would have had to leave some off.
He had a tingling in his fingers and in his toes that reminded him of that night sitting in a bunker, body armor strapped on, helmet cinched tight, waiting to die. His fingers twitched and he yearned for a weapon. His feet ached to run. It didn’t matter which way. They just wanted to move.
Nothing was right. Nobody was where they should be or doing what they ought to be doing.
Pinnacle was threatened. On top of the looming treaty, that was a double blow that the country simply couldn’t absorb. Those fuckers from Area 51 thought they were saving the day when actually they were sitting on top of a danger to the country as bad as the Russians or the Chinese or the Iranians, and definitely worse than those fools in North Korea.
Riggs leaned back in his chair and it squeaked loudly in protest. He considered how fat he’d gotten in the past year.
It was the first time he’d ever accepted the reality that everyone else could clearly see.
And he even accepted the obvious reason.
He was fat because he’d quit drinking and switched over to eating.
Odd. He’d never thought about how easy that explanation was. When he’d accepted there was a higher power, he’d accepted he’d have to give up the flask he’d kept in his top right drawer, and, when outside the office, inside his dress coat pocket, covered by all those colorful ribbons. It was surprising how many hoagies it had taken to replace the bottle, but who cared about that now?
He swiveled in the chair, the springs protesting. He’d have to get his aide to oil the damn thing, and why the hell hadn’t the man taken the initiative and done it the first time it started making noise? He looked at the saber in the frame on the wall, the one his parents had gotten him his Firstie year at West Point. Across the top of the blade were all the insignia of rank he’d earned over the years: butter bar of the second lieutenant, shifting to the silver of first lieutenant; captain’s bars; gold oak leaf of major, when he’d turned down the job of being the aide to the commanding general of the 101st and earned his Combat Infantry Badge; silver oak leaf of lieutenant colonel, when he’d commanded the Third Airborne of the 187th Infantry in the Screaming Eagles; full bird colonel and a brigade command of the 187th, the Rakkasans. First star. Second star and so on through three with his corps command and now he wore the fourth.
You couldn’t go higher, unless World War III broke out and they decided to bring back a general of army. Ulysses S. had been the first. Omar Bradley had been the last.
It had never occurred to Riggs before about attaining the fifth star.
Not consciously that is.
Riggs was rubbing his ring finger as he reflected on the saber and his career and rank, and that reminded him of what was missing on that finger.
His ring, the ring, was in the same drawer the flask used to rest in, next to a bag of chips. His finger had outgrown it and he’d had it cut off because he’d gotten fatter faster than he’d realized he needed to take off the ring. He’d never taken it off in thirty-plus years. Not in the shower, not in bed with his wife, not in combat. He slid the drawer open and stared at the gold ring adorned with diamond set in black hematite. The thin slice in the gold band. He’d had them press the ring back to size for now, an empty oval where his finger had once been.
He still had an indent on the finger that had once been adorned with the ring — Academy crest turned the heart, class crest out, done immediately upon graduation — and his wedding band. (He was damned if he could remember where that was.) He’d simply given up trying to put it on one day, and now that he considered it, that should have been his warning about the ring.
There was no point getting the ring resized until he finished expanding, and Riggs wasn’t quite sure that would ever happen. It just seemed that there was something bigger than him making him larger.
He frowned at that thought, then smiled, because he knew it was part of his destiny. He’d sensed it on the Plain at West Point so many years ago, right hand raised, getting sworn in, head shaved, head buzzing from the screams of upper-class hazing, ill-fitting uniform hastily thrown on.
Everything was destiny.
They could fix the ring after his hand finished expanding. Everything had to expand to its largest point until it could be fixed. And the president and his treaty was all for decreasing. Making everything smaller.
His army. His nukes. His defenses against all enemies, foreign and domestic and whatever the fuck Fireflies were and whatever else was on the other side of those Rifts.
Oh yeah, the top people at the Pentagon knew about all that Area 51 hush-hush bullshit. They’d known from the start.
It had to be fixed.
Soon. In one fell swoop. He could wipe the table clean for America.
Riggs smiled. Destiny. All great men believed in it. And the greatest of the great seized it when the opportunity presented itself.
The country was lucky to have him. Really. One might consider the United States blessed that General “Lightning Bolt” Riggs was in the right place at the right time.