Surely it was possible to send his thoughts whizzing over there on some ethereal network. He remembered the vision he’d had at his father’s funeral. Sitting on the steps at the back of the church he’d seen a beam of gold deep down in the earth and stretching for miles and miles, following the curve of the earth. Granny Barcussy knew some amazing things, and once she’d told him about the Aborigines who lived in Australia, and how they communicated with distant tribes by using the song lines. It wasn’t logical, but in his prophetic soul, Freddie understood it. He wished he had a drum to beat out a message that would carry across the water to that distant shore. All he had was his voice. He looked around, checking that he was alone on the ridge, and he was.
He started to sing, huskily at first, furtively, then confidently as he remembered some of the songs Kate liked. ‘Danny Boy’ – he could sing that – and the words mirrored his feelings exactly, so he sang that first. Then he remembered ‘The water is wide, I cannot cross over’. He sang until the tears started trickling down his cheeks and drying on his skin in the afternoon sun. Then he strolled along the ridge, whistling the nostalgic tunes, and the sadness began to disperse as if the music was sweeping it away. It was a time for courage, he thought, for making the best of it, as Kate had said. He must focus on building his business, making enough money to afford a home fit for Kate. And there was no reason why he shouldn’t go to Gloucestershire and see her, he thought, especially if he had a motorbike.
Kate sat on the top bar of the high wooden gate, her arms round the neck of a sleek chestnut horse. The feel of its warm silky coat, the softness of its muzzle and the kindly dark eyes were cheering her up. There were other horses in the field, but this one, a thoroughbred, had made a beeline for Kate as if it knew she needed a friend.
Bertie knew his daughter very well, and he had deliberately sent Kate out on her own, ‘to check the sheep’ he’d said, knowing that the route to the sheep pastures would take Kate past the racing stables, and she would be sure to find a horse to cuddle. So while Ethie and Sally organised the new cheese-making enterprise, Kate had gone off by herself, dressed in her farming gear of breeches, long boots and a red shirt. She’d enjoyed the walk through the sheep fields on the wide flat banks of the Severn Estuary, the fresh salty air and the light on the water, the surge of the incoming tide as it covered the expanses of sand and spilled into mirror-like pools where thousands of seabirds bobbed and fished, their cream heads and silvery feathers shining in the morning sun. This landscape was so different from Hilbegut. The tidal river was dominant and powerful, eating away at the sheep fields, making low turfy cliffs and inlets. In the distance were the high wooded hills of the Forest of Dean.
Kate had walked a mile along the green banks, carefully looking at the grazing sheep and the fat summer lambs, seeing no signs of illness or trouble. She had sat on the turfy cliff edge, swinging her boots and enjoying the fresh wind on her cheeks, and watched a line of barges chugging up the river. Laden with massive mahogany logs from the rainforest, they turned into the canal entrance to wait at the lock gates and then unload their cargo at the timber mill.
Parallel to the sheep pastures, on slightly higher ground, was the land belonging to the racing stables, a circuit of it expensively fenced with post and rails to make a ‘gallop’. Kate hadn’t had much experience of racehorses and she was eager to see them. The horse she was petting suddenly raised its head and whinnied loudly. Along the lane came a man riding an elegant dappled grey racehorse and leading a second one, a glossy bay with a black mane and tail.
‘Hello there.’ He paused, surprised to see the dark-haired, dark-eyed girl sitting on the gate. Kate flashed a smile at him, and he smiled back. He had very white teeth and black merry eyes.
‘Hello.’ Kate jumped down from the gate and went to stroke the two tall horses who arched their necks graciously and blew in her hair. ‘Are they racehorses?’
‘Yes – both, in training for Cheltenham.’
‘They’re so beautiful,’ breathed Kate. ‘Are they yours?’
‘Yes. Bred them both, I did,’ he said proudly, smoothing the neck of the grey horse who stood staring thoughtfully into the distance. ‘I’m Ian Tillerman. And you are?’
‘Kate Loxley.’
‘Ah – a Loxley.’
‘I’m Don Loxley’s niece.’
‘Just on holiday, are you?’
‘No. We’ve come here to live at Asan Farm with my uncle. Mother, Dad, Ethie and me, from Hilbegut in Somerset.’
Ian Tillerman’s eyes brightened with interest. He looked intently at Kate who, he thought, exuded confidence and sparkle as she stood looking up at him.
‘Want a ride?’ he said impulsively. ‘Can you ride?’
‘Ooh yes. I love riding.’ Kate beamed. ‘But I’ve never ridden a real racehorse. I’d love to.’
Ian Tillerman kicked his feet free of the stirrups and jumped down. He stood gazing at Kate for a moment. ‘Are you used to galloping? These horses are fast, believe me.’
‘Yes,’ said Kate firmly, even though her nerves were on fire with excitement.
‘You ride the bay. She’s called Little Foxy, and she’s a good girl. She’s fine as long as she doesn’t see a motorbike. Just let her have her head. We’ll do two circuits of the track,’ he said. ‘Keep her level with me, then I’ll know you’re all right.’
He gave Kate a leg up onto the horse, a bit too vigorously, so that she nearly shot over the other side.
‘Whoops. Steady on!’ she laughed loudly and Little Foxy flicked her ears back to listen to this new rider on her back, a girl with a bird-like voice and kind hands that smoothed the crest of her neck. Kate adjusted the stirrups, and took the reins.
‘I can see you’ll be fine,’ said Ian Tillerman. He vaulted onto the grey horse and they set off at a sedate walk, through the gap in the hedge and into the gallop circuit. Kate was thrilled. Little Foxy was quivering with excitement, knowing she was going to gallop like a wild horse. She began to dance sideways, her muscles rippling in the sunlight. Ian Tillerman glanced at Kate and raised his black eyebrows. ‘Ready?’
‘You bet,’ she said, and before he could say anything else she had let Little Foxy go and was galloping ahead of him, her hair streaming back as she crouched low over the horse’s neck, her knees gripping the leather saddle, her heels well down. He tore after her, his heart pounding when he saw the risk he’d taken so impulsively, letting a perfect stranger, a girl, ride his expensive, corned-up racehorse. Supposing she couldn’t cope and had a terrible accident? It would be his fault, and Don Loxley would never forgive him, and neither would his father.
But Kate was exuberant, loving the feel of the powerful horse, the wind whipping her cheeks to flame, the ground speeding past. She flashed a smile at Ian Tillerman as he thundered up beside her, and urged Little Foxy even faster, the two horses flying over the turf, their nostrils flared, and hooves kicking up lumps of mud. Beside them in the wide river, the fast running tide glittered as it raced up the estuary under a wild and shining sky.
Freddie drove his lorry slowly down the wooded hill into Yeovil, past the hospital and on through the streets of terraced houses, looking for George’s motorbike. When he saw it propped in the front garden of a red brick house, he parked at the kerb, got out and walked through the overgrown garden. He knocked at the door with his fist and waited, glimpsing a movement through the front window. George was at home, watching him behind mustard-coloured curtains. Freddie knocked again, louder, and eventually George came to the door. The way he opened it a crack and peered out reminded Freddie momentarily of Annie, the same fear in the same eyes.