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“What’s the dent from?” he asked.

“I don’t know. A couple of months ago I made a trip to Breda with construction materials. Because now you never know where you’ll get sent, any day I’ll have to go to Belgium or the ends of the earth, and that’s if I’m lucky. The fucking construction bust, it’s worse than they say, it’s all illegal trucks now, everybody’s a trucker now that there’s nothing to transport. So I had to go to Breda. It was already dark on the way back, I felt a jolt, but I didn’t stop. If it was a dog or a boar, it was dead. I glanced in the mirror and didn’t see anything on the road. Anyway, when an animal crosses the highway, the last thing you should do is try to dodge it, unless you want to have an accident. I don’t know what it was, maybe a ball. It wouldn’t have been the first time I’ve had an animal stuck to the fender, but when I got home there was nothing there. I know a trucker who once brought back a roe deer from the Pyrenees. He didn’t find it until the next day. He saw a stain on the ground, he thought his truck was losing oil, but it was a roe deer that was still breathing.”

The trucker climbed into the cab, put the flowers on the dashboard, lowered the window, and said, “Hop on in, you’ll see.”

“I’ve gotta go.”

“Look,” said the truck driver. “You can leave with a clear conscience. They’re coming to relieve us.”

At first he didn’t recognize him. Then he saw that it was Mr. Cals. He was walking with a cane that he’d never seen before. He looked mechanical, black and robust like a spider.

“You came to see the tree too?” said Mr. Cals.

He felt like a tourist at a concentration camp. Mr. Cals must have more reasons for being there. He lifted his cane and aimed it at a point amid the fields, with the mountains of the Ardenya in the background.

“Every day after lunch I stretch my legs, walking all the way to Clar stream,” he said. “You won’t find a flatter plain anywhere. . take a good look. Those trees over there are Puig’s forest. That’s Cal Borni. There, Can Batllosera. Do you see anything special?”

This eighty-year-old spider is voracious, thought Ernest, he’s very experienced, he rams in his chelicerae, waits for the poison to hit the insect he’s hunted, and then he eats it.

“The lands of Can Batlle,” said Ernest.

“Can Batlle is on the other side of town. No. These fields. . You see how flat they are? In 1937, during the war, they made an airfield here. Workers started to come, mostly from Sant Feliu, three hundred men showed up. Vidreres, in those days, was no more than two thousand, and that’s counting the two hundred war refugees from Madrid who’d already arrived. The clouds of dust they raised, moving all the earth, the tractors. . They still filled the trucks with shovels! They changed the course of Rere Pins and Can Canyet’s irrigation channel, they buried storehouses for bombs and gas tanks. . and in ’38, in March, it must have been about six, because we were coming out of school, we saw planes with four wings coming in from the west, and they landed, and they were still running along the strip when Ballartet, who was a kid like me, Ballartet lifted his finger to the sky, and we saw a silvery dot, like a needle. It was an observation plane — the kind we called Pava—from Franco’s forces, with three escort planes. The excitement didn’t last long. Within four days the first bombing began. Three planes at nine in the morning. A bomb fell where Can Met is now. Antoni Amargant and Pep from Casa Nova, who are dead now, were going to the village on bicycles, and when they heard the planes they threw themselves to the ground. And Pep was on the side closest to the road, and the shrapnel hit him and he lost an arm. Spent the rest of his life in Vidreres with one empty sleeve. Bombs fell where Can Rafel is now, breaking all the windowpanes, and on one of Torre’s fields, on Modeguet and Can Castelló; it’s a miracle they didn’t kill Encarna Mauri. It was a bad spot for an airfield, one of those ideas the Republic had, putting a field here just because it was flat. The National forces came from Majorca, and when they passed Mont Barbat they were right over us. . There was no time to do anything: when you heard the roar of the engines the bombs had already started. Five days later, a couple more planes attacked us. I remember that it hadn’t rained in a long time, and the earth was so dry that the bombs sent chunks flying higher than the tops of the pine and cork trees, so much dust, and a bomb fell on the woodshed of Can Súria, everybody was in the shelter except for Genové and Miquel Vives from Sils, who were working in the field, and both got killed.” Mr. Cals grabbed Ernest by the arm. “First thing the next morning they attacked the field again, because it was April 14, the anniversary of the Republic. I was headed to school. I saw the middle of the field all lit up. . and the planes ran along the strip so they wouldn’t get hit — the lights were bombs. . Ambulances ran all morning. They blew up the gas tank at the Campsa, they killed three pilots and a lieutenant, four dead. .”

“I have to go for lunch,” shouted the trucker from his cab, starting the engine. “Come along. Trust me!”

“You know where there was a shelter, during the war?” continued Mr. Cals. “Right in front of your bank, in the church square. . When they dug it they found human bones, that always happens when you poke around near a church. . We went in there to play, I remember it as if it were yesterday.”

“Follow me!” shouted the trucker from his cab.

He left Mr. Cals there, obviously still wanting to reminisce, and headed to his car.

He followed the truck to get away from Mr. Cals. He was headed away from his house, but before he could make up his mind to turn around, the truck pulled into the parking lot of a restaurant on the side of the highway.

The chalkboard advertised a nine-euro prix fixe menu. He parked. He called home so they wouldn’t expect him for lunch. Some unexpected work had come up at the office. He was staying with Jaume to go over some accounts that didn’t add up. He got out of the car and entered the restaurant with the trucker. At the very back was a lit fireplace. Most of the customers were truck drivers. They were talking from one table to the next, shouting because they’d been drinking and had time — the tachometer was in charge, they had to take their required hours of rest. But the shouting could also have been from excitement, from truckers who had no time to waste.

“I don’t know what I’m doing,” he said out loud.

“Order the lamb and you’ll know. This is definitely better than standing there staring at some bullshit tree. You work this afternoon? I’m done for the day. I sometimes have days with nothing to do. Tomorrow I have to go pick up a boat, next Monday I go to Vic to load up some scrap metal, after that we’ll see. I’ll give you my card, you never know.”

Was there sexual tension coming from the trucker, or from him? He lowered his gaze, saw his potbelly, and decided there wasn’t.

“I work mornings.”

“What are you, a civil servant?”

“I work at the Santander Bank in Vidreres.”

The other man took a step back.

“Don’t tell me I’m having lunch with a banker.”

“A commercial manager, an employee at a bank. . I wouldn’t call myself a banker.”

“I’ve got a problem with bankers. Particularly one in my town, in Sils. You stiffed my dad out of his money. You screwed him over, which means screwing me over too. When I see a Mercedes I know it’s a banker, or a politician, or both. One of these days I’m going lose my cool, grab a shotgun, get into my cab, and start taking justice into my own hands.”