“Zactly right.” Hernandez’s head bobbed up and down. “We understand each other. Those dogs that we got…they were one step from the green room, if you know what I mean.”
The green room was the gas chamber. “You saved them from death.”
“Zactly right. The program over here…it was their last chance. We train them so they can be adopted out.”
“That’s nice.”
“It was their last chance…I was.”
“You identify with the dogs?”
“Zactly right. Everybody deserves a second chance. They’re not bad dogs. No one understands them. That’s the problem. They bite ’cause they’re scared. They bite ’cause they’re lonely. They bite ’cause they don’t got anyone who loves them.”
“They also bite because they’re not trained and disciplined.”
Hernandez smacked his lips together. “But there’s discipline and then there’s just plain meanness. Yeah, you gotta be sure of yourself if you work with untrained dogs, but you don’t crack a stick over the dog’s head to just get him to listen.”
“But the animals have to be taught to respect your authority.”
“Zactly right. It’s a good lesson in life…to learn to respect authority. It took me a while ’cause I didn’t have anyone to teach me properly.”
“You had the stick cracked over your head, Mr. Hernandez?”
“Zactly right. My daddy was a mean drunk and he didn’t raise me right. If he’d showed a little mercy and a little less stick cracking, I would have been a better person.”
“Do you have children, Mr. Hernandez?”
“I do.”
“Boys? Girls? Both?”
“Boys.”
“And you raised them with a little mercy?”
“I raised them not to be fools.”
“Were you a stick cracker?”
“I wasn’t much of anything because I’ve been incarcerated for a long time. It’s going on forty-three years. Most of the raising went to my wife, God rest her soul. I miss that woman. She did good, considering what she had.”
Kruse returned with two cups of coffee. He placed a cigarette between his lips. After he lit it, he gave it to Hernandez.
The con took a deep drag. “Ah, this is living.”
“You smoke it slow, Martin, you’re only gonna get one.”
“I will, Officer Kruse, I’ll do just that.”
Kruse said to Decker, “There’s someone monitoring the cameras twenty-four/seven, so you shouldn’t have any problems. Just look up at the videos and call when you need us to take him back.”
“Thanks for all your help.”
“No problem.” Kruse smiled. “Be good, Martin, you don’t have that much longer to go.”
“I know that, sir, I think about that every day.” After Kruse left, he said, “That’s the truth. I do think about it every day.”
“I’m sure you do.” Decker sipped the coffee: as thick as mud and bitter.
“It ain’t easy for an old man to be here,” Martin complained. “The cold in the winter goes right through to the bones. My lungs aren’t too good. I always worry about pneumonia, you know. Then sometimes, I’m glad to be sick because the infirmary is better than the cell block, know what I’m saying?”
“I get it,” Decker answered. “Where are you going to live when you get out?”
“Can’t go back to Santa Fe.” He took another puff on his cigarette. “I’ll get skinned alive. I dropped two people in a robbery. I suppose you know that.”
Decker nodded.
“That wasn’t supposed to happen. But you get all junked up on drugs and adrenaline and someone moves when they ain’t supposed. I had nothing against those two boys, but things just happen when you’re junked up, know what I’m saying?”
“So where are you going to go live when you get out?”
“I’ll go down south-Las Cruces, Silver City, Carlsbad. Places are hotter in the summer but not so cold in the winter.”
“Do you know anyone in those cities?”
He shook his head. “Nope. Don’t know a soul.” He finished off his coffee. “That’s okay. All I need is a good place for the dogs to run around and a nearby watering hole. I’m a friendly sort. I can make friends.”
“You seem like a friendly sort.” Decker watched the old man smile at the compliment. “Have you kept in contact with anyone on the outside?”
“I know a few people, sure.”
Decker saw his eyes narrow slightly, and switched topics. “Your wife used to visit you a lot?”
“Three, four times a week. I told you. She was a good woman.”
“Did she bring the boys in to visit?”
“Sometimes.”
“Are you still in contact with your sons, Martin? Do they ever visit you?”
The old man shrugged and smoked. “Once or twice, mebbe.”
The man was a smooth liar, not that Decker expected anything different. But even cons have different capacities for prevarication. Decker waited until Hernandez’s cigarette was down to the butt. Then he looked up at the camera and asked for another smoke.
“That’s kind of you, sir,” Hernandez said.
“I can be a kind person.”
A few minutes later a uniformed guard came in with a lit cigarette. Decker took the smoke and when Hernandez reached over to grab it, Decker pulled his arm back, out of the old man’s reach.
“Your boys ever come visit you?” Hernandez was silent, his eyes on the trail of nicotine smoke. Decker smiled and took a puff on the cigarette. “Your boys ever come visit you?”
Hernandez shrugged. “Guess you checked the logbook.”
“Guess I did.”
“Then you know. So why are you asking me?”
“Because Raymond Holmes isn’t your son’s baptized name.”
“Nope, he changed it.”
“Why did he change it?”
“I don’t know. Why don’t you ask him?”
“I just might do that. When did he change it?”
“A long time ago. You can ask him that, too.”
“Give me a rough idea when. Twenty years ago? Thirty years ago?”
“I think he changed it ’bout thirty years ago…right after it happened.”
“After what happened?”
Hernandez stared into space. Decker took another puff. “You’re wasting precious tobacco.”
“Well, I don’t know zactly what happened, sir. I wasn’t there.”
“What happened according to Raymond Holmes, your son?”
“Yeah, Ray’s my son.”
“You might as well tell me what happened, Martin. You can tell me Ray’s side of the story.”
“What do you need with my side? Just ask Ray.”
“Ray won’t be as…credible. You’re more credible, Martin. You tell me what he told you.” The old man reached for the cigarette. Decker said, “First you tell me what happened.”
“He didn’t tell me much, sir, and that’s the honest truth. All he said is that it wasn’t supposed to happen. But you know how it is. When you get junked up on drugs and adrenaline, things just happen that weren’t supposed to happen.”
Decker nodded. “I see.” He gave the con the cigarette. “Tell me what he told you. I can’t use what you tell me at a trial because it’s hearsay. Do you know what that is?”
Hernandez took a deep drag on the smoke and didn’t answer.
“I heard what happened from you, Martin, not from Ray. It’s hearsay. That means whatever you tell me, I can’t use it directly against Ray because I didn’t hear it directly from Ray. So you tell me what he told you, okay?”
“You’re confusing me. I don’t want to get him into trouble.”
“Martin, the boy is already in trouble. Big trouble. If it wasn’t supposed to happen, tell me what went down.”
“They were arguing.”
“Who are they?”
“Y’know…Beth and Ray were arguing.”
“About what?”
“What do people always argue about?”
“Money?”
“Zactly right. Ray kept telling Beth that it was just a loan and that he was gonna give it back. But she was real mad. She wouldn’t listen. She said if he didn’t pay it back, she was gonna tell on him.”