Twentieth century.
Hmm. We also have a special collection of Nazi and neo-Nazi literature just donated a few months ago.
Oh? (I know, bitch. A truckload of stuff donated by the wimps at the Coalition Against Racism. Long-haired kikes and spies and niggers wanting to expose the student body to the evils of prejudice, raise the fucking student consciousness. Fucking candlelight ceremony with some hook-nosed rabbi mouthing off about the peace-love-brotherhood scam. Campus paper covered it big-he'd cut out the article, put it in his research file.)
Is that something you'd be interested in looking at? Smiling. The tits jiggling as she talked.
I guess so.
She kept him waiting, went into the back room and came back pushing a trolley of file cases.
Here you go. It can't be checked out. You'll have to read it right here.
Thanks. You've been a great help.
Smile. That's what we're here for.
He wheeled the trolley to a table against the wall, away from everyone else, opened the cases, and found a treasure trove.
Mein Kampf, in English. Gerald L.K. Smith. George Lincoln Rockwell. The Thunderbolt. The Klansman. And classic stuff: Protocols of the Elders of Zion. Der Sturmer with those terrific cartoons.
Truth-tellers.
Their words gripped him, set off something inside of him that he knew was right and real.
He wanted to eat all of it, chew up and swallow every book and pamphlet, infuse it directly into his genetic code.
But not the liars' books.
Whiny, whimpering shit written by kikes and kikesymps about the SS, the death camps, Josef Mengele, M.D., Ph.D. Photos of twin victims, piles of bodies, supposed to repulse.
But they turned him on.
Among the lies, a find: a book on the Nuremberg trials written by some kike lawyer who'd been there. A list at the back, naming the defendants. Noble Herr Doktor Grandpa occupying a place of honor in the S column. His sweet name shining like a beacon.
A fuzzy group picture of defendants at the docket.
The same face!
Hermann to Dieter to Dieter II.
The seed lives!
He returned to the library, again and again, got the trolley and wheeled it to a quiet corner-such a studious boy. Lived with the treasure for weeks while he copied sacred sentences into spiral notebooks, preserving the words, burning the truth into his mind.
The kikes were behind the drug trade, world communism, diseases of the genitals. War and crime. Out to turn the world hook-nosed and filthy.
Gerald L.K. Smith said so. So did George Lincoln Rockwell, Robert Shelton. They proved it with facts, exposed Holocaust lies, the kike-banker conspiracy.
The Fuhrer, persecuted. Grandpa Hermann, framed, dead in a prison cell.
Daddy Dieter dead in a prison cell!
Crucified by nigger-pimp-pushers and the kike drug bankers who bankrolled all of it.
Heil Daddy! He felt like crying
Thin fingers on his arm brought him back to the park, the night air. They'd reached the end of the pathway. Nightwing stroked his hair.
"Come on, Dr. T., it's cool, no patrols. Nothing to get freaked about!"
He looked at her, through her.
Stupid cunt had her mesh blouse unbuttoned, revealing her tits, hands on her hips, trying to look sexy. The moonlight hit her face, turned her into a skeleton, then back to a girl, then back to a skeleton again.
Shifting layers.
The beauty beneath the surface.
"C'mon, cutie." Pointing to a cave. Taking his hand and leading him into it.
Dark, mildew-smelling place. She took a penlight from her purse, switched it on, revealing grooved rock walls, sloping rock ceilings. A June bug, momentarily paralyzed by the light, came to its senses and scampered for cover. Other insects wiggled in the corners of the cave-spiders and whatever. Ignoring them, Nightwing crawled to the far end, showing him her ass under her microskirt, the line of black panties splitting the cheeks. There was a filthy-looking army blanket wedged near the wall. She lifted it, dragged out a cheap vinyl suitcase and opened it.
Watching her practiced movements, seeing the suitcase, he knew she'd been there before, thousands of times, with thousands of other men. Had shared the secret place with them, but not him.
Stupid, unfeeling cunt! After all he'd done for her, she hadn't trusted him enough to show him her little hidey-hole. Not until thousands of others had come up here first, filling her with their lies and their scuzzy jizz.
The last straw. Be casual.
"What's in the case, babe?"
"To-oys." Licking her lips.
"Let's see them."
"Only if you promise to be a good bo-oy."
"Sure, babe."
"Prom-ise?"
"Promise."
The "toys" were predictable: novelty-shop SM props, the stuff seen in the ads at the back of fuck books-whips, chains, spiked boots, an oversized black dildo studded with bumps, a leather domination helmet with straps and buckles all over it.
Yawn.
She put on the boots, lifted her legs to give him a beaver shot while she did it.
Double yawn.
Took off the mesh blouse, put on a leather bra with holes cut out for the nipples.
Borrring.
Then she pulled out the hat. Black silk Nazi officer's hat with a shiny black brim, the SS death's-head insignia above the center of the crown. Under the grinning skull, the double lightning bolts that stood for:
Schwann-Schwann.
"Where'd you get that? Babe?"
"Some-where." Leaning close and running a long-nailed finger down the side of his arm, thinking she was turning him on when all she was doing was shoving hot needles into his flesh.
Putting on the hat. Raising her arm in salute.
"Heil, Nightwing! Da dum, da dum." Putrid smile. Bad German accent: "Vont me to poot it on ven I do you, little Adolf? I giff grreat hat!"
Keep cool. Stay in control. "Sure, babe."
"Hey, feel that! You like this Nazi shit, don't you? Thought so." Salute. "Heil blow-jobs!"
Touching him, unzipping him.
"Look at me, Fraulein Adolfa Titler, ready to suck you all the way to the Fourth Reich. God, you're hard. You really love this, don't you? I found your thing!"
He could have done her the same way he'd done Fields and the nigger, but that was wrong. She deserved better.
Gluing his jaws together, fighting back the noise, acid tears, he said: "Sure do, babe."
She gave a death-eating smile, went down.
They went to the cave three more times after that. The third time, he put sheets, soap, a bunch of water bottles, and the knives in the trunk of the car. The dope was in her purse. He knew from her leg tracks that she'd developed a heavy Jones. Wasn't surprised to find out she was carrying blatantly, disobeying him. Because that was the way a junkie functioned. As addicted to sneakery as the needle.