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Later, after the yihud ceremony, Al had cornered him, hugging him, slipping money into his pocket and planting a wet kiss on his cheek.

"This is wonderful, son, wonderful," he blurted out. His breath was hot, heavy with arak. The band had started playing "Qetsad Merakdim"; celebrants were juggling and dancing before the bride. Al started to sway and Daniel placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Thank you very much, Mr. Birnbaum."

"You'll take care of her-I know you will. You're a good boy. Anything you need, ask."

"Thank you very much. I appreciate that."

"You're welcome, son. The two of you will make a beautiful life together. Beautiful." A trickle of tears hurriedly wiped and camouflaged by a fit of coughing.

Later, of course, the phone calls had come. Static-laden long-distance calls buzzing across two continents. Poorly concealed cries of parental loneliness that always seemed to interrupt love-making. Not-so-subtle hints about how wonderful things were in California, how was the two-room flat working out, was the heating fixed yet, did it still smell of insecticide? Al had a friend, a lawyer, he might be able to use someone with investigative skills; another friend owned an insurance agency, could steer him into something lucrative. And if he got tired of police work, there was always room in the printing business

Eventually, the Birnbaums had accepted the fact that their only child wasn't coming home. They purchased the Talbieh apartment, all those bedrooms, the kitchen full of appliances, supposedly for themselves. ("For summer visits, darling-would you kids be good enough to house-sit?")

The visits took place every year, like clockwork, the first two weeks in August. The Birnbaums arriving with half a dozen suitcases, half of them full of gifts for the kids, refusing the master bedroom and sleeping in the boys' bunk. Mikey and Benny moving in with Shoshi.

Thirteen summers, sixteen visits-one extra for the birth of each child.

The rest of the time, the Sharavis house-sat. More luxury than a policeman could except

"You looked like a princess, Laura," said Luanne, turning a page and studying pictures of dancing Yemenites.

"I lost two pounds perspiring," laughed Laura. She poked at the roast with a fork. Then her face grew serious and Daniel thought he saw her fight back a tear.

"It was a beautiful gown," she said. "A beautiful day."

Daniel walked over to her, put his arm around her waist, enjoying the feel of her, the sharp taper inward, the sudden flare of hip under his palm. She raised the fork and he felt a current of energy dance along the surface of her skin, involuntary and tremulous like the quivering flanks of a horse after exercise.

He kissed her cheek.

She winked at him, put the roast on a platter, and handed it to him.

"Help me serve, Pakad."

During dinner, Luanne and Gene talked about their trip to Eilat. Snorkeling in the crystalline waters of the Red Sea, the coral forests below, schools of rainbow-colored fish that swam placidly up to the shoreline. The long gray shapes Gene was certain had been sharks.

"One thing I noticed," said Luanne, "was the shrimp. Everyone was selling it or cooking it or eating it. I didn't feel I was in a Jewish country."

"First-rate shrimp," said Gene. "Good-sized, deep-fried."

After dessert, everyone pitched in clearing the dishes.

Mikey and Benny laughing uproariously as they balanced stacks of plates, Shoshi admonishing them to be careful.

Then the children retreated to Shoshi's room to watch a videotape of Star Wars-the TV, VCR, and tape, donations from Los Angeles-and the women went back to the wedding album. Gene and Daniel stepped out on the balcony and Gene pulled out a cigar and rolled it between his fingers.

"I didn't know you smoked," said Daniel.

"Once in a great while I sneak one in after a really good meal. These are Cubans-picked them up in the duty-free at Zurich." Gene reached into his pocket and pulled out another. "Want one?"

Daniel hesitated. "Okay. Thank you."

They sat, put their feet over the railing, and lit up. At first the bitter smoke made Daniel wince. Then he found himself loosening up, feeling the heat swirl around inside his mouth, enjoying it.

"Speaking of sharks," said Gene, "how's your case?"

"Not good." Daniel told him about Juliet, the endless interviews of doctors and nurses, the pressure exerted on hordes of sex offenders, all useless so far.

"Boy, do I know the name of that tune," said Gene, but there was a lilt in his voice, the mellow satisfaction of homecoming. "Sounds like you've got a real winner on your hands."

"I spoke to a psychologist this morning, trying to get a profile."

"What'd he tell you?" asked Gene. He lay back and put his hands behind his head, looked up at the black Jerusalem sky, and blew smoke rings at the moon.

Daniel gave him a summary of the consultation with Ben David.

"He's right about one thing," said Gene. "The psych stuffs darned close to worthless. I've worked Lord knows how many homicides, gotten bushel-basketfuls of psych profiles, never solved a case with one of them yet. And that includes the nut-case serials."

"How do you solve them?" On the surface a foolish question, far too artless. But he felt comfortable with Gene, able to speak openly. More open than he could be with his own family. It bothered him.

Gene sat up, edged his chair closer to Daniel's.

"From where I sit, sounds like you're doing everything right. Truth is, lots of times we don't solve them. They stop killing or die and that's that. When we do catch them, nine times out of ten it's because of something stupid-they park their car near the murder scenes, get a couple of parking tickets which show up on the computer. A records check, just like you're doing. Some angry girlfriend or wife turns them in. Or the killer starts playing games, letting us know who he is, which means he's basically catching himself. We've done nothing but cut along the dotted line."

The black man sucked on his cigar and blew out a jet-stream of smoke. "These cases are hell on the ego, Danny Boy. The public gets hold of them and wants instant cure."

Keep pounding the pavement and wait for the killer to give himself away. The same thing Ben David had told him.

He could have done without hearing it twice in one day.

He got into bed, hugged and kissed Laura. "Ooh, your breath-have you been smoking?"

"One cigar. I brushed my teeth. Want me to brush again?"

"No, that's all right. I just won't kiss you." But moments later, her legs wrapped around him, the fingers of one hand languidly caressing his scrotum, the other entangled in his hair, she opened her mouth and relented.

He woke up in the middle of the night, his mind still going like a dieseling engine. Thinking of death camps and hypodermics and long-bladed knives that could sever a neck without sawing. Blood flowing in gutters, disappearing down sewer drains. A city drenched in blood, the golden stone turned to crimson. Headless dolls crying out for salvation. Himself suspended in mid-air, like one of Chagall's birds. Frozen in space, unable to swoop. Helpless.