"Where is Robena's body?" the priest asked. He felt like weeping too.
"Where she died," the laird replied stonily. "Let her rot where she fell!"
"Beinn and I will bury her," Father Donald said. "No one else should be involved. And tomorrow you will go to the cottage and speak with Fyfa and Rafe. It is possible they will know what happened to bring this mood upon her. Now go to your wife and comfort her, for Fiona was as much a daughter to her as she was to you. It must have been quite a shock to her to meet up with Robena."
"More than you can know, Good Father. There never seemed to be a reason to tell Alix the whole truth." He flushed guiltily. "And I never told Robena about the bill of divorcement. She would not have accepted it. So she believed herself still my wife. I can but imagine what Robena said to Alix. Now she believes I have made a bigamous marriage with her, and that her children are stained with the shame of bastardy."
"Jesu! Mother Mary and Joseph!" Father Donald swore, unable to contain himself. "I cannot believe you were so imprudent as to not tell Robena that she was no longer your wife! Aye, I can well imagine what she said to Alix. You are a fool, Malcolm Scott," the priest scolded. "Go and find your wife at once so her mind may be put to rest! And when this matter is finally all over and done with you will come to me for a penance. Aye, I must think upon what God would want you to suffer in order to expunge your cruel thoughtlessness to that sweet faithful young woman who is your wife. Go now!"
Malcolm Scott arose, leaving his little privy chamber to seek out Alix. He found her in the hall where the body of his daughter had now been brought. His wife and Fenella were bathing the small corpse. Unable to help himself, he stood watching them, tears pouring down his face. And then he saw that they too wept as they cleanse and dressed Fiona in her finest gown. It was a new one of scarlet velvet that Alix had made to give to the girl on her ninth birthday, which she would now never see. He watched as the two women plaited Fiona's long black hair, weaving red ribbons into the braids as they worked. When they had finished, they made to lift the girl's body into a plain wood coffin Beinn had carried into the hall.
The laird stepped forward then, taking his daughter's broken body and gently setting it into the plain wooden box. Then he lifted it up and placed it on the high board. Wordlessly Fenella brought four brass candlesticks to set on either side of the coffin and at each end of it. Alix lay the late flowers they had been gathering earlier around the simple box. She looked upon the child she had come to love as her own and gently caressed her face.
"Lambkin," he said softly to her.
Alix turned to look at him, and seeing his face so filled with sorrow, her own anger suddenly left her. She knew how much Colm loved his daughter, and when he held out his arms to her she went into them without hesitation. He had lied to her and bastardized their children, but they had both loved Fiona. It was time for mourning and not for recriminations.
"I have not betrayed you, lambkin, nor shamed our son, or the bairn now in your belly preparing to be born," Malcolm Scott told his wife. "Come and sit by the fire with me, and I will explain it all to you." Taking her by the hand, he led her to the settle and they sat together. "After Robena's betrayal of me I wanted to kill her, but I could not. I put her from the keep into an isolated cottage out on the moor. And then Father Donald applied to the bishop of St. Andrew's to obtain a bill of divorcement for me. And the late king, my friend, spoke up in my behalf. The divorce was granted. I did not tell Robena because I did not ever want to see her again. It took me two years before I could excise from my mind the picture of her and my brother together in each other's arms. I saw she was properly cared for and unable to leave her confinement. The horse she rode today she stole. I did not wed you under false pretenses, Alix. I was free to wed you. Did you truly believe that I could be so dishonorable, lambkin? You are my beloved wife, and our son is no bastard, nor will any of the bairns you give me be bastards."
"I forgive you, Colm," Alix sniffled softly.
"You forgive me?" Her words astonished him. "For what am I being forgiven?"
"When you did not tell me all of this before we wed, you committed a sin of omission, my lord," she told him. "Did you think me so silly a creature that I could not bear to hear the truth from you?" When she looked up at him he saw her dark lashes, so in contrast with her honey-blond hair, had clumped with her weeping.
"I did not think it was necessary to burden you with the whole sordid tale," he said feebly. "I never thought you would meet up with Robena Ramsay. I saw her sequestered and cut off from decent folk. This should not have happened."
"But it did happen," Alix said. "Now, is there anything else you have neglected to tell me about yourself and your life, my lord? Are there any other surprises you have for me that I must face? I am but a frail female after all."
"You are the strongest woman I have ever known or am likely to know," he told her. "Do you truly forgive me, lambkin, for my sin of omission?" And he smiled down into her face, brushing her lips gently with his own.
"I do, Colm. I do!" Alix said to him, wrapping her arms about him and kissing him back. "You are my love and my life." And then she laughed softly as the child in her womb stirred strongly. Alix put her hand upon her belly. "He is almost ready to be born," she said to her husband.
"He? Until now you have not been certain," the laird replied.
"Fiona said it was another son for you. I believe she somehow knew," Alix said, kissing him again.
And Fiona's intuition indeed proved correct when her second brother, Andrew Donald, was born on the last day of November. A gentleman from the beginning, he had not taken his sister's birthday for his own.
And when the spring came the Laird of Dunglais, his wife, and sons visited the little churchyard in Dunglais village where Fiona was buried and discovered that flowers springing from the warm earth had covered the girl's grave yet nowhere else in the little church graveyard did flowers bloom.
"Our daughter is safe and well," Malcolm Scott declared, his voice catching.
"She will always be with us, Colm. Her last wish for us was that we live and love happily in her memory," Alix said as James clung to her skirt and Andrew babbled in her arms contentedly.
"We shall, lambkin," the Laird of Dunglais promised his wife. "We shall!"
And two years later on the first day of May, Alix bore her husband a daughter, whom they named Fiona after the child they had lost. And eventually girlish laughter was once again heard in the keep at Dunglais as Scotland enjoyed peace in the borders for a brief time.
Author's Note
Marie of Gueldres, wife of James II and the mother of King James III, died before her son was grown, leaving him in the competent hands of James Kennedy, the venerable bishop of St. Andrew's. Unfortunately the bishop himself died two years later, leaving the teenaged king at the mercy of Scotland's lords: the Kennedy family and the Boyd family, both struggling for supremacy. The Boyds won the day when they kidnapped the young king as he was out hunting on a summer's afternoon.
The young king was not unfamiliar with the Boyds, as his weapons instructor was Sir Alexander Boyd, who, in league with his brother, Lord Robert Boyd, had led the coup d'état forcing James to issue a statement saying he approved of their actions. Lord Robert had his eldest son created Earl of Arran, and arranged a marriage between him and the king's little sister, Mary. Lord Robert saw his daughter, Elizabeth, married to the powerful Earl of Angus.